Several times Hanna looked annoyed because she kept cursing. Arriving at the right place, Hanna was immediately surprised when she saw a charismatic young woman looking at Hanna. That person also didn't forget to wave in a friendly manner. Hanna then approached the person and now the two of them were sitting facing each other. Even though at first it seemed quiet, slowly the person opened the conversation and said something to Hanna. Instantly, Hanna's expression, which previously looked flat, changed as if she liked the direction of the conversation. Currently, the two of them are at a classic restaurant not far from Hanna's apartment. The atmosphere started to look warm. Nothing terrible happened. Hanna also seemed very happy this time. The woman was none other than one of Hanna's acquaintances who had previously contacted her and wanted to say something. However, this person had only been talking about achievements which seemed a bit like showing off rather than wanting to tell Hanna something. Even though Hanna previously looked happy, she slowly started to feel bored. The direction of the conversation just keeps turning around there and there's nothing interesting about it. Hanna immediately took a sip of her drink and then went back to listening to what the person in front of Hanna was saying this time as if she really liked it. But, the contents of the heart are always the opposite.
"I heard you've changed a lot too," the person said to Hanna and made Hanna surprised. Then stopped the movement of the hand that was cutting the steak.
“Ah, I see. "It turns out there are still a lot of people who misunderstand it."
"Misunderstanding?"
"Correct. Maybe that's what you heard. But I haven't changed at all. In fact, it's very much the same.”
“Hmm, but I don't agree with that.”
"What do you mean?"
"Even though you say nothing has changed, I myself can see very clearly that there is something different about you."
"Come on. Do not exaggerate."
"Okay. If you don't want to admit it, that's fine. I came to see you to discuss something important. You definitely won't believe me when I say that.”
Hanna immediately fell silent. At this time, the look on Hanna's face was different from before. Now it seems like we are waiting for something interesting. It's just that the person in front of Hanna keeps trying to make Hanna feel curious and hasn't said what she wanted to say since earlier. The two of them haven't seen each other for a long time. The atmosphere felt awkward and even looked very different from usual. Hanna was still waiting for something that might come out of this woman's mouth. Immediately the person said it without hesitation. Hanna then fell silent and listened seriously and it turned out that was the fact.
“I've said what I wanted to tell you. Now it's up to you Hanna."
"Are you serious about what you said?" Said Hanna, who still didn't believe it.
"Of course. There's nothing to worry about from that anyway. I feel that you are indeed a worthy person.”
"Why do you even praise me like that? What exactly are you planning?”
“I have nothing bad planned. Don't worry about that. I've guaranteed everything. You just need to work together. How?"
"No kidding. How could I agree."
“So you don't want to? OK, if that's your decision. I can't blame you. Everything depends on you. Even though I gave it a chance."
Right now I still can't think clearly. Some of the tasks I managed to complete actually made me feel tired. For an hour I felt uneasy. After that I started to get used to some things that were almost the same as now. However, there was something else I had never thought of before. I can no longer stand this troublesome situation. One thing is for sure, I don't know what else to do. Time goes on and I am still in the same place. As if trapped and unable to get up. I feel this is very bad. Until now I'm just thinking about it. Three years ago. When I was a child. Even though I'm no longer a child. But, the world seemed to be watching me. Everything I do and I even get a lot of love. Strangely, at that time I felt uncomfortable. Unlike other people in general, my thoughts started to wander. I always thought something wasn't right. When I was made increasingly uncomfortable by this quite complicated thought, I quickly returned to pretending as if I was happy. After that, I realized my past life had nothing to do with the present one. Even though there are many similarities and it's like a paradox, I feel like I can't accept it. After almost an hour of daydreaming, I just remembered that now there are things I should do. My body feels sore. I almost fell when I tried to stand up from where I was sitting. With slow breathing, I moved and then got ready. What a terrible day. That's what I feel right now. Traveling to a place makes my spirits decrease. Unlike usual, this time I really didn't have the energy to continue my other activities. I feel like I'm just someone else. During this quite tiring journey, I witnessed a girl arguing with someone.
'Why am I always around trouble?' I muttered to myself while ignoring the sight.
Arriving at my destination, I walked for a while and finally arrived. This time the atmosphere was really quiet. This museum is famous for its amazing works of art. Not many people come here today. I immediately looked around while trying to find the whereabouts of this quite famous painting. There are some people talking about the work on social media. I was immediately interested when I found out about this. Unfortunately, when I got here and then watched the original work, my eyes were immediately drawn to that work. It was so amazing that I couldn't take my eyes off it.
“Wow. Amazing," I muttered.
Something that looks beautiful. Neat paint strokes. I feel the emotions in this work are so strong. Sometimes I also think that the artist who made this really has high taste. Slowly I saw other works not far from here. Other works are also very charming. This is the first time I have seen such an amazing painting with my own eyes. Usually I only look at pictures on social media or the internet. Now I am actually in the place directly and looking with satisfaction at this work.
"I don't believe it. This is truly amazing,” I said.
For almost an hour I enjoyed the beauty of the paintings in this museum, after that I felt a little tired. As soon as I realized that time had passed, I felt it was very short. Different from what I live every day. There were so many things that made me feel uncomfortable. But this time it turned out to be different. I decided to leave now and then stopped at one of the cafes nearby. Now I feel a little calm. Not long afterward I received a notification from my friend. When I opened the message and it turned out it was just a message from another friend. Currently it seems like they are very busy discussing plans for other activities. I'm not interested in joining. That's why I didn't deal with them at all even though they came looking for me. Until now, my heart still hurts and I don't know how to heal it all. I also thought there might be a mistake I made unintentionally. I can only try to fix it and can't avoid it. This time there was something else that made my head hurt. This is different from before. I felt myself being dragged back into an endless trap. Problems keep cropping up and I don't want to deal with them anymore. But bad luck always comes.
'What is this? Why is my mind suddenly uneasy?' I muttered to myself.
Meanwhile now it's right in another place. Eliza was sitting alone, staring at the sky endlessly. Instantly, someone who looked at Eliza was amazed. Not just that one person, but there are several other people who also feel a little surprised by what Eliza is currently doing. Not long after that, Eliza started looking around and apparently now realized that the others were watching her. Eliza felt a little awkward and tried to look okay without having to care about them.
"You seem to be in trouble," asked a woman who suddenly came towards Eliza carrying something.
“Ah, Seira.”
"Are you confused?"
"About that, I just have a little thought."
“I see. There aren't many things that are troublesome but you feel uncomfortable, that's normal.”
"What?"
“Because humans are always in a terrible circle. "It's not about the circle but something else," said Seira while looking at Eliza confidently.
"I know. But I don't understand either. By the way, what did you bring? It looks heavy.”
“Ah, these are just some of the things I need to make a statue.”
“What statue are you going to make?”
“Renaissance.”
Eliza then fell silent. Every now and then something squirmed in her mind and that only made Eliza even more surprised. No one is strange and in fact they tend to do what they want. Meanwhile, Eliza was still staring at the sky and just hoping that this would end quickly. Apparently it just gets more complicated. At the same time, I was in endless confusion. Until this moment and maybe I would be in a more annoying dimension. The contents of my head are always scattered and feel chaotic.
“Why do I feel this annoying sensation? What have I done? Damn, this is just troublesome," I muttered unconsciously.