Looking at the setting sun. Right now I feel that my world is very slow. Time seemed to just stop. The warmth of the sunlight dazzled my eyes. When I opened my eyes, I saw a very blinding light. But, it felt strangely very quiet. After I looked again, I was surprised that I was lying in this place. I don't believe it and don't remember what happened to me. I was amazed for quite a long time. Not only that, I don't know why it feels so tight, like a heavy object is pressing on my lungs. Apparently I was in a hospital room. I saw a bandage on my head as soon as I looked at the window. The reflection of the shadow is clearly visible. My hands suddenly trembled as if I felt extraordinary fear. Now I can't say anything . My voice seemed to hitch and I accidentally shed tears . Now I feel like I'm not alive. I don't understand why all this is happening. I want a very clear answer. But when I looked again, for some reason I felt like this was my destiny, which was not much different from the paintings I had made. A girl lying in a strange place. Don't remember anything. Apart from that, it only leaves blood and tears. This is exactly like me dying.
  'Why am I here?' I muttered to myself.
  Meanwhile, in another location. It can be seen that many people are curious about what happened. They were still there taking photos too. Blood splattered on the streets as if there had been a serial murder. A police line is also installed here. Several journalists filled this place and they continued to capture it in documentation. But, from a different angle. There was a woman who continued to stare at the street. The view that shows trauma is so obvious that cannot cover it . Not long after, the woman hurried to leave. However, a policeman suddenly appeared in front of 's eyes, making the woman surprised. Currently at the police station. The woman apparently wanted to be asked to interview and explain everything she saw.
  “Okay. It won't be long. So you don't need to feel so afraid. "You just need to say everything you know," said the policeman calmly. But the woman was still shaking in her hands.
  “No. I don't see any .”
  “What? Come on, just relax. Besides, we can't conclude who the perpetrator is at this time. Apart from that, there is no surveillance camera footage either. Isn't this strange?”
  “Impossible.”
  “You're right. That's why tell me everything you see. Don't miss anything."
  The police continued to tell the woman to talk. But the woman seemed hesitant to say everything. Even so, the woman tried to tell. Currently in hospital. Some sisters are busy with their work. Because there are many patients too. The doctor then discovered a fact and it immediately shocked him. There is a crack in the patient's left brain and it is considered dangerous. However, the patient seems to be conscious now. I'm still trying to digest all of this. Again there is nothing that I can find in my memory. Everything is as blank as a memory baryou just have to delete it.
  “Why can't I remember or ? What happened?” I muttered.
  At this point I really don't remember or even . It feels very suffocating. I want to know what happened to me. But it's all just in vain. Immediately I fell silent. Suddenly the doctor came into this room. This time I underwent an examination. Strangely I feel like there are a lot of memories that have disappeared. I would love to remember it as it was before but it turns out it's not at all. Likewise some memories that are even very unimportant. I want to go back to my old self and don't want to continue like this. Once again I begged in my heart that I didn't want to continue like this. Meanwhile, Ayaka , who was at home, was immediately shocked when she heard the news of the accident. The look of disbelief adds to the feeling of anxiety. Not long after, Ayaka immediately rushed away. This time Ayaka left in a hurry. On the way, through the very busy city of Tokyo. Left and right, you can see lots of people passing by. In fact, this further slows down the steps of Ayaka . Even at this moment Ayaka sighed calmly. After that, we continued our journey. I was silent while trying to digest all this, in vain. The mind becomes blank. There is nothing that makes me experience the life that so many people desire. I can't stand all this all the time. In fact, I feel like this world is really unfair to me. I can't live comfortably. Wishes that never even come true. But what do I get now? All of this actually hurt me. The doctor kept asking me whether my head hurts or not. I don't feel sick at all. The doctor just smiled and left again. That seemed to give a signal that maybe I would be okay. But I'm also still worried. Is everything that is seen real or is it something fake? Instantly I fell silent again and couldn't say anything . My voice seemed to be stuck.
  'Why did it become like this?' I muttered to myself.
  At the same time, Ayaka had arrived in front of the hospital. With slow footsteps, he walked towards a room. Ayaka breathing sound is very slow, this is different from the previous one. After arrived right in front of , an inpatient room, Ayaka became silent. Suddenly his footsteps stopped. Ayaka looked at the door and tried to open the door. Not long after, I saw his figure which really surprised me. Apparently Ayaka came to visit me. The look in his eyes that showed compassion really made my heart stop. This doesn't make sense. That's what's in my heart.
  "You're here apparently," said Ayaka to me.
  “Why did you come here?”
  “What? Isn't it obvious? I came here to visit you. "I also brought some bento and fruit salad," said Ayaka while taking out the two foods from inside the paper bag . “You don't need to bother like this. I feel bad.”
  “It's okay. Besides, that's all I can do for now. By the way, how did you experience all this? Don't tell me this wasn't intentional?"
  "Why do you think so strangely?"
“Huh ? Wait, don't tell me you don't care at all about what happens to you now?”
“What do you mean, of course I'm also very curious. But I can't remember anything.”