Everything suddenly went haywire. My days are never beautiful. I don't know why this always happens. Lastly, I feel that this world is really strange. At the same time, I felt like my world had gone crazy. I don't know what to do. After I think about it again, in fact everything is just fake. I feel like my life is just getting more miserable. I saw today's view from behind the window. It turns out nothing has changed. For a moment I closed my eyes, I hoped that what I had just seen wasn't true. Until I decided to take another look. It turns out everything was just a dream. At the same time I woke up with irregular breathing. I don't know what happened to me before. I just remember I witnessed someone. But after that I don't know what happened. Now I'm just trying to calm down. I felt something strange. For a moment I took a breath. This time I just want to move from where I am. There's nothing else that's particularly strange. I always feel like there's something wrong with all of this. But I don't even know why it's like this. I think this is just my imagination. Not long after, I decided to get out of bed. I walked briefly to the kitchen and got a drink of water. This morning the weather was very cold. Not like usual. I think Tokyo has reached autumn. I couldn't digest everything that happened. Right now I just hope everything will be okay. Nothing bad will happen. But the view this morning looks gray. Suddenly I thought again. I feel like my world is very difficult. I don't understand why I face all this so often. After that I took a sip of drinking water. Then I checked several messages that came to my cell phone. It turns out that recently someone contacted me. I don't know what this person means. But I also became curious about that.
'Why did this person contact me?' I muttered in surprise.
Meanwhile now it's right in a different place. Ayaka just came out of the room. The tired look on his face was very clear. Not only that, someone was also seen chasing Ayaka. Unexpectedly, Ayaka then turned her face towards this person. Ayaka quickly tried to talk. Because it seems like he's been trying to interact with Ayaka ever since. Currently the two of them were near the elevator. Finally this person started to have the courage to say something to Ayaka. Suddenly this made Ayaka very confused. Don't forget Ayaka also asked.
"What do you mean? Do you want the project to be cancelled? Why?"
“Ah, that's because some things happened. I think it would be very risky if it continued.”
“What about the deal? Haven't we all agreed to that? Why change plans arbitrarily?” Said Ayaka who was starting to feel annoyed.
“That's why I came to tell you.”
“Don't tell me everything has been cancelled? Gosh, that's possible."
"Excuse me. This is due to extreme urgency. I think there's a better plan later so you just have to wait for the time.”
"Wait? Should I wait that long? "You guys are really crazy," said Ayaka and then entered the elevator. The person wanted to chase Ayaka but didn't.
'Gosh, I never thought I'd be that angry,' the person muttered to himself. Then leave.
Day after day, I go through everything alone. Nothing new happened in my life. Honestly, I feel very annoyed about all this. But I also don't understand why this thing almost never disappears. Even though I feel very frustrated about it, there is always something new that comes along and I feel the difference between my world and other people's. At the same time, for some reason it felt very ridiculous. I almost swallowed the dirty words. But after that I realized that everything that happened just now was just imagination. As if I was about to eat such a terrible dish. Without realizing it, I also missed various important things. This time I walked through a crowd in Tokyo. Nobody recognized me. That's something I'm really grateful for. But after a few minutes, I saw someone familiar. Slowly my heartbeat felt fast as if I was about to fall into a ravine. There was something strange that I suddenly felt. I couldn't move. My gaze was too fixed on that figure as if it was holding me back longer. This time I really didn't know what to do in this increasingly tense situation. One year ago. When I was in Kyoto. It felt like this was the first time I had stepped foot freely. There was nothing that made me feel afraid. Not only that, several of my paintings were sold out. I'm always happy with situations like this. I felt real life until I finally met that person. The person who always carries an analog camera with him. Seen from any angle he is very charming. I almost kept looking at him with eyes full of admiration. Not long after that, apparently he came facing me and put a beautiful smile on his lips. My heart beat fast in the blink of an eye.
"O?" Said a young man.
“Oh, hi.”
“Is this your gallery?”
“Ah, actually I just sent my work to this place. That's all," I said, suddenly feeling nervous.
“Wow. It's amazing. Are you a professional artist? Let me introduce myself, my name is Yuto," he said, offering his hand to me with a friendly smile.
“Ah, nice to meet you. I'm Maya."
“Okay. I saw that many people had come. It turns out to buy all your works. That's awesome.”
“I'm flattered. But do you need anything?”
“I just came to have a look. But I did find a treasure.”
"Thank You."
Since then I have met this person more often than any other. I don't know why it feels so good to be friends with him. I saw many things, one of which was that I saw his entire photography collection which really attracted admiration. But that day, I never believed that that day would come. Under the heavy rain in Kyoto. I saw a terrible fact right before my eyes. Yuto had an accident. At that time he wanted to help me, it was me who should have been lying on the road, not him. I can't enjoy my days filled with guilt like this. Even the paintings which were dominant with bright colors, after that incident everything turned gloomy. I had to leave Kyoto and I ended up living in Tokyo.