Hanna looks annoyed. Apparently the person he wanted to contact had not answered the call at all. Not long after that, Hanna became increasingly unable to control her anger and was occasionally seen cursing. Everything that happened today made Hanna frustrated. There are several other things that cannot be predicted as if they actually make everything destroyed. At the same time, the person was seen together with other people in a place. His cell phone kept ringing and when he looked, it turned out to be Hanna. The person then ignored the call and continued their conversation. The atmosphere in this place seemed busy and one of them then said something that immediately made them fall silent. Meanwhile, Hanna, who was still in the previous location, now started to move and then stopped calling that person. Even though her gut feeling said something was wrong, Hanna didn't care at all anymore and was now moving towards the apartment. When she got there, the confused thoughts continued to stick in Hanna's head. Until now, the frustration is still there. Hanna immediately sat on the sofa, sighing as if this world was really disgusting. Many things made Hanna feel sick and not long after, she heard a cell phone ring. Hanna immediately took the cell phone and then answered the call.
"Hello?"
“Hanna. Where are you now?"
“Ah, damn. I am home. Why?"
"This is crazy. I just heard news about that event."
“Events? What happened to that event?”
“It's like they just canceled it. This is just troublesome."
"No kidding? It's been prepared so far but it's been cancelled?”
"Yes. They said so. What do you think?"
"Do not be crazy. I've spent a lot of money just for that event and they cancel without talking to me?”
“About that, I was also surprised. But if you think about it, they will most likely return everything so don't worry.”
"Can't. It's driving me crazy.”
"Come on. Calm your mind. Oh yeah, don't tell me you also told Maya about the event?"
"Yes. I told you.”
"Good grief. That would be very disappointing.”
"Just think to yourself, is this disappointing or not?"
“Hey, don't say that. Good grief. Now that's annoying. Don't you have any plans tonight?”
"No. Why?"
“How about we talk about this at the bar? My head is really dizzy."
"No, thank you. I guess I'm too lazy to go there."
"What? You're not usually like this. Did something happen?”
"That is none of your business."
"Good grief. You're so rude. Okay. I don't care. See you later on campus."
After that, Viona immediately hung up the call. Hanna was still annoyed and now it was even worse remembering what Viola had just said. They always give news suddenly and it makes my head hurt even more. Hanna checked her cellphone again and now there was an incoming message from another friend. They asked about the assignment they had just received. Hanna just remembered that she had an assignment and quickly got up from the sofa and headed to Hanna's private room. Without delay, Hanna turned on the computer monitor and started working on the task. This time Hanna was quite serious about her spelling and didn't miss a thing. As if this is part of forgetting what happened earlier.
"Wow, that's a lot," Hanna muttered.
Not long after that, Hanna started to remember several things that made her sick. So far there are a lot of things that feel strange. Everything just came as if something was pulling inside. Not only that, Hanna also thought that maybe something was wrong with all of this. The ups and downs of feelings and some strange things made Hanna think that maybe this was the end of it all. No problems come so never start it. As time went on, Hanna felt something was wrong. A long time ago everything started to go wrong. At that time, Hanna didn't find anything. So far there are only a few thoughts that make Hanna want to vomit. When everything felt empty, Hanna also became frustrated. It's not the same as before. Hanna also opened the apartment door again and then took the package. At that time, Hanna felt that there was something strange about life that almost made Hanna want to go to heaven. During this time, there are people who are very sick. In less than a month, Hanna became increasingly convinced that something was wrong. This time, Hanna started to get restless, coupled with several negative thoughts that kept appearing.
“That sucks,” Hanna muttered
Meanwhile, right now I'm in a cafe. Exactly a few hours ago I came to this place just to entertain myself. This time I saw a lot of things that certainly made you less enthusiastic. Besides, I feel a little uncomfortable with the current situation. At first I just wanted peace and what turned out to be this horrible sensation. Those people kept looking at me with disgusting looks until I got really annoyed. After that I immediately went and arrived at this place. It just so happens that I also want to just sit and relax today. This place is pretty good.
“Oh, Maya. "You're here," said someone from behind who when I looked it turned out to be Viola.
“Oh, it's you.”
"What are you doing here?"
“Just relax. What are you doing yourself?"
"I just wanted to do my homework here. How are you doing with your duties? Have you done it?"
"Yes. I just finished working on it."
“Wow, that's fast. As I thought you were always fast.”
"I was bored that's why I did it."
"What?"
"Oh yeah, what about that event?"
“Eh? Actually something is wrong. So how do I say it huh?”
"Don't tell me there is a serious problem?"
“Ah, that's right. What a shame, isn't it? I can't stop thinking either."
Even though I'm just guessing, and saying it carelessly. Turns out that's true. Seeing the expression on Viola's face it was clear that it must be very risky. Not long after that, I felt like this was bad. Nothing good. Viola is still doing her assignments and occasionally chatting with me. I feel something that this person really regrets. I can also guess from the way he speaks and even the expression on his face that he is trying to cheer himself up. Nowadays everyone is the same. Nothing has changed since I never saw them again. This time, I accidentally met this woman in this place too.
"Just relax, you don't need to be so awkward," I said to Viola.
As soon as she heard my words, Viola immediately fell silent. Right now I still see this person in front of me. We didn't have much to say. For a moment I felt like there was something I had to do. But, I also thought again that maybe it would just make me look like a bad person. I felt like I couldn't stop myself and instead kept blaming myself. Strangely enough, this thought just came to me. I slowly took a deep breath as if there was a burden on my head. I also feel a little uncomfortable with my current situation. Maybe there are some things I can do later. Sometimes it's all just bullshit. In reality I couldn't do anything at all. Right now I still have quite strange thoughts. I don't know why I feel like I'm almost crazy. I didn't expect this to actually come to me and almost ruin my mind. But when I felt a little relieved, a strange feeling also came over me. As if that just woke me up. This time I'm also a little worried about something. My views can't lie about this. I also became increasingly convinced that there was something I could do, but instead I messed everything up. Viola slowly started to close her laptop and immediately invited me to talk.
“By the way what did you prepare so far?”
"There isn't any. Why suddenly ask that?”
“I'm just curious. For an accomplished person like you, I don't think it's possible for you to do nothing.”
“You are too much. Then, what about you?”
“I guess things haven't been going well lately.”
"What happened? Why is that?"
“Because I didn't do well. It feels boring. And keep running. Honestly, I don't like that kind of thing. But they keep inviting me and it's just annoying. Do you know what I was thinking at that time?”
"No. So what?"
"I feel like I'm just going to die."
“It turns out it was heavy too, huh?”
"You are right. I still remember until this moment. They also often come to see me. But I don't want to meet them. I'd rather just run away. "It's true that I'm a coward," said Viola with a chuckle.
"I think that's wrong."
"What are you saying?"
“What you did was not cowardly. People who don't make you happy should be left behind. They deserve that. And you've done the right thing. Maybe this sounds strange, it's just that there are a lot of people like them and I know that."
"Oh, I see? I'm relieved.”
"Yes. Don't be too mean to yourself. It just makes you suffer."
Viola then fell silent again. Not long after that he immediately said something to me. I think what I should have said was correct. At this time, I can also be honest that this world is truly unfair. Sometimes I see a different side and not long after that I start to believe it. It's time for the world to show its other side. At that moment I realized that what I had been thinking all this time was wrong. I felt stupid at the same time and wanted to turn back time. In a different place, currently Hanna is seen walking out of the apartment and then heading somewhere in a hurry.
'Unlucky.' Hanna muttered to herself.