Dark night. I feel a little uneasy. My mind is still struggling with something very annoying. But after I thought that all of this was very scary, at that moment I was in a zone that I couldn't escape. I don't want to be in misery. Immediately I was annoyed by all this. The clock showed 12 o'clock at night. I feel like the world is always being mean to me. There is nothing that really makes me feel happy. Sometimes I pour all my emotions into my paintings. But this time I didn't want to do it. I feel like I'm at my limit. For a moment I daydreamed. Thinking about other things that might make me feel happy. I can't stop thinking about all this anymore. The times when I felt alive, now I don't exist. I also just remembered the news. Someone called me earlier and asked me to meet at the hospital. In an instant I felt that something was strange. I couldn't refuse that person's request out of curiosity. But now I feel like I don't want to go. This is quite a dilemma for me. It's unusual for a woman I don't know who claims to be a collector to contact me directly like that. But I still question the place. Why do you have to go to the hospital? The night continued to grow late. I still can't sleep. I quickly got up from where I was sitting and then took one of the wines in the refrigerator. I feel like this is not the time to get drunk. But my mind said something else. One problem will be resolved if you are unconscious. That made it even more certain that it seemed like I was crazy. I still remember Ayaka's words at the hot springs. I felt like I was watching a life motivation seminar. That's really ridiculous. It's unusual for someone to say something like that. I really didn't expect it. But I'm also willing to bet that something has happened recently.
"Gosh, I can't stand it anymore," I muttered, starting to get dizzy.
Meanwhile, right now in an apartment not far from a busy area. Those who had just returned from their activities looked very frustrated. In one of the elevators, Ayaka was seen who had just climbed to the 40th floor. Even though she looked a little tired, Ayaka still managed to answer someone's call while walking towards the apartment. This is not business as usual, it turns out there are still many other activities that must be completed as soon as possible. Ayaka hurried back and when she arrived in the room, Ayaka could finally rest comfortably. In the midst of a terrible busy life like now.
"Have you arrived at your apartment?" Ask someone on the call.
"Yes. It's here. Crazy, I shouldn't have taken that show. "If only I knew it would be like this," said Ayaka, who looked disappointed.
"You regret it?"
"Of course. How can they treat guests so badly? Or is it just because celebrities are not important, that's why they are so impudent?”
“Hey, don't say that. Maybe it's because they have too many things on their minds so they can't control themselves."
"No kidding. They should be nice."
“By the way, your scandal is over. But stay alert.”
"What?"
“Just listen to what I say. "If you really still want to enjoy all this," said the person and then hung up the call.
'What does it mean?' Ayaka muttered to herself.
At this time, Ayaka still felt a little surprised by that person's words. It feels like there is a puzzle. Not long after that Ayaka heard the doorbell ring. With surprise then moved to check who had come. It turns out it was just a food delivery man. Ayaka felt relieved. However, I suddenly remembered that Ayaka didn't order any food at all. Even so, Ayaka still paid attention and slowly tried to open the door. When Ayaka opened the door, the person gave the item to Ayaka and immediately left. Ayaka immediately closed the apartment door again and is now still confused about what is happening now. When Ayaka opened the box, it turned out that it contained a cake. The writing is quite difficult to understand. Ayaka thinks that this is just giving fans such a possibility. When her mind started to feel calm, Ayaka occasionally looked at the cake and still felt alert. This time Ayaka posted the cake on social media. There were many people who liked Ayaka's post just now. In another place, someone was seen grinning while looking at the monitor screen showing Ayaka's social media. This time Ayaka was really surprised by many things, one of which was this gift.
'What is this? Why do I feel bad?' Ayaka muttered to herself.
The atmosphere of Tokyo is still busy even at night. I feel like it's really alive. I don't usually come to a bar and just sit there and daydream. Before coming to this place, I watched a lot of people walking around quite busy outside. But here it feels very peaceful. What a difference. I hope there are many good things that come to me. Strangely it was always just hope. Don't know why it feels difficult to reach. The fact is so ridiculous that I find it very funny. If you think about it, that's true.
“Maya? Is that really you?" Said a woman's voice from the side. When I looked, it turned out it was my senior on campus.
“Oh, hi.”
“Are you alone? Where's your friend?" Yuriko asked me while sitting right in front of me.
"There isn't any. I think they are very busy with their lives.”
“I see. By the way, you have a lot of free time, right?"
"Yes. That's right. Why?"
“How about you join me? Don't worry, my people are very good. They will definitely accept you.”
'Those words feel convincing,' I muttered to myself.
"Ah, if it's about that, I'll think about it first."
"Okay. I hope you make a good decision. Oh yes, I like your work."
"Is it true?"
"Yes. It was amazing."
I often hear words of praise. But I feel like this time is really different. It feels a little ordinary. There is no joy in me. It's been a long time since I did anything outside of my passion. I really want to do it. All fairly new stuff. I guess that's not a bad thing. And I don't need to be afraid to try.
"It seems very interesting," I said with a faint smile.
“If you're so interested, why not give it a try?”
“That's not a bad idea.”
"Correct. You have to consider first, after that I will wait for your decision. But don't think too long.”
“Ah, I see. I understand."
"Yes. That's it," said Yuriko and then took a sip of the whiskey she had ordered.