After I finished with some of the things I did, I felt that there was one important thing that I apparently missed. At that moment I felt like it was just like a nightmare. This time my body felt hot unlike usual. My mind also started to feel faded. I became like everyone else. Not long after, I immediately took the medicine that was in my room. The atmosphere I didn't expect and now I'm experiencing something like this. Some time ago, I also experienced this and it turned out that most of it was just due to fatigue. At that time, I did a lot and it turned out to be quite draining. It's the same now. I was shaking. After this I walked and when I got to my room, I immediately took the medicine and not long after that I lay down to sleep. Meanwhile, now Ella is seen as having just come out of the library. This guy looks like he's on to something. It's time for Ella to start doing the activities she really wants. Previously, there were many things that were challenging and not long after that I felt really bored. To this day, Ella feels that there is actually something wrong with what is in her mind. Things like that seem to start to haunt you and over time it becomes very disturbing. Not long after, Ella saw someone enter this room too and it turned out that person was Liona. It was unexpected that this person also liked being in this room. Even though we've known each other for a long time, it feels like no one really knows what's true. The two of them this time were reading a book and looked very calm. Meanwhile, I then woke up and after that started looking around as if I was experiencing some kind of strange memory. I felt something was wrong and after I looked again, I finished taking the medicine and suddenly fell asleep. It's been an hour since I accidentally fell asleep and now my head hurts so much. It's strange that I didn't care about this kind of thing at all and then even ignored it. At the same time, Liona started to say something to Ella, who was now in the same room. Unexpectedly, the response given was unpredictable. Liona immediately felt disappointed because she had asked something unnecessary. Now the atmosphere is quiet again. There was no conversation between them. Several people also entered this room and apparently they also had the same hobby. Liona, who was still reading, looked at Ella, as if she was waiting for something to come out of this woman's mouth.
"What do you see?" said Ella.
"You're mad? Wow, not what I expected. You know, someone said there was something new about the current situation.”
"What are you talking about?"
“I heard that a lot of things are going to change. Including the rules in this place. isn't that fun?”
"What? Who said that?"
“Sister and I heard it by accident. To be honest, a lot of things will definitely change. I think that's enough to worry me.”
"Hey, are you serious?"
"Yes. I heard that. And I think it's true."
"Good grief. What are you doing?"
"Why?"
“You better be careful. If you keep eavesdropping like that you'll definitely get into trouble."
“Ah, that's what it seems.”
When I returned from my room, at this time I felt that there were actually several things that actually seemed to make me even more confused. This time I walked and not long after that I saw someone who was talking and when I looked again, it turned out that person was another friend. From their view, at that time I saw something that surprised me because they didn't usually look happy like that. Slowly I began to understand the current situation and not long after that I felt a little strange about me. This time it felt like I didn't want to do activities because my condition seemed to be getting worse. Once I realized this, I decided to just go back to my room and not play with the others. Until now I feel like I'm in a scary zone. When that moment arrived, I also felt very surprised and slowly I imagined something that was inside me. I felt like maybe this would last a long time and it turned out that my thoughts were actually affecting me more and more. I know this time is really troublesome and I'm slowly returning to writing some diaries which I usually do when I'm bored. Even though I feel like I hate something, at that moment I immediately feel annoyed. Meanwhile, Liona, who is still in the library, is seen continuing to incite Ella. This person keeps saying a lot of things which then just make this person uncomfortable. Up until this moment it had always been like that and not long after that they both fell silent when they heard the voice of the nurse who had apparently come into this room just to check. Even though they didn't come, they immediately behaved well and didn't talk a lot that wasn't necessary. Liona then went back to reading the book she had brought, and now they just focused and didn't talk to each other at all. However, now that I have just finished writing, I suddenly remembered one thing that was quite important. I started to get up from my seat and then opened the door to my room. For a moment I felt lonely which turned out to be quite scary too. Not long after that, I just left and intended to meet the others. This time I was walking and suddenly met Liona who had just returned from the library. I saw this person seemed a little annoyed. At that time Liona immediately invited me to her room and I also agreed. When I got there, I saw things that were very neat beyond expectations.
“Wow. You seem to be quite a disciplined person too, huh?"
"You feel strange?"
"Not really. I just didn't expect that you are actually so extraordinary."
"That's enough. I've often heard things like that. "By the way, I met Ella earlier and it turns out that the child is quite stiff."
"Why is it stiff?"
“I told him something interesting and it turned out he wasn't interested. What's on his mind anyway?"
“Maybe just focus. If not, maybe you're not interested. What were you talking about at that time?"
“Just some kind of information I accidentally heard. You want to know?”
"Yes, of course. Tell me quickly, don't make me curious."
As time went on, I became more and more convinced that there was actually something strange about the people at this foundation. It's like they're hiding something. My thoughts that went straight to that direction only piled up more and more. I was surprised that all of this actually led to lots of other strange things at almost the same time. I also didn't know that this would actually happen to me again and it felt more and more strange as time went on. Apparently this is only felt by me. When I heard everything Liona said, I felt like this person was also very curious about one thing for sure. The words that came out of Liona's mouth seemed to remind me of something. This time I felt a little medicated because previously I had taken a lot of medicine and my body was now much better than before. I think it's true that all this time I have sacrificed a lot of myself and my health. Slowly I realized that something was strange and I just let it go without checking further. Liona still continues to tell me what she knows so far. I also felt a little grateful to Liona for telling me what I didn't know. However, I also felt a little worried and I thought my worries were unnecessary for now. I'm sure everything will be fine. Until this moment, I still keep asking myself if there is a big possibility that what I've been worrying about lately has really led me into ongoing fear. Until now I often think about other things and the reality is the same. Liona asked me a lot of questions again and I still didn't understand the meaning of what she just said. I feel like it's some kind of bullshit going on. I also felt that maybe it would only get me into bigger problems later. Until now I feel a little afraid that that will happen someday.
“What are you thinking about?” Liona asked me casually.
"Ah, I just remembered something was wrong."
"What's that?"
“I'm afraid that everything we know could lead us into trouble. What if that happens? Did you know?"
"No. I don't care."
"Are you sure?"
“Why should I care about problems? We just have to deal with it and be done with it.”
"Hey, come on, it's not as easy as you think."
“I know it's not easy. It's just that, I'm sure we can handle it.”
"Hah?"
"That's enough. Do not worry about it. You'll get old quickly if you think about something unimportant."
"Your words are too much."
“Eh?”
Actually, I also feel that this is not important and what I think about it will only lead me into an even worse situation. I slowly started to catch my breath and now I saw a lot of nice things in Liona's room which made me feel moved. Apart from that, I also feel here like I am in a healing space. There was nothing that made me worse and only the opposite. I myself was very happy and not long after that I decided to go to the park and see the view as usual.
“Hey, wait. "I'm coming," said Liona. We went together to the park in the backyard.