Security now feels confusing. That's what I read in the novel that I just opened from the plastic not long ago. After looking again, it is true that there are several things that have always made me feel true peace. I always thought that this kind of thing would continue, maybe even for a long time. When I started to feel a comfortable sensation, at that moment I always muttered to myself that actually all of this was truly amazing. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a bright light that made me feel under the warmth. Currently I was in my room and not long after that I felt that now was the time for me to do some other things. From the beginning, I was always carried away by atmosphere that might even lead me into situations that were difficult to predict. Now I walked slowly and not long after I saw many people who had gathered in the hall. They seemed to be waiting for something. This time I tried to look at them closely and it turned out that many of them felt that there was actually a certain event today. I wasn't too surprised myself because I had long been able to guess what they wanted. I always wonder to myself where it all relates to the one most important thing. I feel that there are actually several things that even up to this moment I feel are wrong. One thing that makes me think the most is because everything that is happening in my life right now is a lot of strange things that I don't even know about. Previously, when I entered the nurse's room and then asked me to tidy up some documents that were on the table in that room. At first I just thought of it as a normal assignment. However, as time went by I felt a little curious about something. They seem to want to hide something. This time when I was in the hall, I also felt pressure which was already extraordinary, making me feel something strange. I always felt that there was something wrong with me and slowly it started to bother me a little. I feel this is a little strange and I think I'm the only one who is aware of it. When they started coming and then it seemed like they were trying to convince all the children who were here and the longer it went on, the less I understood their methods this time. Not long after, I started walking and after that sat on a chair. While listening to the nurse's lecture, this time I felt bored.
"Are you having a problem?" Ella asked me in a whisper.
“I seem to be a little unwell.”
"Then why are you gathered here?"
"Bored."
"Hah? That's how it seems.”
"Have you realized that there is something strange about me?"
"What do you mean?"
"It is nothing. I think I'm just not okay."
"Okay, I understand what you mean. But, I think I have something to talk about later.”
"Yes. Just say it. You can say any time."
"I never expected it but I also don't want to continue to be immersed in a very strange situation."
"Are you still talking about your nightmare?"
"No. There's something else I'm thinking of right now."
There have been many things that have made me lose myself in full thoughts. I often see most people who already know this and they have never seen what I see. When I accidentally looked at one of the documents in the nurse's room, I accidentally read a text that said something ambiguous. Quickly at that time, I immediately put the document back because I was afraid that I would suddenly be found out. At that moment I felt someone was watching me and I continue to feel that feeling even to this moment. Strangely it just sticks even more. After I and the others gathered in the hall and listened to several lectures given by the head nurse as if they really wanted us all to follow what they wanted. Until now, I still don't understand their desires, which always seem difficult to understand. Sometimes I just guess and after that I never really care about what they say. As long as I am in my comfort zone I feel quite happy. Now I glanced at Liona, who seemed to understand what they wanted. I slowly approached Liona and started asking her something.
"Did you think of something?" I asked casually.
“Oh, you. It's just surprising."
“Is that problematic enough?”
"Not really. I was just thinking about how to get rid of boredom."
“Wow. It turns out you can do that too."
"Yes. Of course because I am human. By the way what are you going to do today? do you have a busy schedule?"
“I don't know either. Looks like I'll just keep quiet."
"Come on. We have something to do.”
“What are you going to do then? Don't tell me you're sneaking into that room again?”
"That's right. I think we should go there now."
“Does it have to be now?”
"Yes. When again?"
"Okay. I agree."
Actually, I myself don't understand why suddenly I am always under control like this. It feels like I'm in quite a confusing situation. So far I have never violated anything and I also live peacefully. As long as I can remember the past few years, I have always been a good person and obeyed what they wanted. At that moment, I felt a little annoyed by the strange thing that suddenly came my way. Then I was always in a void which made me feel even more strange. Liona then entered this room and I followed her from behind. Now we are inside and playing. Meanwhile, Ella is currently in the park. Today's view is quite interesting and this time several people were also in this area. They seemed to be enjoying themselves and not long after that, Ella looked to the other side and saw that there was a nurse standing watching them in this place. Quickly, Ella was immediately shocked and after this she immediately stood up and then walked towards another place. Feelings that were increasingly pressing on her mind, Ella felt she was being watched and then now Ella was right in front of the library room. Suddenly someone approached.
"What am I doing here?" asked the person.
“Ah, I want to read a book. Why?"
"No. I'm just curious. What a coincidence to see you come to this place. By the way, where is Isabella?”
"Don't know. Looks like that person is busy.”
"Busy?"
"Yes. Isabella often helps with some of the tasks that nurses should do. I think that child is too obedient."
"If for example I were in Isabella's position, would you refuse the nurse's request?"
"Of course. I'll tell you if there's something I have to do. I will not be so easily incited.”
“Wow. You're quite brave, apparently. Why? Do you feel strange?"
"Not really. I just envy you who can express yourself freely like that. I can't do it at all.”
"What? why do you say that?”
“That's because that's the reality. I was always under fear and would feel guilty if I resisted.”
“Ah, that was quite difficult too. What books are good? Can you recommend it to me?"
"How about world history?"
"Come on, don't be too heavy. Just a light read. I can't read stories that are too heavy, it will only make my head dizzy.”
"How about a romance novel instead?"
"Hah? That… wait a minute.”
"What is it?"
"Seriously. I don't like things like this.”
“Oh, sorry. But I don't know what's good.”
At this time Liona and I started playing the piano and singing several songs. The moment when I started to feel a little peace and which now makes me feel happy. Liona seemed to give me hope and it seemed like it was getting stuck in my head. I always wanted something really interesting and now we are doing a different game than before. Now I feel relieved. Liona then looked at the cupboard near the table and it seemed that it was enough to attract Liona's attention. After that, walk and slowly try to open the cupboard door. Not long afterward we felt disappointed because there was nothing.
“It turned out to be empty.”
“Wow, that's just disappointing.”
The period when I myself felt that there was actually something wrong with several things, I myself started to feel something that actually made me wake up more than usual. This time I was also a little curious about some of the other places in this foundation, I always imagined that I could explore all the places. That thought always came to mind and it wasn't long before Liona said the same thing. At this time we both started to leave this place and after that Liona and I were full of laughter and we were very happy with today.
"I think it would be better if we just closed it," said Liona, who still remembered the box that couldn't be closed.
"Maybe because it was a gift, it couldn't be done."
"You are right."
Meanwhile, now in another corner someone can be seen watching the two of them. The person seemed to clench his fists and not long after that he immediately left. Ella, who had just come out of the library, suddenly felt surprised when she saw a woman who confronted Ella and not long after that left. At that moment, Ella felt strange about that person.
“What the hell? "It's just annoying," muttered Ella.