Today, everything looks the same. There are only a few problems that I often see. It's no different from what I've always wanted to forget. The mystery, which was increasing over time, actually continued to lead me into quite a big problem. I imagined there was something else that was not much different from what I had seen in my dream. I often thought that it was really strange and that it would only harm me. Slowly I started to find it unpleasant. Over time, many things have changed. It's all slowly starting to come here. At the same time, everything looks annoying and keeps all the difficult things hanging in the imagination. Not only that, behind me I also heard several voices of people doing something and at that moment I felt annoyed. After I ignored it several times. After I looked at it several times, there were many things that felt even more strange. I feel that there is actually something wrong with all of this and up to this moment I can only stay silent and do nothing. Apart from those annoying things, I myself am also curious about many things that I never knew about. Even though I'm trying to look back, right now I don't want to do it because it's quite a hassle. Not long after that, I just returned to my room and suddenly I just remembered several things that were quite important. Up until this moment I felt that actually there was nothing wrong with me and I was just blaming too much for everything that happened. Slowly I also felt that if there were some things that even made me feel strange, I didn't want anything else to come before me and then bring bad luck. I don't want something like that to exist and it's very annoying. From what I had read, several pages of documents that I had previously accidentally looked at, I found something that I didn't expect. There were several things written there that looked strange and suddenly I remembered that maybe there was something they were doing. Even though I don't really remember, I felt that there was most likely something else that they had deliberately hidden just to not make a fuss. At that time, I was even more convinced that there was something wrong with all of that and that's what happened, I think my gut feeling was telling me for real this time. Not long after that, Ella came over
"What are you doing here?" Ella asked me.
“Just read a few books. Why did you come here yourself? Aren't you busy?"
“What are you busy with? This time there was nothing I could do. I feel like it's time for a vacation."
"You still dream about that?"
"So what? There's nothing wrong with wanting that kind of thing. I think you must want it too, right? Since it only exists in imagination, I don't think there's anything else that should be ignored.”
"What are you actually talking about?"
"Hah? Did you hear or not?"
“I wasn't focused. Excuse me."
“Damn. Even though I said it clearly."
.The longer I'm here, I feel a little strange. There are several things that always become problems that keep coming to me. I feel that there is actually something wrong with me. Slowly I also felt a little different from usual and it turned out that there was no difference at all. At first I thought there was something strange and as time went on I felt more and more convinced that there was something wrong with everything. I don't know why I feel like my gut feeling is saying something like that. Until one day I started to feel a slight difference which continually got me into quite big trouble. I feel like there's something wrong with that. Everything keeps repeating itself and I keep saying something is wrong and stuff like that. Different from the usual ones, this one often appears and has been in my head for some time. I couldn't dodge everything quickly and the moment I did, it felt strange. I expected there to be the same thing and apparently there wasn't at all. I also don't want anyone to know about some of the different things lately and I feel like I'm the only one who needs to know. I don't have to tell anyone about this matter. Not long after that, Ella, who previously approached me, was now gone. I also still wonder why his question made me feel even more depressed. Lately I feel uncomfortable with several things. I felt something different and it seemed to appear before me quickly and just messed with my thoughts. No one came this time and now I feel a little relieved because this is what I wanted. So far, there are several things that I have been secretly thinking about. I hope a miracle will come and bring happiness. Meanwhile, currently Ella was walking towards one of the rooms and not long after that she saw someone carrying a box. That person was none other than one of the people who was always with the nurse. Ella just watched from a distance and then continued her journey. Now, Liona is seen running and not long afterward sees Ella who then runs into Liona. They both looked at each other and not long after that both started talking to each other. Liona still felt tired from running before and was now trying to calm herself down. Ella also saw that this child was quite serious.
"Where did you come from?" Ella asked
"Ah, I'm from the nurse's room."
“Why are you running around? What happened?"
“Wow, it turns out you are quite sensitive too. Actually nothing strange happened. I just feel bad."
"What do you mean?"
“You probably won't believe what I saw.”
What did you see in that room?"
"Are you curious?"
“Hey, come on, don't piss me off.”
“I couldn't have seen it wrong.”
"Hah? What did you see at that time? Tell me quickly.”
"Wow, it turns out you two are here," I said to the two of them. Because it was a coincidence that I ran into the two of them here.
When I came over to the two of them, I saw that they felt like they were the last. At that moment I was even more surprised by this situation and increasingly thought that there was something wrong with all of this. I've always thought so. Not long after that I just remembered several things that I should have done. After this I quickly left and after that I also glanced at them again and it turned out they had nothing to do. I guess there are just a few things I'm really worried about right now. I felt a little uncomfortable with it and instead it just made me feel strange. I've also been hoping to myself for a long time that if there was something strange, I felt like maybe it was just my imagination. Lately I've also been thinking that maybe I've been influenced a lot by some of the things I've seen. I feel that all of that could happen because I don't know why I feel like I'm getting more and more suspicious even though nothing is happening. All this time, I just tried hard to think what if and what if. Slowly, I also felt a strangeness that I had never expected before and that actually awakened me more and more to become what I am today. Meanwhile, now Liona and Ella were still there, they were both talking about something. Not long after that, Ella was immediately shocked and then felt that in fact none of this was understood. Liona was trying to convince this person, apparently it was all no use at all. In contrast to that, Liona felt a little suspicious and now looked quite serious compared to before. Apart from that, Liona also felt sure that there was actually something terrible behind something that had never been revealed by anyone. Liona still feels that it's true and nothing can be changed. Thoughts that previously felt chaotic are now even more chaotic. Some things that are already visible actually raise more questions. Apart from that, there are no answers at all and it only makes things more complicated. I was now heading to my room and not long after that I remembered various things that I had forgotten for a long time. I felt that if it was just holding me back slowly, maybe I should get rid of it quickly. If I go into my room and I see several books that have not been tidied up scattered on my bed. I imagine this is my next burden.
"Agh, how annoying," I muttered.
Right now I saw some things with my own eyes. Imagining everything with my own head. It felt very strange when some of the things in front of my eyes slowly looked terrible. I started looking for some reason why things could come to this and I still don't know anything. I also don't really understand why everything is the same. Sometimes I just stand there and never deal with anything. However, this time I felt a little guilty because there were many things that I had even avoided. I felt something strange in my heart and then it felt painful.
'What is this?" I muttered.