Suddenly I woke up again and then looked around. My face, which looked like a confused person, soon felt a little dazed. As if something strange had just happened. This time I started to feel a little uncomfortable with my increasing curiosity. For a long time, I have wanted to know about several things that have always been question marks in my head. I saw myself where something was pulling me into a feeling of uncertainty like this. At that moment I also felt something strange. My mind continues to focus on one thing that is quite important. I feel like there's something wrong with all of this. Not only that, I also saw Ella, who now seemed a little surprised. Apart from that, there is no further news about Liona. I also asked others and it turned out they didn't know either. This time I started to give up and seemed like there was no point in asking the same thing anymore. Strangely, all this time they didn't know and that only made me wonder even more. There's no way they've never heard anything quite interesting or that other people would call it gossip. I can no longer think clearly and now I just want to know useful information. Even though there were actually many thoughts that came to me, in the meantime I only remembered one thing that was quite important. Nothing more than that. Slowly I also felt a little helpless from all of this and something even made me a little annoyed. I imagined how it would all end and there was nothing I saw. Every day I live my life as usual. They've also been paying a little attention to me lately. At first I didn't care about it, before finally I also felt disturbed by what they were doing. I saw them as if they were watching me. I don't know why, I just feel fed up. Not long after, I came out of my room and I was currently walking around this place for a while. I feel a little tired even if I only walk a few feet. This time I heard someone talking about something. His voice sounded very loud as if he did it on purpose. I walked slowly and then passed the two women with short hair, I saw a look in their eyes that made it clear that they didn't like my arrival. Now I'm leaving and not long after that I just remembered one thing. Today I want to go see the nurse and ask many things. However, I don't know why my gut feeling says it's not good. This feeling kept coming and I started to get a little shaky. Nothing strange has happened to me lately, but I feel like something is up. At the same time, I'm a little surprised by all the things that have happened recently, it's like I'm in the middle of a desert and trying to find an oasis. My thoughts are also getting less and less controllable. It's like I'm not just myself. Right now, my hands also won't stop shaking. Instantly I became afraid that something would happen to me. When I start to mess up, there's nothing I can do. It feels dull. Slowly I felt unwell.
"Unlucky. What else is this?” I muttered.
Meanwhile, right now it's somewhere else. Ella, who was sitting, then got up from her seat and took one of the books on the shelf. The eye's gaze is focused on a book that is quite striking. Not long after, Ella was silent for a long time as if trying to remember something. After that, the nurse entered the library room. At the same time, the nurse began to pay attention to Ella who was standing for a long time in front of a tall bookshelf. The nurse was surprised by this and not long afterward just let it go and no longer paid attention to Ella who was standing there. This is quite a tense situation for some of the people in this room. How could it not be, because the nun who came was the head nun. Usually only in a private room and never go around the children's room at this foundation. Ella noticed the head nurse's presence and now looked a little awkward. The look in her eyes that couldn't lie immediately made the head nurse ask Ella something. However, that question didn't surprise Ella at all. After the nurse left, several people in the room looked at Ella with curious eyes. That look reminded Ella of someone. Not long after that, Ella immediately got up from the seat and then left this room. Walking quickly, at that moment Ella thought of something. Until all this continues to come, everything seems to be full of its own calm. At the same time I saw Ella walking in a hurry. I felt a little curious and not long after I moved and headed towards the child. In my mind I imagined that maybe something had happened because the child looked unusually stressed. As if someone made Ella like that. When I patted her shoulder and then Ella turned her face towards me. Immediately I immediately asked.
"You are okay?"
“Ah, I don't think so.”
"What happened?"
"I'm facing the head nurse."
"Why? Did you do something?”
"No. I only take books that I find interesting. But, suddenly the head nurse came over to me. Of course I was shocked and it turned out he said something that made me think."
“What did the head nurse say? Does that hurt you?”
“To be honest, not really. I just don't know why I feel annoyed and want to scream. It's like I've just seen a monster.”
"Hah? What do you mean?"
“That's because the head nurse's words and eyes really scared me. My hands immediately started shaking.”
"Good grief. Now calm yourself. We should just go back to the dorm."
When I heard Ella's words, it felt like I saw myself. Honestly, I don't understand why this happened, I only heard Ella's words and didn't know what really happened. I feel a little depressed too. I can't imagine what it would be like if I faced the head nurse, it looks like I would also end up losing. After we arrived at the dormitory and entered the room, I also had time to ask about Liona again. This time Ella just shook her head. As I thought, it turns out that no one knows where and how the child is currently doing.
'How strange,' I muttered to myself.