The morning. At this time I had just tidied up my room and suddenly I heard someone's voice calling me. As soon as I opened the door, it turned out it was Liona. I looked at this guy like he had just come out of a haunted place. A look at Liona's face showed that she was actually worried. I felt a little something disturbing and not long after that I saw someone else walking and seemed to be heading down the hall. Liona and I immediately began to feel that right now there were indeed several things that were always bothering us. At first I felt like this was just my imagination until finally I kept thinking about it and it turned out I wasn't the only one like that. At the same time I felt annoyed and not long after that I came back with several things on my mind. I felt like this would most likely continue to gnaw at me and I finally decided to try to deal with it calmly. Liona then invited me to go to a room which turned out to be right near the library hallway. I felt this was very thrilling because I had never passed this place before. Some people say that there is actually something so scary that no one dares to pass through this hallway. Filled with curiosity, I agreed with Liona's idea and finally passed through this hallway. Actually, I still feel bad because I have come to a place where I have never been before and now I only came because Liona invited me. During my time at this foundation I never explored any of the rooms or places there. Once I do something like this, it feels like I'm committing a crime. I felt so guilty and then I tried not to think about this kind of thing. Liona glanced at me and apparently Liona also realized that I actually felt a little uncomfortable and not long after Liona said that it would be fine. I was surprised why this person still kept saying things like that even though I still couldn't control my fear. Strangely I always feel like this and it never goes away. When I returned to myself who never felt guilty about things that weren't harmful, I had suppressed a lot of my old self. And now I can't understand why it could be like this. All my life, I have been in this environment and always felt peace which really made me feel comfortable. I feel like I'm in a wonderful state of good fortune.
"It's arrived," Liona said to me.
“This, that's great.”
"This is your first time coming to this place?"
"Yes. This is my first time coming here. Do you always come to this place?”
"Not really. I only came because there were some things I wanted to see. "Actually, I also came here secretly."
"What? So you can't actually come here?"
“No one forbids it either. This is just how do I explain it? What is clear is that it is not prohibited and does not come here often. Maybe you can understand what I mean.”
"I understand. It's just that I feel a little strange."
"What is strange?"
“I guess maybe I'm just too old-fashioned.”
"Hah? Why do you think like that?”
"I don't know, I feel like I'm like this."
“Hey, you can play here with me. Do you know any good songs?”
"Ah no."
“I see. Try listening to this," said Liona while playing the piano in this room."
“Hey, is it okay to play it like that?”
"Don't worry. I told you no one forbids it. So you can play as much as you like. Oh yeah, we should all be in high school. At least middle class?”
"What do you mean?"
"Ah, maybe you could call it class 11?"
"Do you really want to go to school outside that much?"
"We should have gotten it. But, this is what happened.”
"I know what's on your mind, Liona."
"Really? It turns out it's that easy to guess what's in my head. I feel a little disappointed.”
"Why should you feel disappointed just because the contents of your thoughts were guessed?"
"Who knows. It just doesn't taste good. Can you imagine experiencing that? what would you do?"
“I guess I don't mind that kind of thing.”
“You are truly unique.”
"But, do you often come into this room with the others?"
"No. I just came alone. I've never asked anyone but you, Isabella."
"Why?"
“I still doubt them. Even I doubt Ella."
“Why did you do that? What is the problem?"
“I just followed what my heart said. I don't have any problems at all with anyone else, even your roommate.”
“Jeez, I don't understand you.”
"Correct. You don't have to understand everyone. That will only stress you out."
"Hey, if I think about what you actually said about living outside the foundation, I also feel curious."
"Yes. Everyone must think so too. Do not be a hypocrite."
“Who are you calling hypocrite?”
"Ah no."
“But, I'm not sure if I can get out of here?”
"Can. If someone can help. It's just that until then, we just need to live as usual.”
Sometimes I also get trapped in thoughts like that. However, as time went by I felt a little restless. When that happened, there was only one thing on my mind. I feel that all of this is really annoying. I'm always in situations that are very difficult for me to understand. This time I played the piano and slowly I started to feel a little surprised. I never knew that it would actually turn out like this. I also got really annoyed and then it continued like this. Liona is still in this room and I understand why this person is always in here.
"It turns out it's not bad here either," I said to Liona while playing the piano.
"Now you understand why I said that, right?"
"I know now."
“Actually, I've been really annoyed for a while now. I do not know what to do. Because the truth is I can't handle all of this.”
“I know what you mean.”
"So, that's why you invited me here?"
“That's also one of the reasons I came here.”
“So it turns out huh.”
"Oh yeah, until now I've never heard from that person. Is his condition getting worse?”
"I also do not know. The nurse didn't tell me either."
"Isn't this strange?"
As time went on, the more I wanted to know about that person. Since being taken to the health room, until now the news is still not there. I often wonder about that and apparently I'm slowly starting to feel curious. I feel like I want to confirm it with my own hands. But, apparently all of that never materialized because there were several things that I really didn't expect. I didn't know that there were other people who were also quite strange. They didn't seem to want to tell me and just kept changing the conversation. This time I gave up and went back to my usual activities. After I went to the secret room, I always felt like going back there. Liona often feels the same way. I haven't felt like this in a long time. More precisely, this is the first time I feel as happy as I do now. Behind the boredom that I feel, I always feel that this is likely to always come to me and it is quite troublesome. At the same time, I always feel annoyed with myself and then cover it up by forgetting all about it. At this point I can't stop thinking anymore. When I came back from the dining room, I met Ella and apparently the person looked gloomy. Slowly I approached. When I came back from the dining room, I met Ella and apparently the person looked gloomy. Slowly I approached. When I came back from the dining room, I met Ella and apparently the person looked gloomy. Slowly I approached.
"You are okay?" I asked Ella.
“Ah, it's you. Who do I think.”
"Don't tell me you're sick?"
"No. I'm not sick at all. "It's just that I'm a little disappointed with some of the things I did earlier."
"What did you do to be like that?"
"Back with knitting."
"So?"
“The results turned out not to be what I wanted. I've always experienced this kind of thing and it continues to be like that."
“Are you upset just because of that?”
"Yes. Isn't this ridiculous?”
“It's not just ridiculous. But very strange. Ah never mind."
"Hey, by the way, where have you been?"
“That… I have something to check.”
“Ah, I see.”
Even though I actually wanted to tell him something, I didn't feel like I had to at all. At this time I often feel unaware of several things that are happening. I always felt that everything would be fine and in reality it turned out to be the opposite. This increasingly strange situation then hindered me for a while. When I returned to my room and continued studying, I remembered that thing again and it only got stronger over time. This time I wasn't just annoyed but also had a headache which was quite torturous for me. Ella had apparently just returned to this room and was lying on the bed.
"You still studying?"
"Yes. I have to study.”
"You're very diligent."
"Is it true?"
"Yes. I always see you like that. what are you after?”
"Achievement. I want that in my life.”
“Wow. Extraordinary."
"Why do you look so gloomy yourself? Is it about that knitting of yours?”
"No. This time is quite different.”
"What happened?"
“I just feel a little bored and don't know why it's like this. Have you ever experienced something like this or not?”
"I have ever."
"How to handle it?"
"Just forget it. At least you have something else to do to divert your attention."
“Ah, it turns out to be very difficult. "I'm tired," said Ella and then fell asleep.