When I wake up from my sleep and see this world. I’m getting more and more convinced of everything I can see. There are many things that until this moment I have never expected before and I am increasingly aware that in the end I will just let it go. At that time I also realized that some of them actually trapped like spiders that trap insects they want to eat. I also did not know that in the end it would be like this and it turns out that it is true that all things in this world will not always have a good impact. I saw the other side and it was full of strange things. I feel the emotion that is in it. While I felt that there was something odd and all of that actually made me not understand all of this and instead added other strange things. There is a lot to pay attention to and there are not many things that even up to this moment are still the same as several other things that even make me not much different from what actually happened. Besides that, I also feel that all of this is just a loser’s bullshit. Behind all the things that happened, there were added a lot of situations that were indeed terrible and even up to this moment it was still the same as before. When all of these things arose, there were many situations that were indeed quite dire and even led to disaster. I bet on myself being weird. At that time there were also many things that even made me feel like I had to turn around with that. Some strange things even to this day still continue to make the account unconscious with the reality that is approaching. There are also many things that feel terrible and I would never even have guessed before and that even brings up other strange things. While my mind was getting more and more chaotic, I felt that it was meant to happen and even now it is. Everything that concerns me is very fed up with all of that and there are many things that hinder all the activities that I should do. I bet once again on myself and in the end the results are always unpredictable. There are many things that until now I have never seen with clear eyes. In the midst of confusion where all of this turned into something very narrow until I saw it clearly and it turned out to be the same as I thought before. I’ve been thinking a lot and it hurts to remember. After the nightmare ended,
“Unlucky. Why did it have to be like this,” Julie muttered to herself.
Right now I’m in a pretty unique place. There is only one place in this city. People see this world as if they really don’t want anything different to happen in their life. Every time I glanced at them, it felt like I discovered something I would never have found in myself. I’m getting more and more convinced of all of that and instead only leaving something that’s uncertain and I don’t understand either. I find that unique along with a lot of situations that are quite unique for a while and that just adds up to everything that’s foreign to me.
‘This is quite interesting,’ Julie thought.
At first glance, all this looks like an illusion that someone has deliberately shown. Julie felt that everything that was in front of her eyes this time was nothing but hatred and it was nothing more than that and even more so. It’s no different from that and instead wasted a lot of time until this second. Some things are over and now they are just memories. During life, all this never goes hand in hand with anything else. It would be a miracle if it all came right to the fore and there was so much to do. This time the situation was truly unpredictable and it even made other strange things. There are also many people who think that they even write on internet pages. At first glance, people don’t want to believe that fact and tend to close their eyes. Once again, there are many people who never feel that all of that is very important and only care about themselves so hard that they feel short of breath. I’ve heard a lot of chatter from various people for a long time and until now it’s still the same as before. Several times I tried to get closer and in the end it only left memories. I don’t feel that strange a lot and even up to this moment it’s still the same as the previous one. I was amazed by this and it turned out to be true. A strange thing and in the end it only leaves scars for now. A situation that would never even have happened were it not a coincidence. So far it feels irregular and sometimes very annoying. Every time I see them full of joy, then I wanted the same thing. This time I’m stuck among the many people who still shine for a long time. They both keep talking about the achievements they have and it makes me feel inferior.
“How about your photo shoot Julie?” Alona asked me calmly and so did Kaylin who looked like she was waiting for what would come out of my mouth.
“Running smoothly. I also have a lot of schedules to attend to.”
“Wow. That’s good. I thought that you would shine too,” said Alona, smiling
“Is it true?”
“Yes. Of course it is true,” added Kaylin.
“Actually, I still have a lot of practice. There are several reasons why I have to do it.”
“What is the agency’s demands?”
“Ah, right.”
“Agency is always like that. All agencies are the same. But of all the demands they want, there are some things you can take away. It’s an opportunity you shouldn’t waste on it. Many people want to be models and they are not as lucky as you. So you can’t complain. Okay
“Thanks for the advice Alona, I know I won’t complain just because of small things.”
“Good. That’s just you.”
“Yes. I’m also proud of your achievement Julie,” Kaylin said with a genuine smile.
“Yes. Thank you too Kaylin.”
“And one more important thing, if you have anything better let me know.”
“Okay. I understand.”
“By the way Julie, why don’t you have a drink? Not like usual.”
“Ah, I have to watch my mind. It will be troublesome if I get drunk.”
“Yes. You have a point,” Alona said with a chuckle and then followed by Kaylin.