Today, I have a little mixed feelings. There are some things that always make me think a lot. It all seems to complicate things even more. I walked towards the house with a look that seemed to have a lot on my mind. Not long after, I saw someone just got out of the car along with several guards. That person must be one of the famous celebrities. Not long after, several reporters came up to him and at that time immediately created a scene. I only saw from a distance of about one meter and only looked at them. After that, I again found something that really didn't make sense from them. Most people are too curious about something to be willing to do anything to get that information. This time I went back to what I was supposed to do and for a moment I remembered that I had to get to the training ground immediately. After that, I walked towards there in a hurry and luckily when I arrived I still had time to join today's practice. It's been a long time since I joined them as someone who really wants a beautiful body and always practices pilates in this place. I watched several other people who were also doing Pilates. At that time I was also very happy because I was not late even though I was almost worried. I've done it a few times and it always looks the same as usual. I feel that actually this is only part of the beginning and there really is nothing. At the same time, I also felt something different about myself after doing this. I feel a little different and that's what happened. After a few times with the routine, I also noticed a clear change and that makes me feel good. When I was enjoying myself in this place, I didn't expect that Alona also came to this place with her friends. At that time that person saw me and immediately approached me then let his friend just there.
“Julie. Wow, you also practice at this place, I see," said Alona in a tone that seemed very happy when she met me.
"Yes. I always practice here. You just happened to be here yourself.
“Ah, actually this is the first time I've come to a pilates place in this area. I got curious after seeing some of the fun-looking people's posts. That's why I came here just to make sure."
"You got that far?"
"Correct. This is for the sake of my high curiosity. How about you? Have you been here often?"
"Yes. I always come to this place and it's been a long time since a few months ago."
“Wow. That is interesting. How is the result?"
“This is awesome. I guess you should try it too."
"Okay. Then I'm even more sure of my choice."
"By the way, you didn't go to the event?"
"What is the event?"
"Didn't you say you had a joint event with your co-workers?"
"I canceled it."
"Why?"
"Actually I don't want to tell this but I guess it doesn't matter if you hear it."
"Is it really that big of a deal?"
"It's not just a big deal, it's like a war."
"Wow, that sounds complicated."
“I think it's time for me to get out of there. They always blame me even though everything I do is not wrong. But it's always been the other way around in their eyes. This is really outrageous.”
Several times the conversation now always leads to other strange things that are constantly growing deeper. I imagine that in reality everything is almost the same and actually I really hate all of this. Alona kept saying what she wanted and it was so clear that she felt that all of this was very fun and thrilling at the same time. At the same time, several other things were very clearly heard from his mouth, which continued to talk about it. I felt that this would just be a waste of time and after that I went back to training. Alona looked at me with a relaxed look and when I saw her this person returned her friendly smile. At almost the same time, there were several people who had been here for a long time and they also exchanged glances at the two of us. The person seemed to say something on purpose and after I saw them, not long after Alona returned to ask many other things. Instantly the person even came before Alona and immediately said there was something else. After the occasional few things that came a long time ago many other things were said at the same time. Instantly instead said something else and most likely some of them were the same too. Even though all of that said there was something different, it actually brought out something else. At a time when many other things have come to approach, as if it will only be a big problem. After that, several other things also felt more thrilling. I feel that all of them have strange things that I don't think I can do with them for now. I showed that basically all of that actually teaches things that I really can't understand, really annoying. I felt that there was something strange about me and at that moment Alona again invited me to talk. Meanwhile, they didn't care very well for the time being.
"It seems they feel disturbed," said Alona
“Are you sure about that? What made you think like that?”
“I guess this is true. There are some things I have wanted to ask you for a long time.”
"What do you want to ask that?"
“Are you deliberately saying such things at a time like now?”
“Ah, I just assumed that there was a high probability that some things did happen.”
"Why do you think that happened?"
“Just saying according to my expectations.”
"So you doubt all that?"
"Not really. I would almost say there were some things I did hate."
"It seems you always change with all that."
After almost an hour I've been here and several times I feel that all of this really sucks and until this moment I don't know what to do next. At that moment I couldn't think drastically and that's what I still imagine to this day. I hope that all of that actually makes me feel weird and I'm still stuck in this place until now. I hope there are other things that until now I can't control myself and that's what I've seen in myself. I feel this is very different from what I just imagined.