This time everyone seemed to be talking about many things. The situation, which seemed to be getting busier, gave Alona a rather unpleasant impression. From the eye sight, everything seems to give a completely different impression than usual and it makes the head even more dizzy. Unlike me who had never seen such a sight before, when I saw it with my own eyes, it felt completely different compared to usual. If all those things actually come and keep some bad memories, at that moment it feels hard to believe. Many things that until this moment are still a question mark. All these things are always there when all this annoyance arises. Upon seeing Alona who felt uncomfortable with the current situation, I tried to take him away and after that I returned to see his usual bright smile. Behind the things that are quite annoying that appear, it turns out that there are indeed people who are the cause. At that time I also witnessed it. When all eyes are on that person, I feel like dying and sick of them. Most of them were just plain annoying people and that was actually the only bad thing I saw. They always appeared to be quite arrogant people. When all eyes are on them, that’s when things start to happen and many of them are still popping up to this very moment. I felt that the world was no longer okay and in fact it was. I’m also speechless when I know all the things and reasons people are like that. Alona, who is currently still talking and continues to talk about something that he thinks is quite annoying. At that moment I also realized what he was talking about because it was in accordance with the facts. Of all the people I see, it seems that only Alona is still sane. Some other people actually look the opposite even though they have strong ambitions. I hoped with every breath I took to just be in a pleasant situation and in the end it turned out to be different from what it should have been. That’s when I came back to my senses with the many things that were shown and in fact only a few interesting things were clearly visible. Now I’m back in that terrible situation and it turned out like that in the end. To be honest, I feel annoyed with all the events that are in front of my eyes. The beginning was quite annoying when it was struck by bad luck that caused this self to experience terrible things. I couldn’t stop thinking about all this and in the end it turned out that it was only one of many things that might become a mystery. Alona again questioned herself and that made me even more doubtful about a number of things that were actually quite simple. My view seemed to almost change and that’s what I feel right now. I couldn’t stop thinking about all this and in the end it turned out that it was only one of many things that might become a mystery. Alona again questioned herself and that made me even more doubtful about a number of things that were actually quite simple. My view seemed to almost change and that’s what I feel right now. I couldn’t stop thinking about all this and in the end it turned out that it was only one of many things that might become a mystery. Alona again questioned herself and that made me even more doubtful about a number of things that were actually quite simple. My view seemed to almost change and that’s what I feel right now.
“I’ve almost given up with thoughts that always irritate me,” said Alona with a sigh.
“Why do you want to give up? Didn’t you say before that you don’t give up?”
“Yes. You are right. But sometimes what is said and what is felt is very different.”
“It turns out to be quite realistic.”
“And what else are you not busy now? You’re not going to shoot or something?”
“Actually I have another shooting schedule but later at 2 pm.”
“Ah, so it seems.”
This time was completely different compared to before. When I started to feel that there was actually something wrong with this situation, I had a feeling that there were some things that until this very second were still in my head and made me feel weird a few times. After I realized that one very important thing, I then thought about myself and in the end I started to worry. This worry keeps coming up and even makes me feel very uncomfortable. At the same time, I didn’t understand the situation and instead opened up something else. I felt something was wrong and when I looked again as I had previously thought that it was in fact true. I felt a sensation that was truly extraordinary and even brought another strange thing at this time.