Immediately I felt relieved by these few things. At that moment I felt something else and that is what is still stuck in my head to this day. For a moment I saw that there were several people who were currently busy with some of the things they were doing. I didn’t even know what was supposed to happen anymore and instead made all of this a mess. I don’t even know about this anymore and indeed that’s something that even up to this moment I still never expected. I feel there are some other strange things that even up to this moment are still in my head. I really don’t know what to do in this situation anymore and that’s what worries me. I can’t think clearly and that’s how I feel until now. At that time, I was speechless with all of this. I don’t know what to do and after. Besides that, I feel that some of these things just appear out of nowhere and that’s what makes me feel something strange. I don’t know what to do and that’s what’s been confusing until now. I feel something is wrong with this situation. Not long after, Ivana started to get up from her seat and then left. At that moment I was already feeling tired from today and at that moment I immediately left this place right now. I can’t say anything else. The journey I’m currently on is quite long. Several people were seen near the exit and after that I also immediately left there. I felt that something was wrong with this situation and when I looked back there was no one or even other strange people at this time. I continued on my way again and not long after I saw someone I knew. The person waved at me.
“Hey, Julie!”
“Ah, Tiana.”
“Long time no see. How are you now?”
“Ah, I feel better. How about you?”
“I am also fine. By the way, you just got home?”
“Correct. I just got home, now I’m going back to where I work. Where are you going yourself?”
“I’m going to my aunt’s place. You work too?”
“Yes. It’s just a side effect.”
“Wow, you’re great. But, actually you are very famous. Have you got an agency?”
“Ah, yes. I already got it.”
“How? You were treated well there right?”
“Yes. Of course.”
Tiana kept saying a lot of things to me and it made me even more anxious. I feel that what happened and even me being offered an agency so easily is enough to make me feel lucky. I didn’t know how to see the situation that was on my side and not long after that we parted ways. I felt that there was something wrong with my attitude so far and I was even more worried when dealing with other people, even in front of the camera. Not long after, I walked slowly towards that place and after that I arrived at my place of work. The atmosphere of the terrace is bustling with several people going in and out of this building.
‘I should be,’ thought Julie.
Entering this building I felt that there seemed to be some things that even my guts felt insignificant until this second. When it arrived, it turned out like what I imagined before. At this moment I feel that all of this is just making me depressed. There are also some that even today are still ringing in my head. A lot of things looked strange and then there was something that was very different from what I had seen before. I feel that they just keep giving me the same work and this time it made me really happy. After I met them and this time I saw that someone had come and then greeted me. That person was apparently one of the brand owners who later collaborated with them and I also had to follow them. This time I started changing costumes and then I started shooting today and when it happened I felt that a few things had changed quite a bit. After what happened recently, I feel happy when I’m in this place. I saw a lot of people who did make me happy and this time the job was just as fun as usual. The photoshoot lasted a long time and now I’m still in this place with all the busyness that is in front of me this time. I feel that all of this is natural and so do those who are currently pushing me and wanting perfection. One of the reasons why I feel happy even though like this is because this is really fun. At that time, I also felt happiness like this. Many things make me tired and this time it’s the same thing I’m doing now. They are also very kind to me and even all that I always get well. I see a lot of them have done well and this time it’s time for me to rest a bit before continuing to shoot again.
“How? Are you satisfied with the results?” asked one of the staff to me.
“Yes. I find it very good. What do you think?”
“You are right. This is very nice. I think you are very talented. Are you sure you won’t join an entertainment agency?”
“What? Ah, I guess I’m still thinking about that too much.”
“So you haven’t joined any agency yet?”
“Correct. So far I’ve only been lying so those guys don’t force me to join them.”
“It was a difficult decision. I know it.”
“But. There was a thought that I would also like to join the agency.”
“Then, you have to find one that suits you.”
“Yes. I guess that’s what I have to do.”
After a few minutes of resting for a while, at that moment I began to realize that what the staff said was quite reasonable. After several times I received offers from them, at that moment I felt less confident and immediately rejected their wish to make me join their agency. After several times I thought about it, there are many things that I can really use well and maybe it will be very useful in the future. It was then that I had the noble feeling that in the end I had to make a move somehow and they too would have known what I was supposed to do. After the break is over, now work starts again.
‘Man, I have to look good,’ Julie thought.