“ What are you doing here?....”, Jack asked me, anger written all over his face. Jack is now a total changed person, it takes nothing but two days to get him into this current mode of his. I have heard a quote saying that people will hurt you, they'll stab you in the back and when you strike back, they'll then make you the villain, asking why you have changed, I have always thought about that situation as something that happens on serious situations between people who are close, but I have gotten it right now, I am that person, I am that person that have pushed him to this limit and now asking myself why he has changed so much in few days.
First, I broke our mother's heart and she's still suffering because of it, now I have gotten her sister in a messy situation which has gotten her nothing but criticism, even got her attacks from the school top students like they refer themselves, which they actually are logically.
Now Jack is pissed off at me, he's showing the anger burning inside of him and I have nothing to think of than why he's doing all this when I was the cause. I was just looking at him, really speechless and tired, not having anything to say to him, anything that would calm him down, Jackie was inside, I can clearly hear the sound of her crying and Jack was the only one standing between us, he knows that he was no match if I want to push through, but what would that make me, that will also show a different person from the Jones who was raised by the Orphanage, the Jones everyone comes to whenever they're having troubles, I will lose that respect from someone so close, not just one, but two of them.
Jack opened his phone and show me the school update to the face. { WAR AT THE CORNER: MR WILLIAMS CAUGHT CHEATING ON HIS GIRLFRIEND STELLA PHILLIPS WITH A NOBODY}. How could the school authority allow something like this to even make the headlines, I know that they're not the ones in charge of the news but the press group, but knowing such thing, they should have taken this down now, something like this will definitely ruin the students emotional health and here they are, dancing to the tone of the news instead of taking it down.
“ I'm sorry Jack... I don't know what to do right now, I will try as much as I can to resolve all this mess, I will try....”, I promised him, looking really exhausted for what this news has brought me, “ You should leave, you should go back to Mother superior, you have nothing to offer here but pain and trouble, leave the school before the end of the week or I will reveal your identity to everyone ”.
That is rough, that is really too hard coming from Jack, I know that I have made mistakes, but giving no option than to leave is not something acceptable, this wasn't only leaving the school and going back to Mother superior, this is leaving my family behind for the second time in a single year and with this decision, I can never come back to Uncle Dale if I do this, he has no eligibility to adopt me officially and when he finds out about this, he will definitely try to take me back to the Orphanage, I won't be the reason why he should end up in jail for the second time.
Jack walked away from me, giving me access to go meet with Jackie, but I guess his information is clear and he knows that too, it's left for me to go back as he requested or more News about me will be revealed, and this time, I won't be the only one getting hurt, David will get hurt too as well as Uncle Dale, for the first time in a while, I felt a tear drop down from my eyes running down my cheeks, I cleaned them off immediately, tears won't solve my problems, since I got here, I have brought nothing but trouble to myself, I think I now realize why Mother superior wanted to get me into the monastery, so that I won't bring miseries to those around me, I am damaged, I am really messed up right now.
Sitting at the gym with the dumbbells placed right at the front of my feets, I was getting some rest in between sets as I was trying to figure out what's next, I have never believed that in this life, that someone can ever put me in a position where I can be controlled with people I love, I believe that I can never be controlled with material things because they surely can be replaced, but people, people I love, people can't be replaced, everyone is unique in his or her own way, two people can't replace each other without a sign of flaw from the opposite abilities. 
I might've felt like I happened to replace my family from the Orphanage to Uncle Dale's, but now, now I have realized that they're two different families that has different things to offer.
“ I have been watching you, I know that this time, it really got to you.... Don't tell me you don't want to talk about it, because this time, you don't have to explain it to me, we all saw it and I understand exactly what you're going through, I don't actually know how exactly you're handling this, but what I can possibly tell you is that time heals, time heals all wounds.... Believe me ”.
David said those words to me, seating on the bench in front of me, I can see the sweat on his body showering down like he just finished a set right now.
I wish he's right, but this time, he's not.... I have to make a decision first before time will heal the wounds of my decision.