Immediately I immediately felt panicked by the sound I heard at this time. Besides that, I also felt that there was something strange and that I was the only one who had heard it. After that I looked around which indeed at this time there was no one I saw apparently. At that instant I felt that which was only a few seconds after what I heard just now. Immediately I felt it go away. At the same time, I also felt something that didn't make any sense at all and once again it was quite disturbing. In this case I was very afraid of some of the voices that I heard earlier. One day when I was somewhere and at that moment I heard something that didn't make sense and it just kept on reminding me that it felt like I couldn't live with all the distractions. I feel it until I can't say anything. At a time like this it also seems that there are many things that I had never expected before which only came to me and after that there was nothing else. I feel that which until this moment is really annoying. After that, I thought that maybe there was something else and it could only be felt by me. After I thought about it casually, it felt like I was really being deceived by the current situation which seemed chaotic which when I came, there was nothing to comfort me at all and everything was just filled with things that drained my emotions and kept getting annoyed with it all . I felt something strange so far which was only a few things and after that nothing else. For a moment I thought maybe this was just a coincidence and I can't blame the people in the studio and they also didn't seem to blame anyone when all of this happened and were trying to overcome it all apparently. I still can't believe all the things that are in front of my eyes, it feels like I'm in a dream world which is really the first time I've seen it. I can't believe it until now and that's what happened. At the same time, I feel that what I'm feeling is too exaggerated where there are only a few things that until this second don't feel like an illusion. At that time I also saw that there were some things that I would not understand and it turned out to be true. Instantly I felt something was wrong and it even reminded me of some memories that felt strange and I felt like I was in a hallucination zone. At that moment I was speechless because I heard it and it seemed as if it would suppress me forever. After I tried to calm down and forget what I heard earlier and stuff like that, I started to feel that it would just calm me down and I believed in that. Afterwards I came back to thinking that maybe what I was doing would lead to some of the things that did happen. After that, I saw a strange thing that was not an illusion and this time it was real. The sight pissed me off even more and I immediately cursed.
“Damn. What's that?" I said unconsciously.
At that time, I also felt in disbelief with everything I saw when it turned out that a lot of people were really in a mess and they all made a lot of mistakes. I, who saw it, was amazed at what they were doing right now, apparently because there were several other people who had never experienced real hard work until now and some were still learning. That's why they make a lot of mistakes. I just saw it was amazed by what they did it. I saw some silliness that really bothered me. At that moment I decided to just leave and after that there was one person who did not let me go for several reasons that he told me. At that time I also felt bad for him who had been holding me like this. In the end I decided to sit back and watch all this mess which just pissed me off. After that I tried to calm myself down so as not to be consumed by their words which were indeed a bad situation. I saw someone get angry and keep on nagging because the results were not what they wanted. So far, this is the first time I've ever seen an event that really sucks like this. When I looked at it and tried to deal with it, it seemed that it actually felt more and more helpless and after that I could only stay silent and do nothing. I can only be like that to the point where I really do my best with what I can and in fact it's not like what I feel. After that, I tried to calm down and after that someone came up to me and that person was none other than one of the same model as me and he just came here. When he came, his face immediately showed an astonished expression and after that he sat down in front of me.
"What is this? Why does everyone look like they've gone mad?” he asked casually to me who was currently looking at them.
“That's because there are some things that happened here.”
"What is it?"
“Gosh, I can't say because it's too confusing. What is clear is that one of them is not doing well and that's what happened."
“Ah, just because of someone else's mistake?”
"Correct. And as a result I can't do anything right now.”
“In that case, why did I come if it was chaotic and not conducive. Damn, they should have told me too.”
"Because you've already come, so just watch. And enjoy it as much as I do.”
Instantly I said that to him and for a moment made him feel surprised by what I just said. Even though that is true and right now you can only watch and there really isn't anything that can be done. After that I felt worried about the continuation of some of the things that were in front of my eyes. I felt that something was out of the ordinary and it would have a bad impact in the future and that's what happened. I feel it and it's not very comfortable. After that, I hope this will end quickly and return to normal without any annoying things like now.
“Looks like this is going to take a long time,” the person muttered.
When I was stuck in a situation that was really annoying, at that moment I felt something was wrong with all of this which only a few things really made me feel annoyed with all of this. I felt something I couldn't say properly which made me almost go crazy. I also hope that there are some things that do look fun and apparently that is one of the reasons that I can feel the peace that is already near me which is all I've been hoping for in the last few days. After what was in front of me, I still can't believe it and afterwards that's exactly what I felt. I felt something strange and it wasn't much more than what had been going on. I also feel that it is really happening. At that moment I started breathing well and unexpectedly , apparently this thing actually came before me and made me feel annoyed with all of this. I just can't handle it well. There are some strange things and after that it's rife. I feel that indeed many things have been achieved and it still feels lacking because there are indeed some other things that I will never be able to handle properly. At the same time, I also felt that this was too much for me as only a few things had happened. It was at that time that I started to feel that what was only in my head right now was how to deal with all of this afterwards. At that time I also had time to say something to myself which in the end did not even match what I expected and there were only a few disappointments that did occur. I also don't know why it always comes to me even though I don't want it at all. That's when I feel happy. This time I went back to see what they had done and apparently it still looked the same after I sat here for a few minutes and there was nothing else I could do well. some of them are currently fighting it. I felt something was wrong which turned out to be just a few annoying things that I would never understand even just a little bit. I feel there is something else that is the cause of all this. This time I also kept quiet.
“I didn't know it would last this long,” said Moi, who spontaneously answered his previous question.
"You're old?"
"I've been here."
"Wow, this must be really annoying. By the way, you have nothing else to do besides this?”
"There isn't any. I just feel that this time is really strange and I also feel like I'm being dragged into a terrible current.”
“What are you talking about? it can't be like that. I guess these are just some of the tragedies that happen in the workplace. You don't need to worry about that. oh yeah, I was wondering why you chose this job?”
"I'm interested."
After I told him, at that moment he immediately became silent and no longer asked a few things that really bothered me because I kept asking questions like that. Apart from that, I also felt annoyed because things got even more chaotic after they started holding so many protests and I was so annoyed I could barely hold myself back. There are some people who are quite annoying and this time I can't stop thinking about those who don't want to tell the truth at all and just keep quiet. That's when I started to get up from my seat and immediately made them look at me who immediately said something. Immediately I also immediately said a number of things to them where at that time there were also people who agreed with what I said and there were also those who did not consider what I had just said. He just looked at me and after that they went back to talking about something that turned out the debate was over. Samantha, who was with me at the moment, was seen clapping because she already realized what I had just done. Apparently he was also actually annoyed but just didn't say it and was usually silent like the others. This time it was me who took action and some of them were quite happy about it. Not long after, now we are back to work and after that there are some people who really say that there is something I can do well and it turns out that one of the stylists told me that what I did just now could add to some conflicts that I might face in the future. After he finished warning me, I felt that what he said might have some truth to it and I could only say it like nothing happened and I didn't need to feel agitated. Meanwhile, Samantha is doing a photo shoot with a style of clothing that really suits her and now I also get a photo shoot.
"Wow, it turns out that the child is pretty good with guts," said one of the makeup artists who had been talking about something earlier.
“Who wouldn't be annoyed if in a situation like that there's still no solution. And instead of looking for a solution, they continue to make a mess. Foolish people.”
"Correct. This is indeed surprising.”
“Wow, it turns out that a lot of people are talking about it. I thought I would just watch and be silent," said Samantha who suddenly came and then made the others feel surprised because she was indeed eavesdropping on their conversation that was currently happening.
"No one is talking about each other. You must have heard wrong."
"Is it true?"
Even though Samantha pretended not to understand, she already knew what was happening at this time and instead it made her feel amused by the behavior of those who were trying to hide something. At the same time, there are several other reasons why he always disturbs people who are gossiping, of course, because he wants to disturb them. At that time, he really couldn't believe what they were doing and felt that what they were doing was no different from some people who always caused trouble. Instantly he immediately sat down and then prepared for the next photo he would do. This time my turn is over.
"Finally," I muttered to myself.
After what I've done, I feel that there are some things that just happen to happen to me which makes me feel happy. At the same time, I started to sit down and afterwards saw several people who seemed to be chatting with each other. After I finished some photo shoots today, at that time I started to go and was planning to meet some of my friends who I had not seen for a long time. There are times when I feel happy when I meet them, but on the other hand I also feel that there are some things that are quite strange and tend to be boring. Some have told me that so far there have been many things that have happened frequently and most of them have made me uncomfortable and that is what actually happened. I felt that something like that did come to me and it seemed to make sense. I also felt that there were other things that really bothered me and at that time there were also several reasons why I hated those things so much and some of those things actually made me feel completely uncomfortable. This time I really felt that something like that had indeed come to me and after that there was something else that I now felt. After going through a number of things that were really annoying , I feel like I don't know what to say because it tends to be weird and there are lots of terrible things and I still remember that to this day. There are also those that I managed to delete even though it was only a little. After that I tried to stay calm and after that there was something that made me feel peaceful even though it was only for a moment. At that time, I also felt that I was being watched by several people, which turned out to be true. It was as if they were deliberately watching me because there were a number of other things that I would never understand until now and when I tried to look for them they turned out to be the same. At that time I started to feel some other strange things that really made me feel at peace and there were times when I felt disturbed too because of that. There are a number of things that really make me uncomfortable and one of them is when I am among several people which at this point never return to make me feel true peace. I couldn't stop thinking about all that, there were only a few things that really caught my attention. At that moment I also remembered the words of someone who told nothing but the same thing and I still remember it to this day. Among all the things that are currently happening, there are times when I feel a terrible sensation and it makes me even more uncomfortable and I don't even know what to say about all of this. At that time I didn't know what to do with my situation which was not much different from all my fears which kept growing and slowly began to widen. I even can't handle it anymore and until now it feels really terrible. When I arrived at the place, someone waved at me and apparently he had been here before. I immediately approached him and then greeted each other.
"Wow, it's been a long time since I've seen you," said Reyra, who had not seen me for a long time.
"Yes. You seem to have changed a lot."
"Not really. Actually I'm still the same as before and this time really the same. Oh yeah, how about that project? what went well?”
“Ah, if it's about that I still continue to consider it. I guess there are some things that just don't really suit me. I just don't know what will happen next."
“If it's about that, why don't you just give it a try? Wouldn't it be great if it was like that?”
"If I could, I would and this time really sucks."
"So it seems."
When I started to feel a number of things that until now have not made me calm, at that moment I felt something strange about me where there were only a few things that I really don't think is possible if I do it and what will only add to the problem . Ever since I was there, it felt like I didn't want to leave the job even though there were actually a lot of things out there that I really wanted to do. I feel like something is holding me back because this is good enough for me. Even this second I feel it even if only for a moment. When I said a few other things to him and apparently he wasn't aware of it and is still going on about the same thing and I don't even know what he really said because it's just too much. I feel there is something wrong with me which there are several reasons why I don't like it. I felt some horrible sensations which only I knew about. I also didn't want to show this kind of thing to her that's why I just said a few other things and nothing else. At the same time, I can't even admit what I've been feeling. After listening to all of his words, I felt something strange about him as if he was hiding something. From his face he did look cheerful like the last time we met but, apparently this time it was really different and made me feel even more suspicious of him. Instantly he also said some strange things that only made me even more clueless. From what he said, I could only conclude that it didn't really make him feel good. That's what I got from everything he said. Instantly I also felt surprised by him and kept staring at his face.
"You're okay aren't you?" asked myself trying to find out what he was facing all this time.
"Ah, so this seems obvious."
"You're not feeling well?"
"You are right. I am indeed in trouble. That's why I came to see you to ask something that might help me for now.”
"What problem are you facing?"
“I feel like there's something strange about me which I can only continue to feel frustrated by all of it. I feel that way even now.”
“Ah, that's probably because you're tired. Do you have a lot of activities?"
"Reasonable. But I don't think it's because of that,” he said while showing deep anxiety.