The next morning. When I just woke up from my sleep, it felt like my head was still dizzy and I couldn't get up. Even though he had previously taken hangover medicine, now it seems that there is still no effect at all. Not long after that, I, who was getting ready, then returned to vomiting my stomach contents which seemed to have no end. Not long after everything was finished, at that moment I felt a number of things that really make me feel like I just came out of a cave and the dizziness is starting to subside. After entering the bus, there were several people who were seen chatting and their conversation apparently made me feel surprised because it sounded like they were talking about something personal. After that I didn't care at all and then listened to the song through my earphones. After that I felt that there was something wrong with me. I think I'm starting to lose my mind which feels really awkward. After that, a message came to my cellphone and apparently the message was from someone I didn't know at all. Suddenly he texted me and asked me to meet at a bar tonight. I was scared, suddenly immediately deleted the message and didn't reply at all. After that, I began to remember what had been reported. There have been several cases that have occurred and that has caused many victims to suffer losses. Met a stranger somewhere and then he had the misfortune that was nothing but getting involved with the fraud that person was doing. After that, I felt that this was really terrible and to the point where I didn't want to be dragged into it until I finally just let it go. After that, I'm back with some other things again which is now reading some interesting news that quite amuses me. After arriving at my destination, at that moment I walked towards the room that would be used for class this morning.
"Wow, you're really early here," Irisa said to me with an expression that was always cheerful as usual.
"Yes. Because there is an early morning class so I had to come this early.”
"How about your condition? Are you feeling much better now?”
"Ah, actually I still feel dizzy and it's very difficult to lose even I have vomited twice."
"Wow, that's really bad. Just how much did you drink?"
“Only about 6 glasses.”
“Jesus, you want to die?”
“That's because they also drink a lot. It would suck if they forced me to eat it. That's why I follow the tradition. It really sucks.”
"Hey, do you know something?"
"What? Nothing I know of. What is it?"
“Actually there are quite a few people who are already talking about this and one of them is the ruffian that is well-known among all the ladies. Do you know why?"
"So what?"
"Because he's a person who has been causing harm to other people. I saw one of his victims say it all and it's horrible. If you run into that person, you better run.”
"Ah, so it seems. I don't think I'll ever get to meet that asshole. so don't worry.”
"Good. Should not. You can't meet that person after all.”
Instantly I thought again and not long after that the class started with history material which had become something that was taught because I took this course. After listening to all the material to the end, I still think about what Irisa said earlier and indeed I am a person who is easily bothered by anything. Afterwards, I felt that being vigilant in a situation like this was really necessary. Plus I also don't know who the bastard he is referring to and indeed it doesn't make me feel curious about him at all. I just need to be wary of saa and if possible don't ever meet. One hour has passed, it's time for the second material and indeed now we still have to follow it to the end. Irisa who looks calm and apparently she is quite a diligent child and has been caught taking down all the material. After that, I also felt that there really were some things I had to do instead of just looking and not taking notes. after. I also did the same thing and it didn't stop there. I also felt that there were indeed some things they had been seeing from me. One of the people who came and then they approached me as if they were deliberately approaching me because there were some things they wanted from me. Not long after, I felt something like that and it really sucks. Instantly I started not excited and to the point where I started to feel bored. Not long after, the materials finished and now I'm getting ready to leave this room. At that time I also remembered that I had a schedule that I had to follow tonight. After that I started to feel relieved and then walked together with Irisa while talking about something together. This time I felt that there was something that felt out of the ordinary and I wanted to tell him that for now and after that I did tell him.
“There are a few things that bother me. Is this the reason why I always feel lazy at certain times?”
"What are you talking about?"
"I just put out what's in my head. I also feel like this really sucks and that's what makes me feel that there's something wrong with me all this time.”
"Okay, don't think too much. You just feel like it's a burden but in the end it's not something big. You just feel like it kind of surprised you."
"Yes. You're right. I guess I'm thinking too much. This time I have to reduce it.”
"Yes. Must."
Even though I started trying not to make it into something really big, at that moment I also started to realize that there was something else that made me feel that I had always been like this. I feel like I want to get out of the circle that really makes me feel this way and in reality it turns out I can't. At the same time, I also felt that it was indeed a strange thing and all this time I wanted to end it until the time it came to me. This time, my friend and I were walking somewhere to just chat and that's all we usually do. However, from a faraway corner, it was as if someone was watching the two of us.