I asked Uncle Dale for permission about today, I told him about the set date with Stella, he agreed to it but his vibe was the opposite, I let him know how I felt about Stella, and also made it clear to him that Stella was into me too, this was my first time doing something like this, at least his advice and permission could serve me better.
“ I know you love this girl from all you have said, I can't say that I haven't seen her before because she has always been a member in my gym before you came and I also see the way you two behaves towards each other, I guess as your guardian, I should allow you to have this experience and enjoy the outcome of it... Have a nice date Jones ”.
I know David hasn't been acting like himself lately, not socially but emotionally, he was absent emotionally and said it was because of me yet he wouldn't tell me what it was, I am just too happy with the relationship I am having with Stella that I don't want to worry about the issue with him.
” So tell me Dave.... Are you accepting me going out with our school hottest girl?....”, I asked him, lying on his bed while he used his computer, he turned to me, trying to act normal. “ If you really love her that much, then who am I to protest about it?....”. The smile on his face was fake, but I never bothered about it, he was going through something I don't know of, yet he's trying to be there for me.
“ And please.... Don't tell Francis and the others about it, I don't want them to approach me with their Playboy acts and caricatures....”, “ Don't worry Willy, I won't ”.
This is the first time he's calling me by my surname, I like the way it sound, but it's just weird coming when he wasn't in the right mood, guess he was just trying to make me happy or to impress me so that I wouldn't spend my happy hours thinking about him, “ I will share you some details on my return bro....”, I winked at him and left his room.
I am putting on one of the best clothes gotten for me by Uncle Dale, I want to look impressive to her, and by her looks too, she also put on a lot of work to look more beautiful than she looks naturally. I am not good with the cars, so I never requested for David's keys, had to go to our destination with her on a taxi, it wasn't some kind of an expensive place or something, just heading to the beach with her, going to have fun swimming and doing some other stuffs done in a date.
There were quite a lot of people when we got there, I know that I have never been the type who loves a crowded area, but this time, the crowded beach makes me feel less nervous. 
We was now standing inside the water, standing close to each other, we didn't went beyond our feet length, just standing at a preferable spot where we can have fun with each other. 
“ You can remember the first time I saw you, your attention was somewhere else, you were looking way ahead as if you didn't want someone to leave your sight.....”. She said, wearing that charming smile like she always does.
“ Wow.... I didn't know you can still remember that clearly though, I was there with my..... I was there with my Father... My Father ”, I said, nodding my head continuously, realizing exactly what I am doing right now, I am just lying and as long as our relationship began with so much lies, I think I really have a lot that I will have to apologize to in the near future.
This isn't you Jones, this wasn't how you were trained, this wasn't how you were brought up Jones, you are gently complicating your life and creating a lot situations that is going to require a ton of apologizing in the future, not for her only, but for God too, the more I continue this lies, the more I drag others into it with me. I can still clearly remember what the Bible taught us, better to be chained to a heavy rock and thrown into the sea than to drag someone else with you into sin.
I can still see the shocked look on her face and I don't know why she's got it, “ Why?....why are you looking shocked?”, I asked her, trying to know the reason for the sudden change on her expression. “ I can't believe that I saw Mr Williams so close and yet let the chance slip me by, I wish I had recognized him then, I would have made him known that he had an amazing son ”.
That's sweet coming from her, but I am feeling guilty, I am feeling the guilt that those sweet things wasn't well deserved, not for Mr Caleb, not for me and not for anyone out there who still believes he has a lost son who was dumped at the Orphanage.
I have to stop this, I have to stop this before it gets too far, I know that Uncle Dale possibly saw this coming and decided to let me make the decision. I'm not going to disappoint him, neither am I going to continue this lies which will draw me to hell just like Mother superior has been teaching me and the other kids all our life, she taught us that lies will bring on more lies, and right now, I have lied a lot that I can't actually remember all I have gotten myself into.
“ The man you saw wasn't Mr Williams, that was Mr Caleb, he was the second Man I have ever referred to as my father....”.