It has been going pretty well with everything lately, David never shared with me what was on his mind and I never pressed, despite the level of curiosity I had in my head, I still know that everyone has his or her boundaries, just the way I want no one to cross mine, I won't bother crossing someone else's. Despite how close I was with David and my friends, I never share details of my private life with any of them, I have gotten to become a high standard level student in the school which all began with David and the others influence, I have acquired the level of respect such as them, and I won't like myself falling short from there.
Just as Mother superior taught us that the higher you grow, the more humble you should become, I am giving it my best not to fall short from that advice, being the top student through influence can be prideful, that's a status no one will love to lose, but implementing my teachings from the Orphanage to the status I was in, it was getting quite hard to place the two together, it wasn't as easy as I thought.
There's something I have learnt along the line of my relationship with Stella, both of us seem to be beneficial to the other in some ways, not because we share the same emotional values, but because our physical status continuously keeps getting higher, making us a public figure and the other students wanting to become like us, with the emotional value we share, it looks like I have gotten way above my friends when it got to public influence, not that they don't indulge in love life, but because they're not serious about the girls, they're all players except David whom I hardly see speaking with girls, not even Stella who seems to be close to me.
“ I want to ask you something Stella....”, “ I already told you not to call me that, call me Ella...”, she interrupted, giving me that joking frowning expression which made me to smile, “ Okay Ella.... Will you go out with me this weekend?”, I asked her, putting on a smile on my face, already expecting what her answer was going to be. She was filled with excitement hearing that from me, she clapped her hands so quick in excitement but didn't make it loud so as to not draw the attention of the other students to us.
“ I will I will I will.... ”, She can't hold back her excitement, that's one of the things I like about her, she's an open book, she goes for what she wants and reacts to what she feels. I have experiences it first hand, the first time I came into the City says it all, she saw me, fell for me and doesn't hold back in approaching me, that shows who she was right on the cover.
Jack told me she was going to like it when I ask her out, I thought he was just saying whatever that came to his mind, but to my surprise, it worked just the way Jack said it would, not that she wasn't going to accept, instead Jake said that she's going to be extremely excited by the gesture.
Jack has always been in the City before me, I could have asked to be sure from Frankie and the others, but I don't want to share my personal life with them, they shouldn't know, they'll never stop criticizing those in a relationship, asking them to confirm such advice is a total waste of my time, so I have to just go on with Jack's opinion and see how possible it will work out.
I was excited too about it, but I hid it in with a smile, trying not to burst out with happiness and tell her how glad I feel about her approval. “ I have waited for this for so long, I was beginning to wonder if you will ever ask me out....”, she said, now acting like a child, quite childish I can say, Yes.... Jack said that they do act that way, but I have never understood the reason why.
Jack also told me something, but that one I 100% doesn't believe, he said that without asking her out on a date, we are nothing but friends, friends don't kiss secretly, I didn't tell him that to the face, but that was what I have always believed, he can't just come out and say me and Stella were just friends when he himself haven't been in any relationship before.
Those words kind of instill fear into me though, despite the fact I don't believe those words, I still couldn't give away such opportunity to anyone, if asking her out will seal my relationship with her, then why shouldn't I do it?, By the way, we're in love with each other.
Right there in the cafeteria, where I sat with her away from my friends, she kissed me, not showing any kind of fear or shame, this girl will do anything because of me, I always thought that women were always meant to be shy, but for Stella, it's the total opposite, there's nothing like being shy when it's Stella in the picture, she does whatever she feels is right and I haven't seen any wrong in that.
Speaking of women being shy, Jackie is the perfect example of that, every other girl back at the Orphanage is the same too, every single one of them are always held back, most boys bully them and I have to correct them, their only powers were complaining to Mother superior who ends up disciplining the boys. 
Lemme just say that they're kids, that's why they act that way, every girl I have seen in the City is the total opposite from the girls whom I grew around with in the Orphanage, except for one person, Jackie.