This time I hope a miracle will come. It's been a long time since everything started to dawn on me. I just heard a lot of babbling coming out of that person's mouth. Lately I haven't cared about things at all. However, on the one hand I hoped that something would come to me and it turned out to be completely wrong. This time I was also a little confused because that was all there was and there was never anything else. Even though my eyes couldn't clearly see the facts, in contrast I was just being myself without anyone realizing this. Just like before, this time I walked slowly and then saw several other people who were doing their duties from the nurses. Suddenly I also remembered that actually I was no different from them. Always diligent and I never miss anything. It's just that right now I feel a little strange. As if something was bothering me and it was making me feel this uncomfortable. I almost bumped into one of them, for a moment I patted my head and it turned out that maybe I really had a lot on my mind. More and more I feel bad about myself. At that time, I met Liona and discussed many things together in that secret room. I felt a little relieved. Strangely, at the same time I felt something that was almost disturbing me. This time I just bottled it up and after that I got back together with the others. Now I saw the nurse come before us and then bring a note. Right now I just thought that maybe what the nurse was holding was a note about what we should do after this. However, it turns out my guess was wrong. I didn't expect that Liona's name was immediately called and then the nurse told Liona to come with the nurse. Those of us who heard this immediately felt surprised. It was unexpected that this child had extraordinary luck. For a moment I felt jealous of Liona. This was the first time you felt that way and it turned out to be quite painful too. After this, we broke up and went back to our respective rooms. Ella, who was walking with me, was also surprised by that. As if it was a miracle that I had been hoping for and instead it came to someone else. Right now I still can't believe what I saw and it suddenly makes me a little annoyed. Ella, who saw me like this, immediately asked me many questions.
"You are okay?"
“Ah, I guess I'm not very good at the moment. I don't know why it's different from usual."
“Hey, I understand how you feel. To be honest, I also couldn't believe why the child was called. "At least there are many children who are very good and diligent compared to the lazy Liona."
"You are right. It's just that I also can't accept all this. do you know what this means?”
"I know. Maybe this is what is called unfair."
"What does the nurse want to give Liona? I am being curious."
“I guess some kind of award or something. Maybe so. I don't know for sure either.”
At first I felt this was unfair. I felt like I just wanted to curse and didn't want to say anything. When it arrived, I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about this annoying thing. There are many reasons why I am like this. My usual self, already feels very strange because there are many things that I have apparently forgotten. Apart from that, I also feel that there is something wrong with some things recently. This time I seemed to be under a sky full of sparks. It's been a long time since I saw the night sky. When I opened the window, now I found a truly extraordinary beauty. Instantly I felt better and my irritation slowly faded. After this, I heard the voices of several people from the other side. Even though I didn't know for sure, I immediately thought that maybe it was people in the other dorm who were joking around. My mind is starting to clear now. As soon as I looked at the clock, it was already midnight. I was under the beautiful sky. That's what's currently going through my head. Meanwhile, right now this was exactly where Liona was. This time, the face that previously looked happy instantly turned into one full of fear.
"Are you just going to stay there?" said the nurse with an angry look.
Beautiful night. I wrote several pages of my diary. At this time I also felt a strange feeling of happiness coming to me like this. Even if I try to close my eyes, I still can't seem to do it. I hope that my mood will continue to be this bright and quickly forget what upsets me. Right now I also thank myself because I was able to change like this. I didn't realize that now I was starting to feel sleepy and then I intended to go to sleep. Beautiful dream. That's what I feel now. The next morning.
“Hey Isabella. How long are you going to lie in bed like that?" slag someone who turned out to be Ella. This guy woke me up with a bang.
“Ah, just a moment.”
"Come on. It's morning now. If you're late, maybe you won't get an award until the end of the world."
"What?" I immediately woke up when I heard Ella's slightly threatening words.
"Geez, you're really troublesome."
"Shut up."
"By the way, has your mood improved?"
"Of course. It was a long time ago.”
“That's good. This way I also feel happy."
"Aren't you also upset because of yesterday's problem?"
"Yes. I was also annoyed but now it's different."
Without further ado, the two of us went straight to the dining room. Today breakfast is sweet food. It's like starting the day beautifully. I myself felt flattered because I was so happy. At this time I also looked at the others and they also turned out to be the same as me. It's been a long time since we had something sweet in the morning and now it's amazing. But, I haven't seen Liona at all since then. It's unusual for the child to wake up late. Even though I tried hard to find it, it didn't come here. Then I had a thought.
"Where's Liona?" I asked the others and they just shook their heads.