Apple's Point of View
"Freeze, I have something important to say to you! There's a chance that we can be dissolved after this break because we only have a few people in our section" Ayen broke the news to us. We were shocked and surprised and saddened at the same time, I can't go to some section with strangers again.
"But do we have a chance to not be dissolved and they would just be added to our section?" Alina asks. It has a big percentage of possibility but the news also has a big chance.
"We don't know, we just need to wait for further announcement, they say" Ayen responded. I really hope that we would just be added and not be dissolved because that would be really hard for us because we enjoy each other's company, mostly me.
We got the chance to have a break from academics. I spent it on going to my neighbourhood to play badminton with them. I enjoyed that short break for a while and when we needed to go back to school, I'd stop playing badminton.
Ayen and Alina broke the news to us before we really went back to school. It is the fact that we aren't going to be dissolved and some people would just be added unto us so that makes me happy.
In the whole group chat, they started to become noisy. There were plenty of topics like inviting us to play online games and such stuff. It was later revealed that half of them got into us and some got into the other section.
We were also happy that we knew that our previous teacher from the last semester would be our teacher for the next semester again. We were happy and excited for the next semester but there's people who like to point it out as a competition.
"We need to show them who we are, guys. Don't let them talk to you for the first day. We are the only people we can trust the most, okay?" Rena says when she held the group chat. She was from another team that was ganging up on Alina secretly.
"Okay, let's move on with the past issues and create a stronger alliance. Let's get it everyone" Alina responded.
I'd just hop on it and didn't want to make a fuss. I didn't want to make it a big deal and just plainly followed what they wanted to do. It's not like I'm going to be influence on something bad because they won't really let us be stuck in their group.
After the commotion of Rena, we were also held by Ayen who had a different plan. I know that she just couldn't say something to them and I know that she also has something on herself and I know what it is.
"If we would know people who's smart, we can just let go of them because they was no good on us" Ayen speaks.
Is it really needed to be this toxic when everyone has their own opinion. I've never really felt this before. I've never really gotten into it like everyone from an alliance but also had an alliance beforehand. It was like we were just in an alliance because we have an agenda on doing so.
Tomorrow passed by and there's a lot of people in our classroom. They were too noisy, unlike us before. When we go to the classroom there's silence first thing. We passed by them and they got quiet.
Rena shows her thing. I would say that she was annoying because of that. She calls out everyone like she owns the school and I don't feel any prouder. That might boost her ego so we just let her.
They also show off their noisy side after a while. We also talk about something until the teacher arrives. They were so energetic that it often hurt my ear and annoyed me so much. We got the break from their noise so we went to the cafeteria.
"They were so noisy and rude, omg" Rena starts off. I wonder what makes her so angry but honestly felt that too but she was just like them honestly too.
"They just shows off" Ayen says. Then we talked about them. Our topic was mostly them annoying us and that sounds like we were backstabbing them. They also plan things like don't acknowledge them and don't speak to them.
"That was impossible, Rena. You know that it would be impossible" Mina says. It was true though, we can't speak to them for this semester because we might need them in group work or something like that so I really cannot comprehend her plans.
"But let's just try it on. We need to show them who we are, "she says. I just nod and agree on it. I'm tired of speaking to her and expressing my opinion. I would just agree and agree so I wouldn't be the target.
I know that it sounds so wrong but there's really nothing that I can do for now. You know, I'm in a place far away from my home and I'm in a place where I know a small amount of people. I just know my classmates and that's it. So I doubt that I have a chance on them once I interfere with the plan.
After that, we get in the classroom and wait for the teacher to arrive. It was not long until the teacher arrived and introduced his subject. We have different subject every semester so they have the first week to introduce their subject to enlighten us.
"So I'm going to pick two people who would go against each other and compete in one debate. Are you okay with that?" The teacher asks and because it was our performance task we couldn't really say no so we just agreed.
I was eyeing on people that aren't weak. I plan to have a good debate so that I can express my opinion on things. But because I don't know anyone on the added classmates, I couldn't distinguish if they were weak or strong in debate.
So I wish to be paired with Alina, Rena, Rayver, or Ayen. They were my top picks. The teacher already got our paper as we already submitted the papers with our name on it. The first component was Alina and some boy who seemed smart because the people around him cheered for him like it was a celebration of something.
The next component was Rena and Rayver. I was losing my hope that I would be paired with Ayen. So I eye people at the back, I first saw a boy wearing his glasses. He would be good at debate and I hope he would be partnered with me so I could fulfil my wish.
But I heard my name together with a boy who seems the type of person who's not interested in debate. I stared at him for so long, wondering if I could get something from him like good debate.
The teacher seems much happier than us. He even started to sing a song about love and it cringes me. I just want to go home right now but he has a different plan, he is going to ship us so I feel nervous as my hopeless romantic side was coming outside of my body and controlling it.
But I shook it hard, I wanted it away from me. I don't want it to come right now because it might just end up hurting me. I think of every possible excuse not to feel what I'm feeling right now. I begin to close my eyes for a second and the moment I open my eyes, I know that what I'm going to do would make me regret it for my whole existence.