"You mean Alada is in your body now and not you?" Cynrad asked me after I told them what happened and why I was here now in front of them and not in my body, I nodded in response. Cynrad frowned and then looked at the old man.
"That's why you're acting different." He said then looked at me. "What I want to say is your body. It's just surprising because you're acting different, which is because you're not the one in your body." He says. I took a deep breath.
"I want to let Pavel know that I am not the one in my body and that another creature is with him, but I don't have the strength because I know that when Pavel finds out, he will fight the one in my body, something that I fear because she is too strong," I said, Cynrad smiled softly then grabbed my hand but his hand only penetrated mine so he laughed a little.
"Don't worry, we will get your body back from Alada." He said, I smiled.
I don't know if I will tell them about what I found out about my past and my past with Pavel, I don't know if I will also tell them about Siir, and about Avila's death. I'm sure they will never understand that.
"What we need to do is get rid of what's in your body," Cynrad said then looked at Gabriel.
"Grandpa Gabriel, can you help Ksara get back to her body?" Cynrad asked the old man, Gabriel just looked at us while thinking, he shook his head and then took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry but I can't expel a powerful being out from Ksara's body." He said then closed his eyes.
"I'm too old and weak to do the ritual of exorcism, Also, didn't you say that someone would help you, Ksara?' He asked so Cynrad looked at me.
"By the way, who did you say would help you?" Cynrad asked, I just looked into his eyes and smiled.
"It doesn't matter who she is," I said, I don't want to reveal the truth behind Siir's personality, it might ruin our plan to defeat Alada by chance.
"Right now my only request is that you act normal in front of Alada and Pavel until we can think of a way for me to return to my body. It will remain a secret that I talked to you." I said, I looked at the two of them who were looking at me.
"I don't want you to sympathize with our mess, all I want is support and allies," I said, Cynrad smiled.
"You can count on me when it comes to things like that," Cynrad said while smiling at me, I smiled and then looked at the old man.
"We will do everything we can to keep Pavel safe by Alada's side, while we wait for you to help us," Gabriel said, I nodded while looking at them.
"Thank you." It took a few more hours, we just talked about what happened when I lost consciousness, I don't remember those events, but immediately my mind came back to the agreement between me and Abiah.
Now I was walking the path to Siir's room by myself while thinking about the agreement between me and Abiah.
"Please Ksara, I want to make a deal with you but I hope you don't take my parents' lives and souls in exchange." She said so I turned to her, she was serious about what she said, she seemed determined to go home with them.
"Please Ksara." She looked at me and held both of my hands, I looked at her then looked back at her face.
"When I said the exchange, that will never change," I said so her hand slowly let go of mine, I swallowed and closed my eyes. I would gamble half my life if I reconciled with her again.
"Is that so?" She said softly, I immediately grabbed her hand. She looked at me, now I looked into her eyes, a pleading look. Regardless, the demons' lives will last for several hundred years before they disappear completely. I have been living for two hundred years, my life was reduced by one hundred years when I made a deal with Abiah to help me make Pavel evil, now, I will make a deal with her again. And with this chance half of my remaining life will be lost.
"K-ksara, why are you--"
"I'm the one... I'll make a deal with you," I said so she stopped and stiffened. "You remember when I made an agreement between the two of us?" I asked, she kept looking at me. "I didn't take anything else from you, I didn't ask for anything else in return." I bowed down. "I will make an agree with you because I want Pavel to be king." I smiled at what I said.
"K-ksara..." She called me,
I looked at her. "N-Nothing will happen to me or you at the time I accept your agreement, will it?" She asked, I just stared into her eyes and then nodded in response.
"No, nothing will happen to you or me."I lied, I saw the curve of a smile on her lips.
"Then... I will accept what you offer me, so I can go home to us and Pavel can be king." She said, I smiled. I will do the right thing, Pavel will not be affected, it will make it easier for us to return to winsoul.
"Then… this is my condition," I said and smiled at her. "The curse on winsoul will disappear temporarily and we can return there without losing your memories," I said, she was stunned.
"Short term?" she asked.
"Alada is too strong, I can only give a brief respite," I said.
"Then when will the curse return?" she asked. I smiled.
"The curse on the winsoul will disappear temporarily and will only return when the horn is severed, the tail is broken, and the beast smiles and turns to dust," I said while holding her hand.
I stopped walking and looked at the sky covered with brilliant stars.
"For a moment," I said while looking at the sky. I don't know why I suddenly felt sad because I remembered the agreement between me and Abiah.
I felt my tears fall while looking at the sky.
All I want is to have fun with Pavel, but how can I achieve the happiness I seek if even fate is trying to keep us apart?
"Because the night is cold, my love." I immediately turned to my side from where someone spoke, I immediately saw Pavel also looking at the sky while there was sadness in his eyes, my tears fell more and more while looking at his sad eyes.
"Your dealings have changed." He said while looking at the sky.
"You seem to be cold-hearted." He whispered then bowed.
"Pavel.."I said his name even though I knew he wouldn't hear me.
"All I want is.... let's go back to the way things were, Karma," he whispered and at the same time tears began to fall from his eyes, I came closer to him and was about to hug him when I penetrated his body causing my tears to fall even more.
"Pavel... Pavel, I'm here." I said crying while looking at him who was also crying.
"Pavel... Pavel, that's not me." I whispered in his ear, I was stunned when he suddenly looked in my direction as if he was surprised.
"Karma.." He called while looking in my direction.
"Pavel, can you see me?" I asked but he didn't answer, he took a deep breath and wiped the tears that fell from his eyes.
"I can still hear you from here." He said then looked at the sky, it was as if the sky and the earth had knocked me down, I thought he saw me, I thought I would be able to talk to him again.
"Why did you change... Karma?" He whispered in the air while looking at the sky, I stood next to him and also looked at the sky.
"I haven't changed Pavel," I answered while observing the sky.