"I've been waiting for her for a long time."
"Now it looks like everything will happen again, it looks like I'll be looking for her again."
The cold wind blew, the surroundings were quiet and only the water in the stream made noise around. I am now here in the creek, outside the kingdom of winsoul, this is where my feet brought me earlier, I came here to think about some things, to ventilate and to release the sadness I feel.
"I'm getting tired..."
I am also very tired, Pavel.
My tears flowed as I looked into the void, the cold wind blew again.
"I also want to rest."
I also want to rest Pavel, I also want to rest in peace.
"I want to rest next to her."
"I've been waiting for her for hundreds of years."
For hundreds of years, I've been wishing to be with you Pavel, for hundreds of years I've been dreaming of being with you and living in peace.
"If only I could go back in time... if only I could go back to the past... I would never make a deal with the devil... I wouldn't have done that so she wouldn't suffer anymore."
I closed my eyes when the wind blew again, I don't know what will happen to me now that my human body is gone, my human body is dead but my spirit and soul are still alive.
"This is a few more deaths of Karma that I am witnessing."
I can see how Karma's body falls on Pavel with his eyes widening as well. My tears flowed again because of the dark things that happened to Karma.
Pavel gently touched Karma's face as tears welled up in his eyes. "K-Karma..." Pavel weakly called the girl he was holding, I covered my mouth when I saw how Alada took Karma's soul right in front of Pavel.
Suddenly, what I saw in my past came to my mind, pasts that I don't remember, pasts that only Pavel knows and witnessed, pasts that I keep dying in front of Pavel.
I was in front of the crying Pavel while hugging the bloody body of young Karma. I looked around and saw people looking at Pavel.
"Call for help, please! Chase after Karma!" Pavel was crying, but no one moved or acted, causing me to bow my hand.
"CALL HELP PLEASE?!" I shouted but no one could hear me, I looked at Pavel who was crying.
"What's your name again?" The old woman asked Pavel.
"Pavel, my name is Pavel." Pavel said to the old woman, the old woman smiled at Pavel. "I'm...I forgot my name." The old woman said to Pavel, Pavel laughed and took the old woman's hand.
"Karma, you are Karma." Pavel said with a smile so I looked at the old woman in front of him, my mouth dropped when I saw the soul inside the old woman's body. The third Karma.
As before, I watched Pavel take care of and make the old woman laugh again until the day came when Karma would say goodbye again, old Karma's body had weakened with old age, while Pavel did not change his appearance. . He doesn't age. I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes when I saw how Pavel once again hugged the lifeless body of the Third Karma.
"I'm Pavel." Pavel said to the woman in front of him, the princess smiled at him then held out her hand.
"I'm Princess Hasmin, thank you for saving me." She said with a smile to Pavel.
"You're welcome, Karma."
"KARMA!" I turned behind me when I heard Pavel's scream, I swallowed when I saw Pavel running towards Hasmin's bloody body, she was wearing shields and holding a sword, I looked around, the palace was chaotic and its walls are broken, dead bodies are also scattered around.
"Karma! Karma open your eyes, please! Karma! don't leave me!" I looked at Pavel who was crying while holding Hasmin's body. My hair rose as I looked at the two.
"Karma please, don't leave me again, please open your eyes." I sat while looking at the two.
"Karma, please, Karma...KARMA!" cried Pavel while hugging Hasmin's dead body.
"Ksara." I turned to the person who called me, The old man. His aura was serious while looking at me. "What are you doing here? We've been looking for you for a while?" He asked, I smiled sadly and then looked at the stream.
"Resentment will come out," I said then, I felt him coming closer to me then took a deep breath when he was next to me.
"Your human body has been buried in the palace." He said, I didn't answer instead my tears suddenly started flowing.
There was a long silence between us two.
"What... what do you think will happen to me?" I asked while looking at the creek. I felt him turn to me.
"I am… I am the final Karma that Pavel has been waiting for." I said while still looking at the creek. "Only when I saw my past did I understand the pain Pavel feels every time I die in front of him." my story
He remained silent.
"I saw how he would look for me and how he would blame himself every time I died," I said then wiped the tears that fell from my eyes. I can't let the old man see me cry now.
"A few minutes before the new year, he writes my name on his palm so that when he opens his eyes, he will still remember me." I said then swallowed.
"Now Pavel remembers everything.. Alada brought back his memories from the first Ksara to the last Ksara he was with before me, I feel in his body the sadness and fatigue, the pain and sorrow, I want ... I want to get that out of his body." I said.
"Don't lose hope Ksara." Gabriel said so I turned to him, he smiled at me then looked at the stream.
"The true love from a person's heart will not disappear, he will recognize who you are even if you are in another body," he said, I kept looking at him.
"You're the last Karma aren't you?" He asked then looked at me.
"Make him feel your love while you're still here, while you're still in Siir's body, while your spirit is still alive. Don't give up until he recognizes you as Karma in Siir's body." He says. He smiled at me and then looked ahead again.
"Don't tell him that you are Karma, let him discover it as he found you." He says. I looked ahead and took a deep breath.
"I only have a little time left." I said I smiled bitterly, Gabriel was right, even though I was in another body I had to make Pavel feel that I loved him until he realized that I was Karma.
"I have a request for you, old man." I said looking at him who looked at me. I smiled at him and then took a deep breath.
I have no time to waste before everything is caught up for us.