I took a deep breath before continuing to walk closer to Pavel who turned his back on me and faced my slumped human body, with elegant flowers and fresh flowers on its side, the name Karma written on the left side. The room where Pavel chose to bury my human body was quiet, he was the only one there.
"Pavel," I called, but he didn't turn to me, I came next to him and looked at my body.
Already wearing a white elegant dress and a flower crown on the head, I turned to Pavel who was just looking at my human body.
"What are you doing here?" He asked while looking at my human body, I didn't answer instead I wiped the tears from his eyes, he was stunned by what I did and turned to me, I just smiled softly then returned my gaze to my body person.
"I'm sorry for what happened to her," I said, he remained silent and I could still feel his gaze on me.
"It's not good if you neglect yourself," I said, I could still feel him staring at me.
"I'm sure Ksara will be sad if you act like that, she doesn't want to see you sad because of her," I said then looked at him, my heart beat faster when our eyes met.
"How can you say that she doesn't want to see me sad, are you that close to each other?" He asked so I stopped. "The last time I remember you two never talked." He added while looking at me seriously. I looked away and then took a deep breath.
"That's common sense," I said looking at him seriously.
"We women, we don't want to see our loved ones sad, we don't want to be the reason they are sad," I said.
He nodded then looked away, looked at my human body again then took a deep breath.
"You don't understand.... you're not in my position, you don't know the pain." He said, I bent my palm because of what he said, I was about to speak to say that I know how he feels, but I chose to remain silent, I don't want the trouble to grow, I don't want to talk to him.
"Well..." That's all I said, there was a long silence between us, I was wondering what else I could say to him, I didn't know how to make him happy with simple things.
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"Oi Yuniko! come here quickly!" The prince called me when he saw me, the smile never disappeared from his lips as he looked at the plants, I approached him and looked at the plants.
There is nothing unusual about this to make a creature happy, I looked at the prince. This man's happiness is superficial.
"Look at it quickly, it's about to bloom." He said while looking at a flower. What do I do if it blooms? If I can't control myself, I will crush that plant until the root is knotted.
"My plants are beautiful." He said and looked at the plants planted around.
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For some unknown reason, I suddenly remembered Pavel's plants, I smiled then looked at Pavel.
"Have you watered your plants?" I asked him, I remember that every morning I see him watering his plants and talking to them as if they were human.
He suddenly stopped and turned to me, I saw his wrinkled face while looking at me, I suddenly stopped when I realized my question, why did I ask that thing?
Every morning before we went out to Winsoul to look for Gabriel, I always asked if he had watered his plants.
"How did you know I had plants?" Pavel asked looking at me. I looked into his eyes for a moment then smiled.
"The queen told me that you have plants and you always water them every morning, then talk like a human being." I saw Pavel's tears forming so I was alarmed.
"W-why.. did I say something bad?" I asked when I saw his tears fall.
"Only Ksara knows about my plants." He said so I stopped and swallowed.
"My parents don't know about my plants because they are in a hidden place.... so how could my mother tell you about something she knows nothing about?" He asked as tears fell from his eyes.
At this time, I didn't know what to say so I turned my back on him and swallowed.
"I have somewhere to go, goodbye," I said as I was about to walk away from him when he held my left hand causing my heart to beat faster and see some things that happened in my past life. Already I cried because as usual, when our skins touch I see things that happened in the past.
"Karma.." He mentioned my real name, I stayed with my back to him while he held my hand.
"Only Karma knows about that." My heart seemed to be broken, he didn't say if he also saw images now that he was holding my hand. Does that mean he didn't see anything then, I laughed and then faced him with a fake smile, I took my hand from when he was holding it.
"Maybe it's just a coincidence that I know that stuff too," I said, seeing his eyes with a strange meaning, I bowed to him.
"I have somewhere else to go, Your Highness," I said turning away from him.
My tears immediately began to flow as I walked out of the room where we were now, when I was about to open the door of the room, it opened on its own and spat out Abiah with swollen eyes who entered the room, passing I heard her whisper my name while looking at my body.
"K-Ksara...."She called my name sadly when she reached Pavel's direction, I followed Abiah and saw how she hugged my human body while crying, from where I was standing I felt I felt the sadness flowing through her body.
"K-Ksara... wake up... get up... we have... something to do." She said crying while hugging my body, I looked away and then turned back again, I was about to walk when Abiah spoke again.
"Y-You said that if you disappear we will all forget you and the curse will return... why... why do we still remember you now that you are dead?" She said she was crying, causing my jaw to cry.
"I-I don't believe you're dead..... so wake up." Said this, my tears immediately began to flow, I stepped out of the room again when I met Bael who also had swollen eyes, and entered the room where I was coming out, he ignored me, instead, he went in the direction where my human body is located.
"Ksara.." Bael called my name sadly, I bowed my palm because of the sadness I felt flowing through their bodies.
I never expected them to feel this way when I was gone.