A few days have passed since my body was buried, since then I have not seen Pavel come out of his room, and I have not seen the holy woman and Bael wandering around the palace like when we first set foot here together.
A lot has changed, the palace seems to have become a ghost town because it's so quiet, the former queen and former king took a vacation out of town since my body was buried.
I'm worried about Pavel, he hasn't eaten for days and his work as king has been piled up for days. He is neglecting the kingdom, he is neglecting himself, he is forgetting that he is a king now.
I took a deep breath then looked at Cynrad sitting in front of me, he was eating the food he brought for us.
"Have you talked to him?" I asked, Cynrad looked at me then shook her head, she put down the food she was holding then wiped her lips.
"Grandfather Gabriel, he is the one who often goes to Pavel's room, he is also the one I think Pavel talks to." He said, I nodded then looked at the window of my room.
"You, when are you going to visit Pavel?" He asked me so I looked at him.
"Why don't you want to go to Pavel's room?" He added, I don't know what to answer, I remembered again the words that Pavel gave me after my body was buried.
"Siir." Pavel called the name of the body I am using now, I looked into his eyes without emotion, all the guests had left, the rain had stopped, Pavel and I were the only ones left here in place where my human body was buried.
"Stay away from me first." He said something that surprised me, I don't know why he said that, I was hurt because he suddenly said it before, I don't know how I should react at this time.
"Stay away from me first because..." He stopped then looked away. "Because I only remember Ksara from you." he said cause me to be weak.
I want to say that it's me, Ksara, I didn't leave him that I was only by his side but I don't have the strength because what I want.... what I want is for him to discover that I am Ksara, that I am in the body of other people, that I didn't leave him like he said earlier.
"I want to forget about Ksara first before proceeding with our marriage." He said, I didn't answer.
"When I'm fine... then we can proceed with the wedding." He said, I nodded. "But don't expect me to love you Siir." He said, I kept looking at him, he was staring at the tombstone of my human body.
"Because from then until now Karma is still what I want." He said, I don't know if I'll be happy with what he said or sad because I'm just next to him, that he doesn't know that I'm here in front of him now.
"Next." I said, he looked at me, there was a moment of silence between us until he spoke.
"I only married you because that's what my parents wanted for the kingdom." He says.
"Next." I added.
"Our rooms are still separate even though we are married." He says.
"Next." I said.
"You will only act as my wife when my parents are in front of us."
"Next." My tears formed for some unknown reason.
"Leave me alone." He said.
"Next." I turned back, my tears started falling at the same time as I turned back.
"I just do not like." I answered Cynrad's question, I looked away when I saw her staring at me, she took a deep breath and stood up.
"Let's go." He said that's why I looked at him.
"Where are we going?" I asked,
"Just come on." He said and pulled me upright, I turned to him because if I resisted I might just hurt him.
I took my hand back from him then walked smoothly with him, we turned to the left side of the palace, we were both silent, I didn't know where he was going to take me until we stopped in a room, I looked at him smiling .
"Come in." He said, I frowned.
"Why?" I will ask.
"Just come in." He said I was poor.
"I don't want to, first tell who it is--"I didn't finish what I was going to say when the door suddenly opened and Tanda spat, I was surprised while looking at him, Tanda smiled sadly then went out the door.
"Is this your room?" I asked Tanda. "When did you change rooms?' I asked, he didn't answer me instead he pointed to the open door of the room.
"Go inside." He said that made me frown.
"Huh?" I will ask.
"Come in." Tanda said. I made him suffer.
"Why did I see you--"I didn't finish what I was going to say when Cynrad grabbed both of my arms and forced me into the room in front of us, my blood immediately boiled because of what was done them, I was about to leave the room when they closed the door causing me to lose my mind.
The surroundings are dark, the windows and lights inside the room are closed.
"It's only old, you'll hate me when I get out of here." I threatened then looked around.
"What am I going to do in this room?' I asked irritated then looked for the light switch, when I found the light switch I immediately turned on the light then my eyes were blinded.
"It's a special light." I whispered then opened my eyes, I looked around, this room was surrounded by beautiful decorations, the items were obviously made of precious materials and gold.
"What's the--"I stopped when my eyes landed on a bed, where I saw a creature lying there, I slowly approached that bed then removed the blocking fabric. My heart beat faster when I saw Pavel sleeping soundly.
I swallowed while looking at him, he obviously hasn't shaved yet because of his mustache which is quite long, I smiled while looking at him, I finally saw him again after a few days passed.
I slowly approached him then sat next to him, I silently watched the man I loved until my eyes landed on his lips, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Resist the temptation Ksara." I whispered to myself then looked at Pavel again, I took a deep breath then came closer to his face to kiss his forehead when suddenly he moved and held my hand causing me to lie on his chest.
I swallowed as my eyes widened while lying on his chest, he hugged me causing my heart to beat faster.
'Calm down Ksara.'
"Karma.." He mentioned my real name, I slowly peeked at Pavel and saw that he still had his eyes closed.
"Karma... I love you so much." He said while closing his eyes, I smiled then lay on his chest again.
"I love you too Pavel."