Eros
As a former angel I really had a hard time adjusting to the life as a human. I really have a difficult experienced being a human, there's a lot unexpected happenings. In the two years I have been looking for her, it has been very difficult. I don't know where to look for her. I lost my memory of where she lived. I only remember her face and posture, and her smiles. But the rest is blank. I didn't even remember her name.
I was a tramp on the road for a year, when a rich old man came to my aid. He helped me with everything. He was a billionaire but he was alone in his life. Surprising isn't it? He already has everything but he is alone and has no family. To my great surprise I could not help but ask him why. How is he able to run his business without even having anyone involved in promoting his businesses especially now that he is already old. What he should be is resting and not working. But here and the opposite is happening.
Until I found out why. What was the reason for his loneliness. And that was all because his only woman he loved had passed away 10 years ago. And what even more surprising was when he said that he was an angel before that cast out from heaven and like me stripped of his wings as a punishment for being in love with a human.
Like me, he also struggled when he first stepped into the world of humans. He also became a vagabond and was once again beaten by a few people hanging around the corner he was passing. He had a harder time than I had because he had not eaten for several days and was so hungry that he fainted in the middle of the road. He said it was a good thing because a woman helped him so that he could be taken to an orphanage and given temporary accommodation.
He was fed and dressed by the nuns there. He remained in the orphanage for several years. He studied until he graduated, and it was only then that he found the woman he had long hoped to see. The woman who caused everything that happened to him.
He didn't expect the woman his heart cherished to love him either, but not everything was in line with what we wanted. The woman became very ill. She is said to have liver cancer and the poison has spread throughout her body causing her early death.
Because of his intense love for that human, he decided not to love others again and let himself grow old alone. He never trust anyone in this world. He never gain friends because we all angels know what kind of behavior humans have. That even the kindest person can betray, and hurt you. If you look at him he looks very terror even if he's already old because of his brave face and posture. But despite his brave face and posture was a weak and aching heart. A longing ex-angel to his beloved human who already passed away.
I now look at the woman in my bed and who is fast asleep with exhaustion because of the thought of what she has learned about my true identity. I know it's not easy for her to process all those facts but I also know she's trying to make sense of it. Ynnah is a smart person. We wouldn't end up like this if I knew not to. She's very observant and somehow straight forward, and I love her for being like that.
She is not hard to love. Because apart from her being a very kind and sweet daughter to his parents and his older brother, you will also know that she is being real. She is not fake like other people. Her behavior was very different from other women I met. So, no - no one can get my interest except her.
She's an exception.
All my memories of her came back when our paths crossed at an unexpected time.
There, in the mall where her ex is having a scandal because he wants to get back together with her. I did saw and noticed how much she had changed. Except that she became more beautiful, attractive and matured, she seems to be more courageous and resilient than before.
You have nothing to blame when it comes to her outward appearance, but in her inner self something has changed.
She's not that sweet anymore. The kindness of her heart is still there, but her attitude became worst. I don't know why it happened but I guess, that's what they called people change.
But despite that, my feelings for her did not change. It deepened even more, until I no longer knew how to get rid of this love of mine for her. And now we face intense trials because my twin has now indeed escaped from the blazing fires of hell and is already taking his steps to avenge me through the compassion of the mortal we both loved.
I don't know what steps he can take but I know that Ynnah is already involved because she is the only way for him to successfully execute his plans. He wanted to kill her as compensation for all I had sinned against him, my apostasy, betrayal and deviation from our supposed destiny. It is to be the Guardian angel while living inseparably. The promise I broke just because of a forbidden love.
And now I am preparing myself for what may happen in the coming day of our meeting and reckoning. Miguel, the old man who helped me who was also an angel who had been rejected by heaven like me, also knew what was happening in here today. He said he would help us eliminate my brother's evil plan which was now swallowed up by hatred, anger and darkness. Calisse, Xander and Liza I know are his accomplices. That's why I want her to avoid them as much as possible. Because I know that what they are carrying is just a disaster for her.