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After talking to Dewa on the phone, Viona felt a little relieved. Because indirectly the guy said that Hilda is still Rudi's girlfriend. 
Viona's face was cheerful again in the morning when she went to school with a sweet smile always etched on her face. 
"It seems very different from yesterday, yesterday she kept walking with her head down, her face was gloomy." Gita commented when she saw Viona's face looked very bright. 
Then the story flowed from Viona's mouth about her calling Dewa with Alya yesterday. 
"Alya said that?" Gita asked doubtfully which was answered with a nod from Viona. 
"Well, I hope she really said that sincerely." Gita added again.
Arriving at school, Viona was immediately greeted by Mega in front of the class. 
"Viona... Dewa is already a couple with Hilda." She said it smoothly without any guilt, making Viona's expression immediately change. Not only Viona heard that but Mimi was there too. 
"There's no way he's lying, there's no way Dewa would turn away that quickly, poor thing, his face is immediately sad." Said Mimi who immediately walked towards Viona. 
"Yes... That's right, they've already gone out together." Mega added again, for some reason her honesty made Viona's chest hurt even more. The girl swallowed hard, calming her heart that was beating irregularly. Her chest suddenly felt sore, her tears were racing to fall but she held them back as much as possible so that no one would know how devastated she was right now. 
"If Dewa is a couple, he usually immediately asks her out." Alya added who had suddenly joined there, making Viona's head feel even heavier. Furthermore, she no longer focused on listening to her friends' conversation about Dewa and Hilda. She was more busy calming her heart. So that no tears would fall. 
Teeeeet.... 
Teeet..... 
Teeett..... 
The bell rang, saving Viona from her friends' conversation who were still enthusiastically discussing Dewa and Hilda. 
Viona immediately entered the classroom and sat on her chair. A few moments later, Ronal, Andrew and Alya also began to sit on their respective chairs. 
"Ronal... Is Dewa really going out with Hilda?" Alya asked, starting the conversation while the teacher was still busy collecting book debts in front of the class.
"I don't know either, he hasn't told me. But I don't think so," Ronal replied briefly. 
"According to the gossip, they've been on a date together?" Alya added again, looking unsatisfied with Ronal's answer. 
"What about Dewa? Does he like Hilda?" Viona, who was also at the peak of her curiosity, finally spoke up, accompanied by a nod from Alya. 
"Is that right, Dewa likes Hilda? Please ask him later," Alya continued, which was answered with a nod from Ronal. But the guy's eyes couldn't leave Viona, no matter how hard he tried, the change in his expression couldn't lie. 
Time passed quickly, the break bell finally rang. All the students simultaneously got up from their chairs and walked out of the classroom. While Viona chose to sit in class and finish her lunch alone. Her memories drifted to the times when Dewa accompanied her to eat in class. Where she and Dewa exchanged food, and without hesitation Dewa also took over Viona's lunch until it was finished. 
Viona took a deep breath and then let it out slowly. Her tears could no longer be held back. Viona immediately took out a novel from her bag, a sad novel that for now could really help her disguise her feelings. 
Viona opened the first page of the novel. A clear drop immediately wet her cheek. The tears that she had been trying to hold back were slowly let out. Viona cried silently but not for long. Because the class was noisy again after several students returned from the canteen.
The girl took a wet towel from her bag then cleaned her face which had been wet with tears. 
"Vio... I've asked Dewa..." Said Ronal who was suddenly in front of Viona. 
"Oh yeah? Then what?" Viona forced a smile on her face. Her self-esteem was still too high to look sad just because of a guy. 
"Yes, Dewa likes Hilda." The last sentence said by Ronal was able to make her immediately sit down weakly with teary eyes. "They haven't become a couple but Dewa does like Hilda." Ronal added again. 
Ronal looked pitifully at the girl in front of him, he could clearly read the change in Viona's expression. Unable to look at the scene for long, Ronal finally chose to go back out of the classroom to join his other friends. 
Viona closed her eyes for a moment. She hoped the bell would ring soon, she needed a place to be alone right now. 
***** 
Viona looked at Dewa's photo on her cellphone. A photo of the guy who had been decorating her days and filling her heart for the past few months.
After a long time Dewa tried to enter and knock on the door of Viona's heart. Until the time the girl was ready to open her heart and accept Dewa, it turned out that it was too late. Dewa had turned to someone else. 
"Why so soon Dewa? Even though we just talked yesterday... It's too late for me to realize this vibration." Viona muttered softly. 
The girl then played Melly's song entitled Risau from her playlist followed by Audy's song entitled Pergi Cinta. For some reason, when upset because of heartbreak, someone will tend to listen to songs that make their mood even more chaotic. 
Risau (Melly G)
Hingga malam semakin larut
Aku masih tak penat juga
Menegur jalan yang kita tempuh
Sekedar menelisik rasa gelisah
Walau diri berhias senyum
Namun hati tak pernah tentram
Dan sering datang p'rasaan lain
Tentang kejujuranmu kepadaku
Setinggi apa kita mampu mendaki
Rasa cinta kasih dan kesungguhan
Namun bila hati jadi terpisah
Beri kepastian agar kulebur semua
Kuakui kesalahanku
Selalu ingin memiliki
Dan engkau pun tak pernah terbuka
Untuk menghalang segala prasangka, hoo-oo-wo-woh
Setinggi apa kita mampu mendaki
Rasa cinta kasih dan kesungguhan
Namun bila hati jadi terpisah
Beri kepastian agar kulebur semua
Setinggi apa kita mampu mendaki
Rasa cinta kasih dan kesungguhan
Namun bila hati jadi terpisah
Beri kepastian agar kulebur semua
Pergi Cinta (Audy) 
Terlambatku menyusuri jalan ini
Tersesat di saat kau menjauh
Terlambatku mengartikan cintamu
Kusadari setelah kau pergi
Berat hati menerima kehilanganmu
Tegarkan aku saat kau memilih dirinya
Pergi cinta lupakanlah aku cinta
Ku relakan akan dia ada dipelukmu
Pergi cinta hapus bayanganku cinta
Bahagiakan dia cinta
Sampai akhir waktu
Engkau bersamanya
Terlambatku memenangkan hatimu
Setelah kau menyerah padaku
Ku tak tau sampai kini kau berlalu
Tersadari dirimu selalu di hatiku
Berat hati menerima kekalahanku
Tegarkan aku kini kau menjadi miliknya
Pergi cinta lupakanlah aku cinta (pergilah cinta lupakan aku cinta)
Ku relakan akan dia ada dipelukmu
Pergi cinta hapus bayanganku cinta (pergilah cinta)
Bahagiakan dia cinta
Sampai akhir waktu
Engkau bersamanya. 
The two songs successfully made Viona cry until she was wet. Now there are only regrets and tears left from everything.

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