Until the night was getting late, Viona's eyes couldn't close, she was busy thinking about everything that Alya and Mega said. Plus Dewa's attitude seemed very different from before. If previously Dewa never missed bothering her, now it's been more than twenty-four hours since Dewa contacted her. If usually the guy would always hang around in front of her class just to see Viona all day yesterday, it was the opposite, even though he passed by, Dewa only glanced at her briefly. 
"Is Alya right, that I'm too hard to get, that's why Dewa got tired and chose to leave?" She said monologue in her heart. Imagining the various forms of rejection that Viona gave Dewa, including yesterday when Dewa asked her to come to Dicky's house, which Viona reluctantly had to reject. 
"Dewa... If only you knew, I also really wanted to go to Dicky's house with you. I also want us to be closer and I also want to spend more time with you. But the timing was not right yesterday." She muttered softly, a drop of water falling from her eyelid. She looked at Dewa's photo on her cellphone, the girl did not dare to imagine what would happen if Dewa really left. Should the flowers in her heart be forced to break and wither when they were blooming for the first time? 
"After the music competition that I will participate in this weekend is over, I will say everything, I will express my heart. Hopefully I'm not too late for that." She said softly then fell asleep with her cellphone still in her grasp.
When morning came, Viona's face looked very messy. The lack of sleep plus the swollen eyes typical of someone who had cried too long were clearly visible on her face. The girl was forced to compress her eyes first to reduce the swelling. 
"So you want to talk to Dewa?" Gita asked again to confirm what she had heard yesterday. If Viona wanted to come forward to ask Dewa for certainty first. 
"So, but maybe Saturday or Sunday I can talk to him and even then the bravest is by phone." Viona said weakly. 
"Why do we have to wait for Saturday? Why not now? Saturday is still two days away, isn't it too long?" Gita glanced at Viona with a furrowed brow, throughout the journey Viona only looked down not as cheerful as usual. 
"It's Thursday now, I still have to focus on practicing for the event that will take place next Saturday night. If Dewa still has the same feelings, what if he doesn't? I'm afraid of the worst possibility, if later I'm the only one who wants to go to Dewa while he doesn't, I'm afraid it will affect my focus on the event later so I should talk to him after the event is over."
"If you really feel threatened, wouldn't it be better to speak up now? No matter how painful it is, at least you're relieved to know how Dewa feels now." Gita's advice for Viona to no longer delay contacting Dewa, Gita felt sad seeing Viona's condition this morning. Having just heard that Dewa looked close to Hilda, her best friend had started to lose her cheerfulness, her eyes were already swollen, the light in her eyes was getting dimmer. What if Dewa really ended up dating another girl, who knows what would happen to Viona after that. 
When they arrived at school, an unusual sight began to appear. Dewa was sitting with his friends in front of Hilda's class and Rudi was also with them. 
Viona glanced briefly at Dewa who was also staring at her deeply, the girl tried her best to control herself. She really wanted to scream right now that she missed the figure who was now also staring at her. A longing that was getting more intense even though they met every day. 
"Dewa... What was he doing in front of Hilda's class?" She said in a monologue.
"Don't keep staring... I think everything is still fine... Rudi is there too, it seems like Rudi and Hilda haven't broken up yet." Gita said as if she understood what was on Viona's mind. 
Time flew so fast, the first to the last hour passed without her realizing it. Today Viona chose not to go home with Gita and her other friends. Because she had a sports schedule after school. 
"Viona... Let's call Dewa." Alya suddenly approached her when sports hour ended. 
"What are you doing?" Viona asked, looking confused when Alya asked her to call Dewa even though if she wanted, Alya could have called herself without having to ask her. 
"I need something from Dewa, maybe you also have something you want to ask Dewa, besides my credit is also dying, rather than dying because I run out of credit, I'd rather borrow your cellphone to make a call." Alya said indifferently, but a moment later Viona was seen taking out her cellphone.
Alya received the phone and immediately called Dewa, it seemed that the girl had memorized Dewa's number very well. For a moment they were engaged in a conversation that Viona did not understand. Then Alya gave the phone to Viona and whispered a question for Viona to ask Dewa. 
"Dewa... What did you do with Rudi yesterday?" Viona asked, according to the question Alya asked. 
"Yesterday? Nothing, Rudi just asked why Hilda has been angry with him lately. Besides, I wasn't the only one who was asked, Rudi asked a lot of questions yesterday." Dewa answered which made Viona breathe a sigh of relief because it meant that Hilda was still Rudi's girlfriend. 
"How is it? Are you not curious anymore?" Alya asked again after Viona hung up the phone call. 
"I know you better than Hilda, if you really have the same feelings as Dewa, fight for him before it's too late." Alya stared at her deskmate even though her heart was hurting right now, but she had no other choice because she was the one who chose to leave Dewa.