On Sunday morning, Viona was seen lazing around in her room. Her body still felt very tired from last night's event. The girl leaned her head against one side of the wall of her room, sitting in her favorite spot to watch the sunrise. 
Actually, there was nothing different about the sunrise, the color was almost the same every day. What seemed much different was Viona's mood and the way she looked at the sky. If usually the morning sunlight would make her more excited to live the day, it was different this time. The girl was seen sitting daydreaming with her hand holding her cellphone, the last message from Dewa had not been closed at all. After attaching a thumbs up to the message, there was no more reply from Dewa, either because he had not woken up or was reluctant to reply. 
Viona closed her eyes for a moment. Her cellphone now felt quiet without messages and calls from Dewa. Even though she used to be very annoyed if Dewa kept contacting her. But now the call was what she was really looking forward to. 
"Viona... Have breakfast first, then go back to sleep." Mrs. Puspa's voice interrupted her daydream about Dewa. The girl immediately stepped out of the room and sat at the dining table with her mother. 
"When is daddy coming home, mom?" Viona asked while eating with her mother while enjoying her favorite cartoon that was showing. 
"Dad is coming home today, maybe he'll just get home tonight." Mrs. Puspa replied, still focused on finishing her breakfast.
"Aren't you going to the studio today?" She added later when she saw that her daughter still looked very tired as if she hadn't slept enough and looked unenthusiastic. 
"Yes, I'll leave at nine. Today there is an announcement of the dancers chosen to fill the event for the cultural week later," she said with her eyes still focused on the TV. 
Mrs. Puspa herself was actually quite surprised by her daughter's behavior. At her age, which was already a teenager, she still really liked watching cartoons and collecting bobo magazines. Even though there were many Korean dramas or teen tabloids that she could read. 
After finishing her breakfast, Viona returned to her room. The feeling of tiredness was still so strong but she had to immediately get ready to carry out her agenda today. Keeping herself busy with a hobby would be much better than constantly thinking about and crying over the departure of a guy. "It would still be better if he died, but this is crying because he was happy." She said in a monologue trying to strengthen her heart again. 
*****
"Daydreaming all the time." A pat on her shoulder made Viona immediately turn her face to the source of the sound. 
"What are you thinking about? How is it? Have you gone out with that guy yet?" Sarah asked, who was now sitting next to Viona. However, the girl only shook her head weakly in response. 
"Why?" She added later. 
Viona took a deep breath and exhaled roughly before answering Sarah's question. "He's already going out with another girl." She said softly. 
"That fast?" Sarah looked at her with a frown and high curiosity. And was answered with a nod from Viona. 
"So what now? Do you regret it?" This time Viona nodded accompanied by her eyes that began to fill with tears. 
"I didn't know it would hurt this much. Even though the day before I got the news that he was dating that girl, I still called him, and everything seemed the same. Or maybe I was just too indifferent that I didn't realize that something was different," she said softly, Viona raised her head to hold back the tears that were ready to fall and flood her face.
Sarah embraced her best friend's body, this was the first experience for Viona. After several years of knowing Viona, this was the first time she saw Viona fall in love. So far, Viona seemed to always close her heart to men. But now, in her first experience, it actually broke Viona's heart in a short time. 
"Regret is actually useless, from your story I'm sure he only made that girl an escape, there's no way his heart could change direction in such a short time." Sarah said before her eyes finally caught that Bang Anto and Kak Devi had put up an announcement about the names of those who passed the selection to perform at the cultural week later. 
"Let's go there, the announcement is already on display." Sarah pulled Viona's hand to stand up and walk towards the announcement board. There were about twenty names selected there, but only eight names would fill in the peak dance and one of them had Viona's name written there. 
"Attention everyone, please gather first." Bang Anto's voice was heard, one of the trainers at the studio asking for everyone's attention.
"Have you seen the announcement displayed there?" Bang Anto was seen pointing one of his hands at the notice board. "It's not easy for us to decide who will participate in this activity. If we can make an offer, we want all of you to participate in this event. Currently, we are still trying to lobby the committee so that they can give 5-10 minutes of their time so that we can add one more dance so that all of our friends here can join. For the names that were eliminated, stay enthusiastic about practicing, never give up because there are still many more events that we can participate in. And for all the names that were chosen, I congratulate you, take care of your health and practice seriously. The studio itself has scheduled four times a week for practice and Monday is our first practice schedule. " Bang Anto said ending his announcement and dismissing the crowd that was listening to his announcement. 
"After this, go straight home?" Sarah asked when she saw Viona was ready to leave. 
"Not yet, there is still an English course after this." Sarah was seen nodding her head hearing Viona's answer. 
"Be careful on the road, if there is a handsome guy who approaches you, don't reject him, sometimes the cure for a broken heart is to fall in love again." Sarah said teasingly to Viona who now seemed to pout her lips when she heard her words. They finally parted and went to their respective destinations.
At the course, Viona met Agung again. A guy who, who knows when, had started to have feelings for her. Viona just nodded her head slightly as a form of greeting then immediately went into the classroom. She didn't want to make small talk, for now, staying away and being alone was the right step to avoid emotions that might not be controlled. 
While waiting for public transportation after returning from her English course, Viona accidentally saw Dewa and Hilda enter a cafe not far from her position. Viona blinked her eyes repeatedly to make sure what she saw, but it turned out that what she saw was still Dewa and Hilda there. 
Her chest felt tight again, her heart beating faster watching the scene. Seeing how Dewa held Hilda's hand when he entered the cafe and how Hilda looked at Dewa with love. The two of them looked very harmonious and the happy glow was clearly visible on both of their faces. Viona's memory drifted back to the times when she hoped that Dewa would suddenly appear at her course, and now that hope had come true, Dewa appeared but not to meet Viona but to date his new girlfriend. 
When she arrived home, Viona immediately went into her room to reflect on everything that had happened. Maybe the incident earlier was a warning for her not to hope for Dewa anymore because the guy was already happy with his new girlfriend. 
Beeep.... Beeep 
Viona glanced at her cellphone, there was an incoming message from an unknown number. 
"I know you're pretty, but don't act so pretty that you're busy seeking attention from guys. You're a wall-faced person!" 
Viona had a confused face when she read the message. She never felt like she was seeking attention from guys, but why did this number accuse her like this. 
"Who is this? Could it be Hilda?" She wondered.