I visit the cafe again, and I order the same drink I order the first.
But where he is? I guess he's shift is on night or maybe evening.
I visit on day, because I have many things to do and the one I know that Jihyun is doing he's plan, he wear our skirt of our school uniform and wear a wig, he want to become a girl?
"what a creepy" "why do I look more beautiful? "
I replied "I'm the most beautiful girl in this world" he grab me and said,
"Of course, your the only girl that I like" My heart stop beating.
Is this a dream? I wanna know, then I push him "pervert" he replied "I'm not pervert".
" Jihyun I will go to my Mom's cafe today night"
he replied " Can I go with you? "
I replied "sure, why not? "
It's already dark, then I go home I prepare myself to be beautiful.
" Let's go Jihyun " he replied "I'm coming". We are here at the cafe and choose two sit.
" Here's your menu Ma'am and Sir"
When I look at he's eyes my heart beating fast.
Is this a movie? A fantasy? A dream? Or a Novel that I've been reading become real?
"subishi" I replied "yes, Jihyun? " What's yours?
The waiter replied while looking at me "It's americano Ma'am? " the I replied "yes" and he left.
" Did you know him? or meet him? " I replied " of course, I'm always been here" after a minute.
" Jiho the coffee is here for table 4" "Yes! I'm coming" it's our table,
"Mr. Jiho right? " he replied " Yes I am"
I can't tell myself if I should be happy or sad that I finally know he's name.
I can't stop thinking of him, so then O decided to write a note on a small sticky notes
" Hi, Mr. Jiho this is me, I think I want to see you again and again"
but feel shy to write it down, and if he read this what's he's reaction? I think I'm funny.
Morning comes I go to cafe and leave a message for him.
When I go back to cafe at night, I see him talking with a girl
" Who's that girl? " He hug the girl and it breaks my heart, I rush home and never turn back.
I share it to my friends what happen,
"What? " "Who's that crazy woman? "
I replied to them " I don't even know"
Kyuro replied " Maybe he has a girlfriend already "
I replied " I guess so"
Hujin replied "Maybe you should ask him, just wanna make sure"
I replied " I don't know if I could do that? "
Hujin replied " I have a plan"
" First, let's go to the cafe every night and investigate of who is the girl is? "
I replied " nah! it's kinda weird " Hujin replied " Do you want or not? " I replied " never mind ".
I got home and I see Jihyun sneaking something in my room
" hey! I got you" " ahh... "
" What are you doing here? " he replied
" nothing " And I see Jihyun holding make up kit.
" What is that Jihyun? "
he replied " huh? " I replied " I see it Jihyun, why are you holding a make up kit? "(in my mind) Is he a gay? No way.
He replied " this is for my friend " I ask " who? " he replied " She is in my room" We go to hes room and I found the girl crying
" Hi, Are you okay? "
Jihyun replied " She is heartbroken, she's my friend here"
I replied " When did you meet? "
He replied " we meet at the mall last week, I see her with her boyfriend they are fighting " I ask " why?"
he replied " It's a long story " , then I am actually jealous even though there's nothing between me and Jihyun.
I help Jihyun to fix everything, then have a dinner with her friend.
Morning, while I'm walking to the garden I see Jihyun with a girl, I think there were both happy because I see Jiho's face he's big smile staring to the girl.
I was so sad to see that my crush is with other woman.
I just want to try to call him but I guess I'm disturbing them, I go back at home and close my door.
I ask myself, I don't understand I love two boys, Jihyun and Jiho I don't know how to choose who should I support.
I love them both, I get jealous to both of them even I wasn't their girl. I'm so sad, I just listen to music and feel free to relax.
We have school party and even boys can join in our school or outsider people.
So I invite Jihyun to come, I want to invite Jiho too, but I think it's kinda weird, because we are not close to each other.
I am choosing a dress in my closet and Jihyun was trying to be a judge to choose my dress.
" Try that one subishi"
I replied " this one? "
then I tried " it's ugly subishi, try another one.
" So ugly, change it" I replied " stop being so annoying ".
Finally we already
choose the best dress, he prepare he's own too.
That day was so tired, and I'm searching for my necklace I didn't see it anywhere, but I give it to someone.
The party was starting that day February 12th for upcoming Valentine's.
I was waiting for Jihyun and my mom come.
" What are you waiting for darling"
I replied " I'm waiting for Jihyun Mom"
mom replied " Don't drink any beverage today"
I replied " Mom, should I drink juice then? "
mom replied " sure,but not too much"
I replied " thanks mom for caring me always " , I didn't mind those happen, that I see mom with Jihyun Dad.
"Jihyun this is our school"
he replied " so nice, a good school for you"
I replied " I don't think so"
My friends coming to me " su-shi "
I replied " yes"
Hujin "Who's that boy? "
Kyu to replied " your boyfriend? "
I replied " Nah nope he wasn't my boyfriend "
Jihyun replied " But I'm your man today "
I replied " it's your dream"
then we laughed, the party started and everyone was so happy to be there, a lot of people coming in only visitors.
I didn't do anything but to make myself happy first, but something was happen.
We've heard a noise of a fight then we go outside and I see both of them is shouting, I thought they were fighting but they are drunk.
I don't know what to do so I ask Jihyun if he could ride them home, he replied of course it's your friends.
While we are in the car, we are talking about our life, while Hujin and Kyuro are sleeping.
" Do you think that our future will be beautiful? "
he replied " of course, if you just do that I'm good "
I replied " how about my mom? "
he replied " what's on your mom? "
I replied " because I see mom and your dad"
he replied " what do you mean? "
I replied " I see two of them like couple so sweet"
he replied " what? "
I replied " Yeah, I see it "
he replied " I should tell mom about this "
I replied " oh no! this will be a fight " .
After that night I was trying to write down a diary and suddenly mom knock
" Su-shi, you need to drink your milk"
I replied "Mom, I'm not baby anymore"
mom replied " this is for your health "
I replied " okay I'm coming down now"
I see Jihyun downstairs drinking milk too " what the are you a son? " he replied
" oh, why are you angry "
I replied " are you trying to be a part of us? "
he replied " I didn't mean that"
Mom replied " sure -shi, don't be like that to Jihyun "
I replied " Mom are trying to say that he will become my brother, what a creep"
Mom replied " Honey, we should love everyone here, he can be also my son"
Jihyun trying to annoyed me " Just be you and... smh nothing "
I go upstairs and shut the door (I don't want Jihyun to be my brother and he wasn't part of us, he is just my friend and I like him, I don't want to make our promise broke just because of it) .