su-shi.. (waving) my friends are calling me for lunch,
I am su-shi the lazy student of Women's University, because I am rich I can use money to pay for my grades hahaha
hey.. are you okay? (my friend said) nah I'm always okay, can I have that? you always get everything! (Hujin - the very close friend of mine).
Hujin please I pay you tomorrow, deal? (okay deal..) Kyuro (the no problem women)
Let's go to your cafe su-shi after school deal?;sure but it's my first time to go my mom's cafe.
(both staring) what? your first time? well us too haha, hujin said.
You made me feel nervous stop being to silly.. haha
We go to my mom's cafe, that's was my first time because mom doesn't want me to go there, I don't know why? .
Kyuro said: Su-shi what type of coffee do you want? hmmm I like Americano!
I replied. I wasn't actually looking them but I'm looking to the waiter, he's eyes are beautiful and he's height is my weakness and he's hair are so beautiful and he's lips are good.
Hujin; hey su-shi what are you looking? hmm, oh! nothing, just that guy. He looks perfect, shut your mouth su-shi! I'm the first one who meet that guy,
kyuro said;. really? why? me and hujin ask,
she said that time she doesn't bring umbrella and she was at the library at the exact time, when she go outside, she was standing alone and waiting the rain stop, but the guy was looking at her while waiting the bus, then the guy walk over to her and ask, aren't you bringing umbrella?
she replied yes! , and the guy give the umbrella to her and said, here use my umbrella* because books are important for your study.
Hujin; then? it's that's it? or you just made that story? huh? shh..
then I laughed, are you sure Kyuro? I ask, she said yes I was not making fantasy.
I'm telling the truth, then I ask, how can you prove it? she call the guy and ask.
Did you remember me the girl standing in the library, the one you are giving an umbrella? The guy replied, ah! yeah! it's you haha.
My world is about to faint when he's voice was so cute and even he laugh, my body cannot move because he was standing next to me, then Kyuro said,
"my friend want to ask your number",
then I replied, oh! no! I didn't say that Kyuro why your so ......... (he whisper) what's your menu?
I replied, ah amh a-a-americano? Both of my friends laugh* su-shi are you okay? haha
Foot step* finally we will go home now, hujin ask, what happen to you?
are you in love su-shi? eh eh,
Kyuro said finally our su-shi was in love for the first time a haha, what? I said just this is not the first time.
Kyuro replied oh! I forgot Juhyun Kim was your first crush, so until now he is still the one?
I replied, "I don't know I didn't seen him, the last time I saw him when we are young when we left, to go America".
Hujin replied, do you still want to meet him again? I replied, i do like it but how should be possible? haha, we both laugh.
I was thinking of that guy always, when I eat, I take a bath, when I study, my mom was asking me what happen to me.
I just replied "I'm just thinking something", but my mom said just share it to me, let's fix it or maybe you just need a rest?
I replied, "Mom I'm okay, just something came up in my mind haha, goodnight Mom".
Another morning was exciting, because mom will bring me to her company and "its cafe!".
I gonna finally really can ask to that guy for this time, I was preparing everything nice and a little gift for that guy, because I am like this kind of crazy woman.
I ask my Mom if my brother will come with us.
My Mom replied;" no! , your brother can't go, he has a lot of work to do, your brother is busy".
Then I am happy because no one will look for me like a bodyguard, because my brother always telling me not to meet a guy when I'm not already finish my studies and graduate, huh so boring.
"We are already here! ",
my mom said. "Wow I love this place so nice", mom! .
I pretend that I never been here before, a lot of staff welcoming us, but I was looking for him. I can't see where he is, then finally I see him in the kitchen, preparing food for everyone.
I just wanna step inside when my mom grab me, and said;
"my darling don't go anywhere, just stay beside me".
I replied; "Mom I need space too".
The party was starting and I still trying my best to catch he's attention, but I always fail because of the other staffs.
I go upstairs and to refresh my mind, when suddenly I heard he's voice.
"What are you doing here Miss?" he said.
Then I replied, just nothing! but can I.... (smash) the bodyguard are there for me, and then they finally see me, they grab me down but I'm trying to escape but I can't.
My mom introduce me to the public and she tell some annoying things about me.
That day was a bad day, and I hate the most, I cannot forget it.
My Mom was the worst it doesn't given me a chance that I could ask the guy, I said to my friends.
Hujin replied, let's try again! , let's go to cafe today! .
I replied, no! we won't ever go there if I cannot solve this problem,
" wait what? " I fix myself and slap myself, " is this a dream, I think this is a dream please go away, I'm tired, I don't want to over think of this fk dreams"
I become so mentally ill, I didn't eat and even look like I'm idiot mom is worried about me, of why I am being so lazy and slapping my own face.
I'm begging to mom, to take me to hospital to see what's happening, my doctor give me medicine to drink.
I didn't go to school and I am always going to the shore, a one time, I was walking in the street and I see myself, in the crushed car, I walk onto him and look if it was me, then I see myself down there and begging for my help, I run away and ask mom about me,
" mom I see myself in the car that crushed down there, in the shore "
mom replied " honey, you remember it now? "
I replied " what did you mean, mom? "
Mom told me everything, that while dad is driving, because of my mom we got crushed into a big truck, and dad is already dead, and the truth is my dad is actually had a another family in Hawaii, all my dreams are my life memories.
I am actually, waking up in the hospital, I been in a coma for 4 years, it's so long, how can I take that to sleep? in that long?
while I am sleeping, my life stories are created in my dreams just to fix my own and to know who really I was,
" darling, your real name is Yona, I am your mom, I am so happy you already awaken, darling what happening, I thought you will leave me too, as your dad leave"
I see a scar in my mom's face, she also wounded in his face but dad got the worst that's why he died in a severe pain, after I recover I go to my dad's funeral and visit, giving a flowers for him.
" Dad, if I wish I could see you again, I'm sorry for giving you angry of my face when you are in my dream, dad I accept my sister, if I had in your another family, I wish I could see you again in my dreams"
I am so sad, and now I finally know that this things are part of my dreams and my name was really Yona, that's why my name is su-shi in my dream just because dad want to give that name to me, but mom named me Yona.
I am finally happy that this dream won't be able to cane back again, I get rest and continue my studies and become the highest score level of all students, I thought my dreams are real, but actually it's my advance future for me, I use to read novels and fantasies reading comics are my life fun, because I want to give up this dreams.