I forgotten all everything as I read novels, everytime where I go I bring a book, the one of my favorite book that mom give, the lucid dreams. My birthday is coming, I was not excited because I am focusing on the books I look at in our library, I love reading now better than enjoying my life outside. When I sleep I imagine a lot of things besides a story that written in the book of Lucid dreams.
"Su-shi, let's go shopping, let's buy you dress for your birthday"
I replied " nah, I don't care mom, everything I wear is meant "
mom replied " it's your birthday, it should be pretty enough "
I replied " whatever, you'd better buy me a book"
Hujin was there downstairs, as I walk down I see a lot of people watching me, I see my mom waving me in the stage and as I was walking everyone talks about me ( this is her, she is so pretty) (she looks like a princess) (she's so stunning) When I look at in myself I am wearing a beautiful gown, and I see Jiho in front of the stage ( Music*) everyone gather, and me and Jiho was partner, I am wondering why? I laugh at myself. Jiho was going to kiss me ( I wanna be your man) as a distance I feel excited, to slow like a movie until,
" Su-shi, wake up it's time to change"
I replied " mom! why did you wake me up this early "(mad*)
" it's your birthday today, did you forget? "
I replied " really? omg I better get up" I go down stairs and preparing myself, as I walk I seen kyuro and Jiho sitting in the bench outside ( really? in the early of the morning?) What the? (shouting*) everyone stare at me, Mom, Jiho, Kyuro and Maids.
" what happen darling "mom said
I replied " nothing mom, I just surprised I have visitor early in this morning "
mom replied " of course I call them to help me prepare "
I replied " when have maids why should you bring another "(maids), I was done taking a bath I seen jiho alone outside, so I walk to him.
" what a good morning "
jiho replied " oh, miss su-shi good morning "
I replied " oh you we're here so early "
he replied " of course I am with kyuro"
I replied " oh a good body guard "
he replied " maybe like that" ( what's with that girl? stupid I hate so)
" well I gotta go inside ", I really hate this morning so bad. I see Kyuro going inside of the toilet room so I walk towards him, as I walk I seen Jiho walking toward toilet room looks like he was looking for Kyuro, so I turn back and go to my room. It's already 4pm in the evening so I prepare myself, I seen Jiho standing outside, I come over.
" Jiho why are you here? "
he replied " I am afraid of kyuro "
I replied " why you always care about kyuro ha? it makes me jealous I don't know "
he replied " it's not what you mean"
I replied " what do you mean? "
he replied " Kyuro has a cancer, so I am so very worried, I am taking care of her to you because what if you hit her she will faint, please su-shi don't bully kyuro and forgive her, please take care of her because one day I will go to America and no one can take care of her"
( bump* ) I broke down as I know what the reason " is she still okay? "
he replied " she has a cancer stage 3"
( wipe*) my tears goes down " I feel sorry for her"
he replied " you know the time you bully her, she didn't stop crying, I was so worried that's why I hate you that time, and she didn't eat, she was crying all the time, she was so noisy, I always go to her room to check her if she already asleep but she is just sitting and crying, I feel sad about her, please su-shi don't do that to her"
I replied " I will make her happy as I can, I'm sorry Jiho for not taking care of Kyuro"
he replied " you shouldn't be sorry " ( crying* ) Jiho hugged me " su-shi, your a good person I know you have a good heart that's why I like you when you do it" .
" su-shi ( shouting) " , " Jiho let's go, mom is calling "
he replied " ( wiping my tears* ) don't cry be happy it's your birthday "
we run inside and prepare, the party started and all are ready, after presentation I grab Kyuro outside
" Kyuro"
she replied " Yes su-shi , Happy birthday "
I replied " thank you, Kyuro I wanna tell something "
she replied " yes! what is it? "
I replied ( crying* ) I'm sorry ( hug*) please forgive me for what did I do to you, I didn't know you have cancer and your crying all day because of me, I'm sorry, I wanna give you a smile and comeback home with us hujin "
she replied " su-shi ( crying*) I forgive you, it's okay I understand you, yes su-shi I have a cancer"
I replied " Kyuro, don't leave me your the best and I miss you so much, I like you to be my friend again" she replied " of course I will, I miss you too su-shi I love you"
I replied " I love you so much Kyuro( hug*) " we go inside and everyone surprise.
Hujin " guys you wanna tell something? " I go up stage and bring Kyuro,
" everyone this is my best friend Kyuro, we love each other, but I hate her that time because of one person, but I forgive her and she forgive me. She cried all time because of me I was so sad when I know that, and the very sad moment I know she has a cancer stage 3, please Kyuro don't leave us, your the best person and a good person to us"
she replied " of course I will not, but I have no choice, don't worry I will be with you forever " everyone clap and cheers the drinks for happiness.
I was so happy that my life was begin with a new beginning with my friends and family. I visit Kyuro at Jiho's home, and we are eating and laughing.
" where is Jiho? "
Kyuro replied " he is at work"
I replied " I thought he's shift is night? "
she replied " he work at the market in the morning and work at the cafe in evening "
I replied " oh okay" , while we are eating I see her eyes with a big smile on her face " what's that with smile? "
she replied " nothing " so I didn't care. Our friendship go back and we are going to graduate, I was so afraid after graduation we will not see each other again, but we always remember our Anniversary so there's still a moment of meeting up.
" I was so excited because our graduation will come, after graduation what will you do guys? "
Hujin replied " I will go to America and study English "
Kyuro replied " I will travel as long as I can"
I replied " of course Kyuro that's your dream, I wanna come with you but I think I can't"
she replied " why? " I replied " because I need permission from my dad"
Hujin replied " well I didn't see your dad anyways"
Kyuro replied " yeah even in your birthday "
I replied " I don't know, mom said dad is so busy, so I will wait until when dad came home"
Hujin replied " we should have a picnic before work or going away right? "
I replied " yes! agree" we laugh together.
I was wondering too where is my dad, I seen dad just last year and now mom said he is in Hawaii and he is so busy in his work, but my mind thinks bad about it. What if dad died? and mom didn't tell me or dad has a new family in Hawaii, what about us? or dad abandoned us, I feel so sad about it, it feels like I have a broken family, I never want that dream.