My life was full of problems, but I still thinking of kyuro. I go on vacation just to take a forward, I go Jeju island with Jihyun and make a day good.
( look at that) we saw a starfish and Jihyun get it " ahhhh.... it's moving HAHAHA " I laughed
" look there is a crab over there" we spend our day and week at Jeju island
(ring*) I grab my phone and Hujin calling me " Hujin why are you calling? "
hujin replied " you need to come home we have an exams next week"
I replied " okay sure I will I miss you"
hujin replied back " I miss you too su-shi, take your time" I was preparing everything to go back home when
(bump*) " Jihyun " jihyun stares at me and wink " what's that on eyes" he run and i follow him, " why so dark, I didn't see anything " (grab*) "ahhhh" whispered " don't be so noisy " (click*) All light opens and I see a lot of people surrounding and Jihyun was up stage
" subishi, please come here, as I walk everyone staring at me " everyone let's celebrate to her incoming graduation, congratulations su-shi " everyone claps and congratulates me.
" Why didn't you tell me about this" he replied " it's a surprise my su-shi "
I replied " look at what I wear?" he replied "it's okay, your still look so beautiful"
After vacation I go back home and bring a lot of gifts for my friend hujin,
" thank you su-shi it's really a big pleasure to me, because my birthday is coming "
I replied " oh yeah I forgot haha, what gift you want? "
she replied " anything but BTS goods"
I replied "I always know what you want, since we meet you always says BTS goods damn. "
she replied " just support me su-shi please "
I replied " of course I am" we laugh together and go upstairs for bed time. It's Hujin birthday, so I decided to invite mom also but I was late , mom already know and pack her gifts for Hujin
"awwhh mom your so sweet"
mom replied " of course I do it for you and for your friends, I support my darling"
I replied " ohhh Thanks mom" We go together in Hujin's house, and I see Kyuro sitting to a table and there was Jiho with him" ,
" oh aunt, your here "
my mom replied " Oh, Kyuro darling your here too"
kyuro replied " Take a sit aunt" mom replied " sure" I walk away and go to Hujin's room, I see hujin taking her time to dress up,
" Hujin, Happy birthday "
she replied " oh, su-shi your already here, thank you"
I replied " did you invite Kyuro and Jiho too? "
she replied " of course she is still our friend but not close, and I invite also our classmates"
I replied " did you invite Jiho too? "
she replied " nope, I think she bring Jiho here "
I replied " he has a shift today in this time "
she replied " I don't know about that su-shi " I was so thinkable, when I go down stairs I see Mom, Jiho and Kyuro was happy talking to each other, and Jiho glance at me and glance to Kyuro back. It was such a bad mood always when I see Kyuro's face. The party starts and it has a game called no blink, I was so disappointed when Hujin choose me to fight with Jiho, I look at Hujin and horrified, so she decided to change as Jiho and Jihyun, I was cheering for Jihyun and Kyuro was cheering for Jiho.
The winner was Jiho, Kyuro looks so happy and Jiho
( what a bad day) " it's okay Jihyun, there's still more games " the second game was marble game, Jiho and Jihyun was still the enemies in every game.
The winner of the second game is Jiho, I still cheer for Jihyun, I was in such a bad mood to see this two lovers( wow, really huh?) The third game is squid game(I remember this game , when kyuro was still 10 and I dumped into the trashcans because I was so silly, the instructions is everyone should join and choose a partner, so I choose Kyuro.
Kyuro look so happy that I choose her but actually it's a versus, I glance her with a killer smile, the way I do when we are young.
She speak " it feels like go back to time su-shi "
I replied " your right it it's, but your the one will be dumped " as the game start I push her , and she fall to the pool everyone stares, she look at me and I stare at her with a killer smile.
Hujin speak " Su-shi,what did you do again?"
I replied " no, it was an accident hujin "
she replied " I see it su-shi"
I replied " so you are protecting kyuro too? why people so" I walk out*
" su-shi listen " My life was full of miserable, I take my bag and go home.
The next day, " su-shi, listen"
I replied to hujin " I was"
she replied " you ruined my day a little "
I replied " yeah I always "
she replied " su-shi I don't want to broke our friendship so I take her back and please forgive her"
I replied " fine, but I won't " I walk out *( I wouldn't never).
I was so depressed in my own mistakes, I blame myself for being like this person, i want to die today. I go out and drink a lot of beer, and Jiho saw me.
" Miss su-shi what are you doing here, you should go home now"
I replied " whats your problem huh? "
he replied " this is not good"
I replied " you don't care about me, so just leave me alone "
he call hujin and, they drive me home. The next day " what am I doing here"
hujin replied " your in my house, your drunk last night, but why? what's your problem? " I hug hujin tight and say sorry " it's okay su-shi, don't do it again okay? "
I replied " yes I would" we laugh.
While we are eating hujin was talking " Su-shi, Jiho saw you last night your drunk"
I replied " what? did he really? "
she replied " yeah, you even say bad to him while we are in the car, but he just laugh because he knows your drunk"
I replied " ahh... so annoying " she laugh " it's not my problem " After a week I see Jiho " Jiho"
he replied " hello miss su-shi, are you okay now? "
I replied " I'm sorry that time "
he replied " it's okay miss I understand you"
I replied " don't call me miss just call me su-shi "
he replied " yes sure su-shi "
I replied where are you going? "
he replied " I'm going to school to get kyuro"
( shouting*) "Jiho.. " , " oh your here already kyuro " kyuro ask " amh, hi su-shi, your here too"
Jiho replied " she saw me and just apologize what she do when she was drunk"
kyuro replied " ah, the one you say haha"
Jiho ask" we will leave now su-shi "
I replied " sure", I was so jealous when I see both of them look like couple, but maybe they are, if it's true I will drunk again.
I was thinking if he already fall in love with kyuro, I will be a sad person, he was the person makes my heart beat fast when I see him. I start reading novels as I addicted to it. All of my dreams with him was so realistic but I realize it was a dream,
" su-shi wake up it's time to take a shower, you will be late "
I replied " Mom, I'm so sleepy "
mom replied " get up, get up its time to go, don't be late, your wasting my money always "
I replied " how I must suppose to waste it? "
mom replied " by cutting class and leave class, also going vacation always absent, what was that huh? "
I replied " Mom, your such a sweet mom always, can you buy me books? "
mom replied " what book? "
I replied " amhhh, series of lucid dreams"
mom replied " No! I will buy you math book"
I replied " nah! that's so boring mom"
mom replied " it's for your school "
I replied " I want lucid dreams , I won't go to school "
mom replied " okay, get up I buy you, lucid dreams book"
I replied " thank you mom".