Hujin and I go out everyday and tatshiro is our photographer at all, we become more close to each other and get a lot of staff at house and change the house with our own imagination, we are living next to my mother's house,
I can't see my mom always because she is at work and busy always, I wanna ask out for mom but she always said she is busy, I wanna see my father but mom told me not to disturb my father to his new family, but we can still go there.
I am always wondering why tatshiro is always leaving at home in night so I ask him
" babe, why your always going outside at night, what did you do? "
he replied " you already know, that we have a plans and fights, I don't want to know that your my girl, because I want to protect you"
I replied " please take care babe"
he replied "yes, I will babe" I was praying for tatshiro at night and everyday I was so worried.
I saw tatshiro a lot of wounds in his body, I bring him to hospital I am struggling because of this, I told him to stop that things,
I don't want to see him tired and wounded in a sorrow of pain, everytime we go to hospital, it took so long to recover all its more than a month for me, I hate this things so I told him to stop but he said he wanna protect his mom, but I told him
"if you stop they will stop too".
He listen and cry in my arms, I comfort him because I love him I don't wanna see him sad.
Hujin help me to keep all everything from his month wealth of tatshiro and whatever happens they won't see or reach it over.
I saw in the tv about those bullets in the streets and glass of bottle, I'm scared because I know this is tatshiro doing.
I actually follow him silently, and keep myself safe that tatshiro won't know, hujin was also worried about me following him but I need because he is my husband in the end, I don't want him to leave me, but
" su-shi, woke up your late "
I woke up in a very good situation
" mom? "
mom replied " yes, honey get up and change, your gonna be late "
I replied " mom is this real? "
mom replied " of course,your not dreaming, come on now"
I go down stairs and see what's happening and still the same as last part of my story with Jiho, it feels like something happen at all.
I go to school and shock
"what? I have a boyfriend? "
hujin replied " yes, that's him "
I see my old friend Jihyun,
" what the, no, wake up su-shi, your dreaming"
I always slap my face until Jihyun stop me
" dont hurt yourself my girl, your pretty "
I replied " what, how we become a lover from the start? "
he replied " we are almost 4 months now, what happen su-shi, are you sick honey? "
I replied " why I didn't know"
he replied " maybe you got amnesia "
I replied " hmmm, maybe? " we go to our room, and
I am thinking too much about this, what's happening, gives me over thinking about this life, am I alright? where is my tatshiro? who Is he? and also Jiho? who are they? but Hujin still with me.
I date with Jihyun, and even go anywhere with her and Hujin, after school and holidays, I can't stop thinking about this things, I go anywhere the setting of where I meet Jiho and tatshiro, it feels me weird at all, while we are walking, reading going anywhere
I can't stop thinking them if they really exist, so I told hujin and Jihyun that I will go to Japan after exams so they agree to come with me, because I want them to be with me, Jihyun always teasing me and sweet to me he even cook a good for me, I wasn't wondering after all while he feed me because I'm so busy planning this things, when we go to Japan, from the place we meet and everything we go with tatshiro in Japan.
The exam is done, and I am so excited to go there and look if it's real or a dream.
When we got there in the place I meet tatshiro, I stop and stare because I see tatshiro over there when he do it, to take a picture with children's and it's actually the same, I was wondering surely, I come near to tatshiro and ask
"did you recognize me? "
he replied " miss I'm sorry I don't know you"
I replied " oh, I'm sorry " I turn away and Hujin is wondering
" did you know that guy? "
I replied " amh, I think, I see him somewhere but I think it just nothing, let's go now"
we go to every places I've seen, and everything we do with tatshiro but why I always seen him wherever we go?
" Hujin, is that the guy I've talking with right? "
she replied " yeah, is that it, let's go now, I feel weird "
I was wondering and over thinking I can't sleep, Jihyun tried to make me sleep but I can't.
it's already morning, hujin and jihyun was shocked "honey, you didn't sleep? "
I replied " yeah but I'll be fine"
hujin replied " no! you should sleep now"
I go upstairs and sleep and relax to fix if it's a dream.
I go out alone and I see Jiho, on the cafe giving a coffee to a woman,
" what? I thought he go to America, ash whatever maybe this is a dream "
but Jiho actually stare at me, and I walk away and whatever it is, I don't care now my problem is to know this things around if this real or a dream, maybe a play or what?
I walk everyday in the shore just to refresh my mind and feel free to think.
Jihyun always calling me
" honey are you okay, what happen? why you leave at home alone? "
" I should be with you, where are you? "
I told Jihyun that I want peace first and I don't want trouble or over thinking things at home so I want to relax, so he let me and Hujin also go back to Korea because her mom was angry, me and Jihyun living in Japan for 3 months just to have a vacation but he said
" I didn't feel vacation, I feel your depression "
I replied " I'm sorry, I am just thinking something "
I told him everything and he just said
"maybe it's a dream he told me to sleep everyday and think that all are dreams and never been happen, after that let's go back to Korea"
I woke up and I think all was dream because I feel refreshing, I go down stairs and I see jihyun cooking a breakfast for us, I ask him
" what is this? "
he replied " a love for my girl"
I replied " so sweet ", I ask myself what is this a dream or? ,
" honey let's eat, dont be so silly, I wont feed you"
I replied " of course you won't, I am not a baby"
he replied " you are my baby, let me feed my baby "
I replied " eww, what are you doing, can you please stop? "
he just stop like a statue and i laughed
" I didn't mean that, I just want you to stop saying I am a baby"
he replied " your not baby after all, your a giraffe maybe a tarsier, I've seen your big eyes and long Neck, copying Hujin's answer"
I replied " shut up, she is my friend, I should copy too haha"
he replied " what your a cheater? I don't like cheaters, stay away"
I come near to him and he run and I run, teasing him so much and giving him a big slap at the back and he said
" what the, i think it's hurt su-shi honey"
I replied " I told you right? "
he run and bring a pillow and slap me at my face with the pillow, I give him a big pillow slap, we are so happy, he do it just to make me stop thinking those things that feel weird, we go back to Korea after shopping gifts for my mom, because my mom loves Japan staffs besides there foods and also I bring a lot of staffs too for my room, and Jihyun moms.