I don't know whether I am losing my teachings or biasing my move in a really positive way because I had to, I have been making decisions which looks more like procrastination but in another way round. Those who knew nothing about the challenge I am working on would say that I am not being serious with my career, people like Uncle Dale will say that I should make my decision and take responsibility for it, the wise ones will say that I should focus only on my self, whoever helps himself, the Lord will help them, then Mother superior will say help your brother, love them as you love yourself.
All those opinions came from different perspectives, and looking from their angles, you will realize that all of them are right with what they said, Just like Mr Caleb taught me when he was snuggling me out of the Orphanage, he taught me about the perspectives of 6 & 9, I am right doesn't mean you're wrong, neither the opposite way round, they see what they had to from their angle and others see theirs from their own angle too.
In this case, Mother Superior's teaching is what I have decided to implement yet uncle Dale's teaching doesn't go against that teaching, Uncle Dale's teaching is a simple rule but hard to exercise, following the teachings of Mother superior in this situation means that I should take responsibility for whatever the result is going to be, and to me, that's really a huge gamble which I might possibly give up on.
I have spent the week enjoying the pleasure from Jackie, we have been seeing each other for the whole week, putting together our work and relationship, I always reach out to my gym, I have been there three times already this week but getting back on track with my acting career has been left on hold for the meantime.
I made the drive to David's house, this time without Jackie, she's probably busy with work and I don't want to let her know that I would be visiting David today, she values me more than anything, she happened to say that in-between our recent conversation, she said she's just trying to keep herself occupied with what she loves, but nothing stands in the way when I am involved. She's definitely throwing all her cards on the table, trusting me with her safety physically, mentally and emotionally, no one should trust anyone to that level, I would never do that, neither will I ever break her heart and I believe she knew that already, making her to throw all her cards in, guess I will just enjoy the happiness God has been showering upon me through the woman I love.
Knock knock knock!.... I waited in front of the door waiting for anyone to open up, I am ready for whoever is coming out this time, last time, we escaped David's mom and this time, I don't think I will be escaping her now because she's not working, always at home with my miserable brother, ruining him in prison called home.
Smile crept in onto my lips when I saw David's head pop out, this time I am not here as Uncle Dale's son but Mother Superior's, he didn't return the smile, just opened the door wide to the size of his body as he came outside, his mom was sitting inside, I happened to see her before David locked the door behind him.
“ What are you doing here?.....”, I heard him ask. “ Wait..... What did you say?, I didn't hear you clearly ”, I replied him, bringing my ear closer to hear him louder, my question was just a sarcasm, I heard clearly what he just said, but I am confused why he would say that. He just took a deep breath as if I was kind of trying to exhaust him. 
Am I really being foolish, this boy here before me doesn't want to become better, he's a mummy's boy, why am I putting on with all this?. That was the question puzzling my mind but I pretended to act cool about it and make him see that I saw that as a joke, this is no joke and I am beginning to get angry at myself for going this far only to keep on fooling myself.
“ You shouldn't be here Jones, you should go away from me and be whoever you wish to be, you have already made me miserable enough, landing my Dad in jail, now you have come for me....”.
Sh*t, I can't take this anymore, this is a game over for me and also the end of the gamble, I was speechless looking at him, with no single word left on my lip, he turned around, about to walk inside, that's when my phone began to ring, he stood by as if he wanted to listen to the conversation I was about to have. I picked it up and someone said over the phone, asking whether I am Mr Dale's guardian?, I looked at David, turned the phone into loud speaker so he too can hear the conversation since it's about his father.
“( I'm sorry to tell you this, Mr Dale was rushed to the hospital this morning following the sickness he was struggling with, nobody knew about it until someone witnessed him lying unconscious in the prison lobby during break, the doctors did the best they could and have found out that this was something he has been suffering from the past two years, now they couldn't do anything about it and it has been confirmed that we lost him, he left a note here with him, that's how we got to contact you, I believe you would like to read the content of the letter, call this number when you get here, my condolences.....”).
The call was disconnected and my eyes traveled to David who stood there in shock.... F**k.