Dr. Samuel Haden Harrison POV
I sat in the conference room, surrounded by my colleagues, but my mind was miles away. The meeting was in full swing, with important discussions about patient care and hospital protocols, but I couldn't focus. Thoughts of Carson and Sadie kept swirling in my head, like an insistent melody that refused to be ignored.
Carson was one of the brightest doctors at this Hospital, and his skills were matched only by his charm. Sadie, on the other hand, was a talented nurse with a heart of gold, always putting her patients' well-being above everything else. They seemed like the perfect match, and I couldn't help but wonder if there was more to their friendship.
As the head of the department, I should have been leading the meeting with sharp attention and guiding the discussions, but I was lost in my own musings. Every time Carson and Sadie exchanged a knowing glance or shared a small inside joke, a pang of jealousy tugged at my heart. I tried to shake off the feeling, telling myself that it was none of my business, but the emotions were too strong to ignore.
I forced myself to look down at my notes, hoping to find refuge in the details of the meeting. However, even the words on the paper blurred together, the letters dancing mockingly before my eyes. I let out a heavy sigh, hoping no one would notice my struggle to concentrate.
"Dr. Harrison, do you have any input on this matter?" The sound of my name being called jolted me back to reality. I glanced up to see the expectant faces of my colleagues turned towards me, awaiting my response.
My mind scrambled to piece together the topic of discussion, but all I could see were Carson and Sadie, laughing together at the nurses' station. Flustered, I stammered, "Uh, yes, I, um, think we should consider... uh..." My voice trailed off, and I felt my face flush with embarrassment.
I saw a few exchanged glances among my colleagues, and I could sense their confusion and concern. This was unlike me – I was usually composed and articulate during meetings. I cleared my throat, trying to regain my composure.
"Apologies, everyone. It seems I'm a bit distracted today," I admitted, hoping to defuse the awkward situation. "Please, carry on without me."
As the meeting continued, I tried my best to push Carson and Sadie's situation to the back of my mind. I desperately wanted to focus on the important matters at hand, but my heart had other plans. It was as if a storm of emotions had taken control of my thoughts, clouding my judgment and leaving me unable to concentrate.
The minutes felt like hours, and I couldn't wait for the meeting to be over. I excused myself as soon as it concluded, using some pretext to leave the room without drawing further attention to my distracted state.
In the solitude of my office, I leaned back in my chair, closing my eyes momentarily. I had to find a way to shake off these feelings and get back to my duties as a department head. But as much as I tried to dismiss it, the question lingered in my mind: did Carson like Sadie, and if so, what would that mean for me?
I knew I needed to confront these emotions and sort them out, but for now, they remained a chaotic whirlwind, threatening to disrupt not only my focus but also the delicate balance of our professional relationships.
I closed my eyes to calm myself down but i wouldn't just help.
A lots of memories flashback to my head, from our childhood memories and the moment i saw her again.
"Doc, Here is the records" i opened my eyes and looked at the nurse who is infront of me.
"alright, thankyou" i stand up and left the office to continue my work.
As I continued to go about my work in the hospital, memories of my childhood with Sadie flooded my mind like a torrential downpour. I couldn't help but be transported back to those carefree days when life was simple, and our friendship was the center of our universe.
I remembered the countless afternoons we spent running through the fields, our laughter echoing in the open air. We'd play hide-and-seek until the sun set, promising to never let go of each other's hands. Sadie was the one who taught me how to climb trees, her fearless spirit inspiring me to overcome my own doubts.
I recalled the times we shared our deepest secrets beneath the twinkling stars, promising that no matter what life threw our way, we'd always have each other. We believed in magic back then, convinced that our friendship was an unbreakable bond that would stand the test of time.
The day we had to say goodbye, as my family moved to a different city, still etched itself vividly in my memory. We hugged tightly, tears streaming down our cheeks, promising to write letters every day and visit each other whenever possible. But as life often does, our correspondence eventually dwindled, and the visits became infrequent.
And now, here she was, years later, back in my life in the most unexpected way. The moment I first saw her in the hospital, my heart skipped a beat, recognizing her essence even if her appearance had changed. I remembered feeling a mix of excitement and trepidation, unsure of how to approach the situation.
As we bumped into each other during the chaos of the hospital, I could feel a rush of emotions overwhelming me. Seeing her again after all those years brought back a wave of nostalgia and affection. It was as if time had collapsed, and we were once again the children we used to be.
In the midst of the hectic environment, I managed to steal moments to catch up with Sadie. We spoke in hushed tones,  It was a delicate dance between rekindling our connection and respecting the boundaries of the present.
As we shared stories, I learned about the challenges and triumphs she had experienced, and I shared my journey as a doctor, the sacrifices and rewards that came with the profession. In those fleeting moments, we found solace in each other's presence amidst the uncertainty and unpredictability of life.
The memories of our childhood friendship, the innocence and love we once shared, became a beacon of hope. It reminded me of the enduring power of genuine connections and the importance of cherishing the people who had shaped our lives.
Though the circumstances of our reunion were far from ideal, I couldn't help but feel grateful for the serendipity that brought us back together. It was a reminder that life had a way of weaving its threads, reconnecting us with those who mattered most.
In the days that followed, I tried to catch up with Sadie, but we are becoming busy every day in the hospital.  but, in the midst of the chaos and responsibilities of the hospital, I held on to those memories, of us together, treasuring the gift of having Sadie back in my life. It was a reminder of the enduring power of friendship and the beautiful way in which life sometimes brings us full circle.
maybe it's not too late?