Khryzel
My mind keep throwing back to the day that I'm almost gonna tell him, that 'I Love Him' too.
We met in the simple fast food chain but I didn't know that, he's with someone.
But to my surprise my heart sank when he even introduced me to that girl and that girl was surprisedly his 'Girlfriend.' It hurts like really! And I don't know but that time I'm almost cried but I try to hold it still and just smile to the both of them like 'I didn't even care and I'm happy to the both of you smile,' but this is crazy it's killing me! His words sting and his words cut deeper than a knife, like he was very in love with that girl his beside with.
I wasn't prefer to this moment, honestly meeting his girlfriend is really like hell to me.
They can not stop being sweet in each other in front of me, you know looking at them its like torturing myself.
In my own perspective in love is; that the worst isn't when you are in love with someone who doesn't love you back, the worst is when you are in love with somebody who used to love you.
I didn't know that he just moved on so fast.
And yet I still didn't break up with Cody. Am I selfish? Well I guess I am. Because I'm afraid to be left alone, suck reason right?
I know.
My thought snapped back to the reality, when I saw a familiar face entered the shop, still looks good.
"Khryz hey yea that's you, nice to see you here!" Greyson said in a surprised tone of his voice, my eyes widen to as I saw him here in Starbucks, I smiled awkwardly and nod at him. "Yeah me too." I said
"Are you with your boyfriend?" He ask looking behind my back, I shakes my head from the both sides
"I'm not with Cody." I said as I got my order, he got his too and followed me.
"How about you?" I ask, he wets his lips as he start to frown
"What about me?" He asked back and I just chuckle
"I mean.. How are you?" I ask and this time he chuckle
"Oh I'm fine.. My EP was almost done and it will coming out this week!" He said happily and excitedly
"That's cool." I only said and he just nod
"How about you? How are you?" He ask as he sip his cappuccino
I smiled bitterly. "Never been better. But I'm good." I said as I raised my thumb.
"How about you and that tall blonde guy? Is he treating you like you know same?" He ask and my eyes stare at his, why he asking this?
Aren't his happy now with his girl?
"We're good. You don't need to worry about us." I said as I look away, but I glance him again straight in his eyes when I finally have a guts to ask him something.
"How about you with your girlfriend?" I asked then look down to my green tea, I'm so stupid to ask him that and I know somehow he will answered that they are pretty fine, I'm really stupid! I'm just hurting myself.
"Oh, we're fine?" He said as he shrug his shoulder and sip again to his cappuccino
"Good then." I said, I take a peek on my wrist watch and I think this would be the perfect reason to get away from him.
"I'm sorry but I think I need to go?" I said as I stood up, he frown as he look at me
"Now?" He asked, his both brows are meeting in the middle with his forehead
"Now." I chuckle
"Mind if I take you home?"
"Uh.. No I'm going to meet Cody." I said, well its true. I and Cody gonna meet today I just went here because my feet tell me so, I didn't know that Greyson will dropping by here too honestly, he just nod at me as he took a deep breath.
"If that so, well okay then but.." he paused as he get some two tickets on his pocket and gave it to me.
"I have a Friday show at night at that club, well bring your boyfriend along if you want." He said as he stood up
I smiled at him and nod.
"See you on Friday I guess? Good luck and god bless for launching your new album by the way." I said and he chuckle
"Thank you." He said, my eyes widen as he pulled me by his arms and hug me, I can smell his manly scent cologne, I miss this, I miss him. I smiled through his chest and start to hugged him too.
"I miss you." He whisper to my left ear, if he only knew that I feel the same.
We pulled away from the hug because every people who was passed by watching us, we giggled after that as we both exit the Starbucks with our hands intertwined like a couple.
When Greyson left, my phone vibrated and it was Cody. I sighed deeply he have 14 miss called and 23 messages for me and either one of his calls nor texts I didn't respond, geeze being with Greyson makes me forget those..
What have I've done?
I start to call him back when I realized that he's now in front of me.
"C-cody?" I utterly said as my eyes widen in a surprise, what are he doing here?
"Are you going to tell me something?" He ask, tell? What is it? What am I going to tell him?
"Am I going to say something?" I asked him back furrowing my brows, but he just smiled forcefully as he shakes his head from the both side. Its not our Monthsary today so what is it?
"Never mind." He just only said
"Oh by the way I meet my friend and he give me a two tickets to watch his show this coming Friday." I said as I show to Cody the ticket that Greyson was given me
"Him?" Cody ask and I nod slightly as I look back to the ticket, I don't know but I'm so excited to watch him to perform live this coming Friday.
"Yeah its Greyson." I said
"Oh yeah him again." He scoff, I look at him in disbelief
"You know, okay. Just to be honest with you I admit that... I'm jealous with that friend of yours." Cody exclaimed his oceanic blue eyes met mine, and I can tell he was telling the truth, gosh! I'm such a bitch. For hurting Cody not in physical but emotionally.
He was too good, and I am not.
"Cody.." I mumble
"I know but please do me a favor as your boyfriend, can you just avoid him? Can you not go to his show this Friday?" He said as he cupped my both cheeks, while he still looking at me straight in the eyes
"Please Khryzel?" He beg, and I don't know anymore.
He's just asking for a little favor but, I can't even say Yes or Okay. I can't even agreed to him. Holy shit!