My hands are shaky and cold as I queued in the line, Valerie didn't make it. I did convinced her to watch his show with me but then she's busy so I'm the only one who's gonna watch his show. I'm going to see Greyson sing live in a crowded place like this for the first time and I feel so nervous and a little bit excited to see him singing in the stage like a proud friend here. I'm already a fan of his but I feel like a fake fan though.
As the light start to dim, everybody cheers his name and I can't help myself and does the same. But it gets more wilder when Greyson appeared.
He smiled as he look around the crowd, he took a deep breath before he sit and plays a piano.
"Good evening to everyone, I'm going to sing all of my new songs and hope you all enjoy." He says as he start to play the keys
"I'm wild somedays, but I'm loyal baby.." he smiled while he sang, as his fingers keep playing the keys.
"I know you think I'm coming undone,
But there's no need , no need to be afraid.." He closes his eyes as he start to hit his high note
"Just let it go for a minute,
If you're feeling cold, let it hit ya.
We want to feel emotion so let's feel it." He smiled again as he shakes his head from the both sides as he continued to sang the chorus of his song.
And from the stage, I saw a real prince in front of me in his plain white shirt with his leather jacket. Not wearing any crown but just playing a piano, it feels like I'm in heaven. As I listen to his voice singing his paradise.
Every girl in the crowd cheers, while every guy glares
He keeps playing the piano along with his sexy manly voice.
I can't keep smiling while looking at him enjoying his passion, doing what he truly loves. But all of a sudden a girl besides me screamed his name in more like a flirting way, he looks at her but he played it cool and just continued singing but when his eyes caught mine, he smiled.
Wait! Did he really saw me? My heart keep beating faster and faster
"When darkness comes to you babe,
You don't have to worry,
Imma be the one to stay." He continued singing and glance at me again, I look behind and stared back at him again and he just smirks
When he finished his first song he drink a water and whispered something to a staff.
Then after that he speaks on his microphone , while his smile never leave in his face, "I didn't know that the person who puts me back on the wall is here." My eyes widen but not surprise after all, Maddi is his girlfriend so of course she will be here too. I shrug that thoughts out to my head and just enjoyed the show.
I'm free while he's not. He's still with someone, Cody and I remained friends after all but of course he wants to move on so he distances himself to me, I won't blame him if he do that though. I'll hurt him.
"This last song is called low, well you guys may not heard this from the album but it is in my thought and... I feel like I want to sing this in front of you all." He smiled as he continued to play the keys while looking the crowd
"And about this song? Well.. Low, is a reflection of the hearts that I have broken and how even though I might have appeared 'unaffected' by certain breakups and rejections at the time, a resounding impact was left on me days, weeks, months and years after the initial ending." He half a smiled as he look down to the keys but still continued playing it,
"But yet the lyrics provides me some hope; for though I fucked up, and fucked up a lot, I now find myself within a position where I feel ready to be loved and to love someone back, I'm ready to start a new chapter with my life again." He said and by that he continued singing
"I see a dark reflection in my dashboard,
Don't even know where I'm driving to anymore,
I think about us back together someday,
What you doing this Sunday,
I needed space so I left home,
But now I'm desperate for the things I know,
Like how you made me laugh on the bad day,
Where are you now? I need you babe."
I know that song! I smiled bitterly as he continued singing. "I am lost and I don't know where to go no more,
I've been hurt but I've never been hurt this much before,
I feel lonely, lonely, lonely traveling down this road,
They said through time I'll find some healing but the clock goes slow,
I didn't know that I could get this low."
As the show was almost done, someone held me by my arm caused me to whine and to my surprised it was Greyson's friend.
"Hey calm down, I'm Alex." He said as he done dragging me to the backstage
"Yeah? W-wh" I was cut by him, he maybe knew what's on my mind then
"Sorry Greyson said so." He shrug
"For?" I asked
"Oh there he is! Hey." He said and my heart start to beat faster, they did the fist bomb thing and Alex congratulated him for the successful show tonight
I slowly turn around and our eyes met. His both cheeks are reddish and his forehead is sweaty while his hair is kinda messy and that's make him even more hot.
Alex leave us two alone for awhile, he said he was going to pack their things
"You came." He said without even looking at me
"Yeah?" I mumbled
"Its seems like.. You're alone why don't you brought your boyfriend then?" Should I tell him the truth?
"Uhmm, we..." I stutter, his both brows meet in the middle as he wait for my answer
"Greyson are you still coming with us?" Someone said its not Alex, I don't know him.
"Oh, I.. that.." he chuckle and he look back at me, and without even a word he hold my left hand and we goes to his dressing room, he took his bag and say goodbye's to them already.
"Just enjoy, I really can't go right now." He said to them still holding my hand, they even teased us. Because Greyson chooses me before them that makes my face blushes
"I'm sorry they are just like that." He said as I hop in his mustang
"You're always sorry, and its not even new to me." I said and he chuckle
"So.. Are you going to tell me what happen? You and that tall blonde guy?" He ask
"Just drive." I commanded
"No, unless your going to tell me." He sternly said
"Its not of your damn business!" I said crossing my arms to my chest, why can't he just drive and stop this?
He's happy with someone right?
"It is!" I look at him with my confuse face
"Why?!"
"Is that even a question?" He stare back to my eyes,
"Isn't that obvious that I still fucking love you?!" He blurts out and I'm out of guard, I'm so happy to hear that to him again.