I searched for Greyson after I helped his Mom and Alexa for wiping the table and washing the dishes. I found him in the balcony and to my surprised he was puffing a cigarette, I'm kinda disappointed seeing him like this.
"When did you know how to smoke?" I asked as I walk towards him, I am now beside him, we're like 2 inches away from each other, he just look at me and didn't bother to answer my question and just look away as he continued puffing.
"Its bad to your health." I added, he just creasing his forehead but still didn't talk. "I'm sorry, I'm just concern." I said as I bit my lower lip and look away as I sighed very deeply and take a glance on him once again, he seems not to care of what I've been talking about.
What the hell his problem now?
"When are you going to quit smoking?" I ask one last time, I'm really annoyed to be honest but I know its not my fucking business, but I do care for him.
"I'm not planning to." He answered and it totally pissed me off a little, so I tried to snatch it from his mouth but he nudged.
"What the hell are you doing?!"
"Stop that!" I command as I pointed to the cigarette that he was holding
"Will you shut up?!" He said, as he combed his hair using his hand
"No! Stop that this instance, Greyson!" He just stares at me while I frown at him.
He takes one last puff as he chuckle "Hey, are you mad??" He asked, seriously? He asked me if I am mad?
"Yes, I am mad idiot. You're ruining your health with that piece of stick filled with nicotine." I said in annoyed tone of my voice, I know I'm on his place and probably his Parents might heard us but their son really annoyed me!
He flicks the stick to remove the ash, he smiles, "Is that's your angry face?" He said as he do checking my face
"Will you stop making fun of me? I'm serious Grey, stop that." I said and it sudden a beg tone, he lick his lower lip using his tongue as he shakes his head from the both side.
"I'm sorry, Khryzel but I can't." He said
"Yes, you can!" I encouraged
"If I can, I should've done it years ago." He shrug
"When did you know how to smoke?" I ask
"Just five years ago." He said
"You can quit it, you're just letting your temptation take over you." I said with a frowning face
He was about to put the cigarette back to his mouth.
"Tempted?" He smirks and I nod as I crossed my arms to my chest
"Yes! Exactly!!" I exclaimed
He grinned before he speak, "How about in exchange for the cigarettes, you'll give me kisses instead?" WHAT?! What was that? Am I hearing things again?
"I'm sorry but I beg your pardon?" I said, and my heart starts to beat really fast when he have a very seductive smile, he scoot beside me and turned my body in front of him, he holds my both hands and sighed deeply "I said... How about in exchange for the cigarettes, you'll give me a kisses instead?" He said one last time, and my gosh! My heart is literally shaking I really can feel and hear my own heart beat.
He is gay right??
But why are he doing this to me?! I take my hands back and he just chuckle as I did that.
He is torturing me not physically, but mentally and emotionally.
I open my mouth and closed it again, I don't know what should I answer to him.
Fuck.
"So, is it a deal or nah?" He asked, raising his both brows as he waits for my answer.
He can't do this to me!
"I.. I don't.." I utterly said while shaking my head, I still can't find a perfect words to say and I hate myself from stuttering in front of him.
"Hmm, okay I'll give you 10 seconds to decide." He said as he starts to count and I got panick.
"10.. 9.. 8.."
"NO! CHANCE!! STOP THAT!!" I groan it gives me a lot of pressure right now.
"7.. 6... 5.. 4... 3... 2..." He continued to count, I brush my hands in my hair
"OKAY! OKAY!!" I said as I look down, I don't have a choice or maybe I still am. But my mind isn't working right now.
He throws the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it,
"For a day, I puff cigarettes like 5 to 10 times. That means, you'll kiss me every time I need to smoke." He chuckle
"W-WAIT! THAT'S TOO MUCH!" I said, I really don't care if his Parents are listening to our conversation here, but their son is abusing me!
He clears his throat, then he shrug his shoulder "Oh, I think I have to smoke again." He just only said as he turn his back to me and walked 3 steps away but he stopped as he turned his head to look at me. "I know what you're thinking right now, probably that maybe I'm not gay or maybe I am or maybe I still am. But to answer you that honestly I don't know but in processing to figure something out?" He half a smile as he walks and continued to entered their house and here I am standing dumbfounded.
What does he mean by figuring something out?
My phone vibrates and I automatically check it and it was a message from Cody.
And now in just one snap I feel guilty.
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Alexa keep smiling at me the whole time since I've got here in our room, they have only few bedrooms here so what should I expect? Their house isn't that big but its just an average one as I can say, yet this place is very cosy.
"Why?" I chuckle
"Nothing." She shrug
"It's just because you're beautiful." She complimented, she is really the sweetest sister.
"Oh, thank you." I said shyly while glancing at her, her face was rosy cheek like Greyson, they seems like they put some blush on to their faces.
"Can you wait?" She asked and I start to creased my forehead
"Wait for?" I confusedly ask
"Greyson."
"Why? Where he going?" I ask
"No, I mean can you wait him patiently until he is brave enough to admit to himself that he loves you?"
"What are you talking about?" I said, okay after Greyson his sister? Okay so who's next tomorrow?
"Khryzel can't you see it? He is changing." He is? I don't know? Maybe?
"I don't know, Alexa." I said, shaking my head from left to right
"Do you love my brother?" What was this question all of a sudden, I hate this kind of topic.
"Yeah, just a friend?" I said in almost a question tone, I know that deep down in me I have a little crush on him, but I'm still in a confused mode of what I really felt for him to be honest so I can't answer it for now.
"Is there any possible that it may change?" She ask one last time
"I don't know." I said truthfully and sincerely, while looking straight in the eye, she give a very deep long sighed
"I'm sorry if I'm pressuring you and pushing you to my younger brother. Its not that I don't want him to be a gay forever its just some part of me that I want him to feel the feeling that he truly falls in love with a girl and to truly love him back, do you get what I'm trying to say?" And I nod
"But never mind. I'm sorry." Alexa said as she start to lie on her bed and I did too, I turned off the lampshade beside me.
"Goodnight Khryzel, hope you enjoy your staying here." She said