I was sitting under a tree, then slowly trying to inhale oxygen greedily. We should be grateful for getting oxygen for free, slowly enjoying every wind that blows on this face. Occasionally smiling with increasingly pale lips. I'm fine. I'm just tired, Yes! Just tired and nothing more.
Someone suddenly appeared in front of me, slightly surprised by his sudden appearance. Who else? Apart from Farhan. Ah! Irritating.
"What are you doing here?"
"Just sit down, will you?" Bastard Farhan, I should be the one asking why he's here instead he's the one asking.
"Same Maira, this area is not far from the city park. Want to come?"
How can I say I want to, later it will make their relationship problematic.
"No, may I ask? You and Mair-"
"Me and Farhan are lovers."
Suddenly Maira's voice was heard, there was Maira.
"Oh, I-"
"Why? Trouble?" His tone was like he didn't like me approaching Farhan.
"Maira? Why is that? This is Kania, my best friend for ten years," Farhan defended in a sweet tone. Ah, Farhan, I love everything about him.
"Oh, haha! Friends! Tch!" Maira slightly spat on the ground.
"MAIRA! SHUT YOUR MOUTH! IF YOU CAN'T APPRECIATE THIS FRIEND OF MYSELF, THEN FORGET ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP."
I shook my head, hoping Farhan would calm down.
"You see Kania? Up until this moment you can only be troublesome. Why don't you go to the hospital? Or to Alexis's place? Do you remember? I already gave Alexis to you. What else do you want?"
I shook my head slowly, my heart hurting even more.
"I'm sorry, Maira, Farhan. I'll go first," I said with a smile and then slowly walked away from them. Slowly these clear grains burst out of these eyes, not because this heart was getting sicker but because it made Maira dislike herself even more.
The luxury black car suddenly stopped in front of me. Who else's car besides Mr. Muhammad Ali Safar Alexis. The rich. He smiled sweetly at my pale face. Give a bunch of red roses. I gladly accept it.
"Sorry for my attitude, I mean for my attitude." I laughed a little at the behavior of this great lecturer.
"Nia has forgiven you, you don't need to be someone else. Nia prefers the old father, who became your own father," I said and hugged Mr. Ali tightly, not because I just wanted to hug him but my heart was getting heavier, my breath hitched. it's just too heavy. Slowly smile and.
…
"Now I'm really disappointed in you, DOCTOR KAHFA! YOU LIED ABOUT KANIA DISEASE!" shouted Mr. Ali. All eyes were on him and also doctor Kahfa.
"Listen to me! Ana has her reasons. I just-"
"That's enough! I will never trust you again!" This time, allow Mr. Ali to scold Kahfa.
"I'm sorry Ana. Ana just doesn't want you to think about it, that's all."
"Then? With you hiding all this? In fact, it makes me disappointed!"
"Excuse me."
"How to cure Kania?" asked Mr. Ali a little more calmly.
"Only one, a heart donor."
"Okay, come with me," said Mr. Ali then they went to find a heart donor for Kania.
Everyone who saw it began to think that the big man of this hospital actually had a heart and the heart had a woman's name engraved on it. After the departure of doctors Kahfa and Pak Ali, everyone who saw their quarrel began to look at the window of Kania's room. Surprised, staring at the weak body of the lover of the person who had been helping them so sincerely. It turns out that the woman who managed to make someone like Mr. Ali melt is a beautiful woman in a hijab with heart failure. Thinking of helping to find someone who wants to be a heart donor.
"Where will I get a heart donor?! Where?!"
"Calm down! Calm down first, don't make ana more dizzy."
"This is all your fault!"
"That's good! Eh, Li! Istighfar. Allah will not give a test beyond our own capabilities," said Kahfa while continuing to stare at Mr. Ali's face.
"Farhan is ready to give Farhan's heart to Kania."
"What?!!" Pak Ali and Kahfa were shocked. Their eyes both rounded.
"Farhan loves Kania sincerely, Farhan wants Kania to be happy with Mr. Ali. Only that-"
"I was looking for a heart donor, but not you either. What will I say with Kania later?! What!"
"Farhan has prepared everything in this letter. Farhan is sincere." This time it was Doctor Kahfa who shook his head.
"Okay, Farhan has to die first, right? Okay."
Farhan walked towards the middle of the road, suddenly a car quickly passed and…
"FARHAN?!" Maira suddenly ran towards Farhan, pushed his body and an accident occurred.
"MAIRA?" Farhan still hopes this is just a dream for him.
"Farhan... I love you, that's why I am ready to take your place and give my heart to Kania. Love you."
"Maira?! No! Mairaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"
Everyone came. Pak Ali and Kahfa were still standing there, unable to believe what they had just seen. Slowly walked towards the place where Farhan was crying. Doctor Kahfa had called an ambulance. Pak Ali is still silent, watching every fresh blood that flows on the asphalt until it hits his shoes. Farhan's white clothes were no longer visible except for the color of Maira's blood.
…
Kahfa and Pak Ali have started doing heart surgery. Actually Kahfa and Pak Ali couldn't stand doing this operation, especially since they knew this was Maira's heart. It's been an hour, the operation continued for almost two hours, before they finished carrying out this operation. With other great doctors.
Pak Ali saw Farhan who was still crying. He slowly walked over to her and hugged her very tightly. Farhan, who was surprised by the hug attack, slowly returned the hug given by Mr. Ali. Even though his heart hurt a lot, but now it didn't matter. Kania's health is her main goal right now, and what else? He was happy with the success of the operation, but on the other hand he was also very, very sad when he recalled the memories that were so short but very meaningful to him when he was with Maira. Very good character. Indeed, he is a little selfish, but isn't selfish sometimes what we need?
"What about Kania?"
"You are too kind and you pretend to be fine, even though I know you are very fragile," said Mr. Ali while gently wiping Farhan's tears. He was very sad to see the state of his students like this.
"I'm fine," said Farhan, smiling bitterly at Mr. Ali's face and then left.
Mr. Ali did not expect, today there are many events that he never expected at all even he started the day with no gratitude apparently. He had a little fight with Kania then when things started to get better Kania fell unconscious. On his way to the hospital to drop off Kania he almost hit a small child, luckily he almost did. Then he scolded Kahfa, looking for someone who would be a heart donor for Kania, then Farhan and Maira. Everything happened so fast.
All he knows now is only one, this is fate from the Almighty. And I do not know the time is not predictable in the slightest. Not one bit. Slowly trying to let go of everything that has happened, but it's hard. Because saying the word sincere is easier than doing it.