"Funny jealousy is when you feel lost
Even if you know, He's a nobody."
It's been one week that Farhan has not met Nia. Actually he wanted to apologize. As a result, he finally decided to ask about Nia's whereabouts, who had been absent for 1 week, apparently Nia was sick and she didn't know? What kind of friend is he?
Farhan immediately rushed to the hospital to meet Nia.
"Sister! The patient on behalf of Kania Putri Ramadhani, in what room?" I asked, biting the corner of my lip, when I was afraid I was.
"Fortunately handsome, number 25 First Love, stay straight, there are stairs, go up, turn right at the end."
"Thank you, Sister!"
I ran up the stairs and...
Bruck!
Accidentally bumped into someone.
"Sorry, Farhan hurry—"
I was shocked, how come this teacher is here? Akh, it's not important, I have to quickly meet Nia.
"Sigh, it's finally here."
Slowly I started to enter. It was clear that Nia was lying weakly with her eyes closed.
"Nia," I said. I think Nia is still unconscious apparently.
"Mr. Ali, you have—"
I was surprised that Nia had not recognized my voice for ten years, while Pak Ali had only been one week. It turns out that this is how jealousy feels even though I realize Nia is only my friend.
"Farhan?" he said, trying to sit up.
"Don't bother sitting down, if it still hurts, lie down."
"No, it's better, actually Mr. Ali doesn't know I'm aware, do you want to know? I realized it yesterday. I just want to know what Mr. Ali is doing, it turns out that Mr. Ali's voice is very melodious, and he is also diligent prayer, dhikr, and he too—"
"And you like Mr. Ali?"
"Uh, no, no—"
"Never mind, you just be honest with me. I'm your friend," I said with a smile.
"Yes, I like Mr. Ali," he said shyly.
"Give me one reason why you can like Mr. Ali?" Oh my heart hurts so much! Very!
"First, Mr. Ali is good at the Koran, prays diligently, then he is also successful, handsome."
"Well, I already understand why you like Mr. Ali."
"Did you see Pak Ali? He said he wanted to redeem the medicine first." I want to cry.
"There was, maybe will be here soon."
"Oh yes, it's a coincidence that you are there. I want to apologize to you."
"I should be the one apologizing."
Someone suddenly approached me and took my seat. Yes, he is Mr. Muhammad Ali Safar Alexis. The one who cornered me in a third of the night.
"Are you awake?"
"Yes, Mr Safar."
I turned my head. What? sir? My love is broken, my heart hurts.
"Ekhm, I'm still here. Isn't that a pity? Is it the same as me being single?" I said while pretending to be shy.
"You guys just talk first, I have some business," said Mr. Ali and then left me with Nia.
"So ...."
"I already forgive you."
"Em... Shall we go out? Let's go around the hospital."
"Can."
"Wait a minute, I want to find a wheelchair first," I said and left Nia's room.
Where should I look? Ah, maybe asking the nurse is better. I started to approach one of the female nurses in one of these hospitals.
"Sister, may I ask you a question?"
"Okay, what do you want to ask?"
"Em... A wheelchair?"
"Earlier, there was still stock, but recently Mr. Besar from the hospital borrowed it."
"The big father of the hospital?" I'm a little confused and I don't know.
"Yes, don't you know Mr. Muhammad Ali Safar Alexis?"
I was surprised, without thinking I immediately turned back to Nia's room. As expected, I'm late. Where did Mr. Ali take Nia? Ah! It's really troubling.
I started to go around looking for the figure of this beautiful fairy charmer. Ah, Nia! I love you but I also know you don't love me. What is the meaning of my love for you if you have already set your heart for someone else. You've taught me a lot so far, one of which is the level of loving someone is to let it go. And I love you so that's why I let you be with him.
For some reason, suddenly this heart hurts, or even really hurts! It turns out that letting him go with other people is not as easy as I thought. Yes! I saw with my own eyes, when Nia was very happy with herself, and vice versa. It was as if they were just watching a movie with the title Loving One Another. Ah! Funny thing is I.
Slowly my feet stepped to meet them, but this heart did not allow it one bit. I smiled, so this is what we call one sided love? And this is also called mutual love? However, why does the Most Merciful want me to see all this? And for what? I don't know, all I know is that my heart hurts a lot right now.
I was about to turn around, but Nia's voice stopped me. He told me to join him and also Pak Ali, I don't understand their conversation or I'm so tired of seeing them both. Ahhh! I have given many reasons to Nia to allow me to leave this romantic atmosphere and it's as if I'm a mosquito here.
"Nia, people say when there are two people together, the third person is a demon, and I? Don't want to be a demon," I said a little angry.
Nia smiled at me, then nodded as if to allow me to leave. Because I couldn't take it anymore, I left after Nia nodded. Go! Get away from Nia's life, get away from yourself and leave this all forever!
"Sometimes God has a far more beautiful scenario than ours, it's just that God knows when to show it to us, just wait for the time to speak."