After yesterday's incident, Mr. Ali did not come to my house. I didn't expect him to come but why didn't he come? Maybe he's busy. This time I decided not to go to college, I suddenly had a fever. Ummi also doesn't want me to go to college, I'm afraid I'll faint.
My fever is rising, making Ummi even more worried. I no longer know what is happening to my body, it seems like the creator is reprimanding me, then giving me pain to wash away my sins. At least I can still see Ummi's affection, even though it's not for Rania for Kania.
I cried, I realized Ummi never loved me one bit. His old body walked closer to my bed where a weak body was lying.
"Nia, why are you crying, honey?" he said very softly. He stroked my hair. Yes, I'm not wearing a hood this time.
"Ummi, who is this Nia? Kania or Rania?"
"You're Ummi's child."
"Ummi, this is Kania not Rania."
"No!!! You are Rania not Kania!! No!!"
I cried even more, I don't know how long I have to be like this.
****
My situation is getting worse, I haven't been in college for three days. Farhan also seemed to have completely forgotten about me. My body is still hot, even hotter. My chest feels very tight. Is this the end of my life? Slowly I closed my eyes.
At another place.
"So you don't know about Kania at all?"
"No sir"
"ALI!"
"Any news about Nia? She hasn't been in for three days, I'm worried."
Nia, how are you? Sorry that I didn't come to the house, because my father came at that time and I forgot to find information about your house.
"I haven't received any news yet, only I have received information about Kania's house, tomorrow we will go there."
"Tomorrow? We have to go there right now."
"Ana said tomorrow means tomorrow."
"Give me a reason why we have to go to Nia's house tomorrow?"
"Because I have a hunch."
I frowned, then left Kahfa, she was weird too.
"Trust me, Kania will be fine."
"Don't be God."
"Ah! It's up to you."
"Never trust humans more than you trust the Creator."
"You're right, Li, sorry."
"I forgive you, you are my best friend. I don't want you to fall into the wrong path."
I saw Kahfa smile.
"We'll be there tomorrow," I said in response with a nod by Kahfa.
"We can only wheel hope Kania is okay."
*****
My situation was not getting better but getting worse, as a result Ummi and some neighbors took me to the hospital. Now I'm in the patient's room in one of the hospital rooms, to be more precise, the Cinta Bunda Hospital, on the second floor in the far right corner. The breathing apparatus has been installed since this morning. Yes I've been in the hospital almost a full day. Ummi can only recite verses of the Koran that are so melodious and very beautiful. Ahh, Ummi, her voice is never swallowed up by age. A little bored hit me, what's the matter with me? I just had a fever and had trouble breathing. Ah yes also a little headache. That's it I have no other complaints.
"Umm!"
I ventured to speak. I saw Ummi turned around with a very sweet smile. The clear grain suddenly pushed to come out. I cried because I never made Ummi happy in the slightest it only made Ummi difficult, why didn't the creator allow the angel of death to take my life?
"Yes, Ummi's son is the strongest?"
Akh Ummi, I'm not strong I'm just pretending to be strong, even though I'm very fragile, really!
"Ummi why was Nia taken to the hospital? Nia is fine."
There was no answer at all, Ummi slightly wiped her tears that had flowed. I wonder why Ummi is crying, but I better keep quiet.
"Umm, come out for a bit."
That's the only answer I received. What's really going on? Am I sick? If so, why didn't the above get rid of this disease from my body? Am I doomed to always suffer? The creator has taken my father and brother, then made Ummi become like this, made Farhan away from me and now? Especially?
It wasn't long before the nurse and doctor came in. Wait, he's Mr. Ali's friend, isn't he? Yes, I saw him smiling at me a few days ago. He was surprised to find the patient he was going to treat was me, he rushed out of my room.
"Sister, can Nia ask a question?"
"You need to rest a lot, finally Kahfa's doctor has come and the big man of this hospital will also come."
"Hospital Big Man?"
I'm always curious whenever someone doesn't finish telling a story.
"Yes, Mr. Muhammad Ali Safar Alexis."
A was surprised, did the nurse's name mean Mr. Ali? That fierce lecturer?
"Akh, Mr. Ali is everyone's dream here, not only here but also in college. He's handsome, polite, rich, and most importantly still single, eh."
The nurse suddenly felt awkward in front of me, maybe embarrassed because she had praised Mr. Ali, maybe.
Suddenly I was surprised by someone who suddenly opened the door to my room, Mr. Ali? He really is Mr. Ali, I was shocked, very surprised.
"Nia?"
He said my name as if he couldn't believe that I was the one lying weakly on this bed. Slowly he stepped. I saw clearly in his eyes there were tears that wanted to burst out. He cries? For me?
"Father, why can you ad-"
Pak Ali quickly hugged me, very tightly as if he didn't want to let go of me.
"I already told you, I love you and it's a fact."
A burst into tears, I don't know, my chest just got tighter. My head is getting worse or even worse.
"Nia? Kahfa! Quickly check what happened to Niaku!"
"Ali, come with me for a moment! Sister please give me a sedative injection first."
"Sir, Nia doesn't like injections, Nia doesn't want to!"
I'm really scared of injections.
"Kahfa, don't inject Nia."
"Ali, you have to be professional in this, just injection nurse. And you? Come with me for a moment."
"Pak Ali-" Slowly my eyes began to close.
****
"Actually, what's wrong with Nia?"
"He's fine, Li, you don't have to worry too much about Nia."
"Excessive? What do you mean, Kahfa?"
"It's better if you understand it yourself without needing help from ana."
I was surprised, actually what Kahfa wanted to say. Why do you have to beat around the bush?
"And it would be better if you remove the feeling that is now lodged in your heart, think or even memory about Nia! Get her out!"
"Kahfa!! What happened to you, huh?! Do you have another bad feeling? So you can get ahead of the Creator?!"
"Don't be angry with Ana, you should be angry with the agreement letter!" said Kahfa then left me.
"I don't know what you're explaining, Kahfa Alvaro!"
My body is very tired, traveling long enough to make my head dizzy. Because Nia is still unconscious, I decided to rest in my room, I even fell asleep. As a result I woke up around 19:00 at night. How come I fell asleep for about four hours. Immediately pray Isha because Maghrib time is up.
Suddenly, my cell phone rang an incoming call. Akh, from Kahfa, what else? And dozens of groups of lecturers, as well as several students who asked about their news and assignments. Yes, I've been in the hospital for two days and there's been no progress at all about Nia. He continued to sleep as if reluctant to wake up.
"Sinta!"
I called one of my friends who is a doctor and works at my hospital. Yes, this is my hospital.
"Eh, Ali, what are you doing here? How come I just saw you?"
"I've been here for two days, maybe because you are busy taking care of your newborn child, I understand why."
"What are you doing here? Aren't you busy with your 3rd branch of lectures?"
"I have someone special who is sick here."
"Special? It can't be your wife because I know you're not married yet, why didn't you invite me?"
"Not a wife, it's just-"
"I understand why, can I meet your special person?"
"Sure, let me take you," I said with a smile.
It's been about three minutes Sinta and I walked through the rooms in every hospital. At one point I stopped, then pointed to someone who was fast asleep. She was so beautiful, that I didn't want to be far from her one bit.
"Masha Allah, she is very beautiful! Soft, she seems young. Can I come in?"
"Yes, by chance Ummi Nia is eating in the hospital canteen."
"So her name is Nia?"
"More precisely, Kania Putri Ramadhani."
"That's a very nice name. What's he sick of? And who's the doctor who treated him?"
"Kahfa said she's fine, and I don't have to worry."
I saw that Sinta was a little surprised, because she accidentally saw Nia's hair which had fallen out and was hidden by Kahfa behind the table.
"What is it?"
"Her hair? Does Nia have brain cancer?"
"Sinta! Watch your mouth!"
"Ali, I don't mean to say anything bad, but try to think negatively about Nia's unconsciousness until today!"
"You get out or you'll never be admitted to any hospital!"
Sinta left me with Nia. What happened to you, Nia? I love you.