"Babe...Baby...Little...Allessia...Honey," Nathan whispered, waking me up. "We're here," he replied when I opened my eyes and looked at him sleepily. "Mhm," was all I got out and rubbed my eyes. "How did you sleep sweetie?" he asked me, stroking my hair. "Fine," I replied, still sleepy. "While you were sleeping we had fun with the boy who wakes you up," this girl tried to make me jealous. But I rolled my eyes, how are you supposed to have fun when I'm sitting on his lap the whole time? I don't sleep that deeply anyway, so I'd get that.
"That's not true babe," he protested, but I said nothing and sat down normally. When we landed and everyone started to get off, Nathan and I waited for them to get off. And got off at the end calmly without a crowd. We went through all the controls and waited for our bags. After 20 minutes our suitcases finally arrived and we were finally able to get to the taxi. "Babe?" I asked him as we sat in the cab. "Yes baby?" He looked at me and I looked at him very sweetly. "Can we get some sleep in the hotel first?"
I asked as sweetly as I could just for him to say yes because I want to cuddle with him. Also, I'm still tired of dogs. "Of course baby," he replied smiling and I started smiling too. "I love you," I whispered, smiling, and responded with I love you too, sweetie. When we finally got to the hotel we got our keys and went to the room. There I immediately threw myself into bed and closed my eyes. "Are you really that tired?" my friend asked me, crawling over to me. I just nodded and in confirmation I happened to yawn.
Nathan pulled me onto his chest and ruffled my hair. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it very much. "Baby, I love you," I heard at the end and then went into the dream world. I fell asleep smiling and woke up smiling. "And how did you sleep babe?" my boyfriend asked me kissing my lips. "Well baby, what do we do now?" I asked him smiling and sitting back on his lap. "We can do anything you want, these two weeks we're all alone where nobody can disturb us. Not even Kaitlin"
Nathan told me and my smile widened. "Can we go to the beach? So not directly to the beach, but to these shackles, we'll be alone there and nobody can disturb us there and we'll have more time for ourselves," I explained to him. He agreed and got up. We went to our suitcases and took out our bathing suits and everything else we could need. So sunscreen, towel, water, sandals, sunglasses, and so on. "What color is your bikini?" Nathan asked me and I rolled my eyes.
This guy drives me crazy. "You see then," I answered and came out of the bathroom. I took my bag where I had already packed everything I needed and we set off. We walked hand in hand to the beach and from there to the rocks. When we arrived we put our towels on the rocks and sat on them. "Babe I know you're on topic, but I have another question about Kaitlin," I reopened the topic. I just can't get rid of the question. "What do you like about her? Why are you still friends with her?" I asked him quickly.
"I know you won't understand, but she's been my best friend since we were little, our parents were friends so we became friends automatically..." he started to talk and I looked at the floor . It hurts my heart to hear that. "I'm sorry babe..." he apologized, but I want him to keep talking. "It's okay, tell me more," I answered quietly and looked at the floor. "She was there for me even before we met and then when she moved away you came into my life," he explained.
"Am I a replacement for you? Did I replace Kaitlin?" I asked him softly and hurt. You could tell from my voice that it hurt me. "No!" he yelled immediately and came to me and sat down next to me and hugged me tightly. I started to cry and Nathan just put his arms around me and let me cry. "Would you leave me for her?" I asked him crying and he contradicted me. "But why did you always go to her? Then why did you always stand behind her? And why did you always go to her when she was down? Why didn't you come to me? Why did you leave me alone Nathan? Why was I was alone and I cried alone while you hugged her?!",
"Because I owe her, I left her alone for 3 years" was the only thing he got out and it hurt me. "But you also had to be there for me! You also had to hug me and comfort me too! You also had to cuddle with me and understand me! You had to hold me for a long time and spend time with me! You had to too do to me everything you did to her! I'm your friend Nathan! While you were comforting her, you left me alone and killed me inside!" I explained to him, crying and sobbing. My eyes were full of tears and I couldn't stop crying.