I went back to our company feeling so sad. I texted Shane about how I feel. I told her how much it hurts me that I feel like she is ignoring me now like a stranger. I told her how much I felt jealous towards her co-worker. After I message her I grab one bottle of brandy in my cabinet that I stored in my office. It’s already six in the evening and someone suddenly barged inside my office. It was my girlfriend with an angry look on her face. She stared at me angrily. “Roxy, can we talk?” I ignore her and just continue on drinking, “Roxy, please understand me. I am not fooling around like you’re thinking. I am busy working and that woman is my co-worker and nothing else.” “Shane, I felt like these past few days you have been ignoring me. I want to spend time with you because I really miss you but it seems like I am the only one who feels this way. You are spending more time with another woman besides me and looking so happy being with her.” “Roxy, we’re just co-workers and that’s it! Please don’t accuse me like that, you know how much I love you.” “Love? You love me but you can’t even spare me just a little bit of your time? I came to you earlier but you just chased me away just like that. Seeing you so happy without me I doubted what you are saying now. It seems like you're fine without me, without seeing me, without talking to me.” “Are you telling me that I am cheating on you Roxy?” I didn’t answer her. I know that I am being reasonable right now and jealous but I can’t help it. I bet anyone who’s on my shoes will also feel this way towards their lover. I stand up and walk towards her. I hugged her tightly and kissed her harshly. “Ro-xy..Hmpp! Let go!” She pushed me away, “You are drunk Roxy! You are not like this before. You are so gentle everytime you hold me and kiss me but why are you acting like this?” “You are not like this before too Shane. Are you telling me that I’ve changed? You are the one who changed between us! Tell me Shane, do you still love me? Do you still care about me? Do you still want this relationship!” I yelled my frustration at her. I am so angry. I can’t hold back my feelings. “Roxy, it’s not what you think. I still love you. I still care about you. Please listen to me.” “Listen? When I came rushing to you earlier, did you listen to what I had to say? No, you didn’t listen at all and chased me away like some fly and just went on with your so-called work. Tell me Shane, is she better than me? Is she better in bed than me? That’s why you are always together!” I shouted out so loudly. It’s like a flash of lighting Shane’s palm landed on my face, “Don’t speak to me like that! I am innocent Roxy! I didn’t do anything that will hurt you or ruin our relationship! It’s clear that you don’t have any trust in me! I am disappointed with you!” Shane’s tears began to fall and her voice was trembling in anger with me. She leaves and bangs the door. I didn’t prevent her from leaving. I was so frustrated and wiped all the things on my table in anger. I believe that it’s not my fault why we are like this now. I love her with all of my heart but I felt like she doesn’t love me anymore. I sat on the sofa inside my office and began to drink again. I emptied almost three bottles of brandy and cried. I don’t know what time it is now but I saw a woman in my blurred vision come to me and sit beside me. “Miss Roxy, what happened? Please stop drinking, it's not good for you,” she said in a soft voice. She fixed my hair that covered my face and wiped my tears, “Miss Roxy, I am here with you, you can share your problems with me. I am willing to listen and help you with all my might." I stared at her and I began to cry, “Shane, you know how much I love you right? You are the only one for me. Please don’t abandon me like this.” I hugged the woman in front of me. I kissed her lips and caressed her slim and soft body. She responded to my kisses passionately. Her lips are soft and moist. I lay her on the couch and slip my hand inside her clothes. She flinched as I caressed her body. “Ro-xy..Mnmm..” I stared at her, “Shane, I love you so much.” I took off my clothes and kissed her again intimately. I taste every inch of her body and explore every part of it. She moans loudly as I invade her treasure down there. We make love until we fall asleep. It's the weekend and seven in the morning. I woke up with a headache from drinking so much last night. I pause for a while. There is someone beside me. I was so shocked when I saw Rhian beside me who’s sleeping so soundly. “Shit! What the hell happened last night! I can’t remember anything at all. My last memory was that I was arguing with my girlfriend and she left in anger,” I murmured to myself. Rhian suddenly wakes up and looks at me, “Miss Roxy..I–” “Rhian…I..I don’t know what happened last time. I..I can’t remember anything. I am sorry.” “I am fine, don't worry. It’s not your fault.” Rhian fixed herself and got dressed, “Rhian.. I am so sorry.” She turned around and hugged me and that scene was seen by Shane when she suddenly opened the door of my office. “Sha-ne…It’s..It’s not what you think.” Shane began to cry, “Then tell me what it is Roxy? Are you just sleeping together here without doing anything!” “Shane..I..I was so drunk last night I–” Shane rushed and slapped my face real hard. She turned to Rhian and slapped her too. Rhian didn’t say anything at all. “Shane..Let me explain please!” “You don’t have to explain anything Roxy! It’s clear to me what you’ve done. You were accusing me last night but you’re the one who did unforgivable things!” I began to cry and beg Shane for forgiveness, “Shane, please I am so sorry!” I’m sorry please!” “We are over Roxy! I won’t ever forgive you!” Shane left hurriedly while crying and left me with a shattered heart.
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