After four hours in the operating room finally my operation is done but still I’m unconscious. The Doctors transferred me to the ICU room. They told my parents that I’m still not stable and still in danger.
My mother cried a lot that day as well as my father. Shane was so scared that the worst thing would happen to me. She kept on praying and begging God to save me, to save my life.
“Mrs. Santillan, I'm sorry to say this but your daughter is in a coma. We found out that there’s a blood clot on her brain and there's damage in her skull as well when the operation is in process. We can’t say when she will be able to wake up,” the Doctor said.
My mom cried and she felt weak on her knees. Dad held her tightly and hugged her, “ Honey, we need to be brave for Roxy’s sake. We need to fight for her and believe that she can make it through and she will wake up soon.”
“You’re right Honey. Our daughter will wake up soon and greet us with a smile. I believe in her Bernard. Our baby is a strong woman. She can surpass this. She can make it,” mom said while crying.
Shane and her parents came home first to rest and will come back again after a few hours of rest. Shane insisted on staying in the hospital but her mom didn’t allow her. She needs some rest too.
The next day the Doctor said to my parents that they can now visit me inside the room. My mom cried silently as she held my hand and prayed that I would wake up soon. My father also speaks to me while crying. 
“Baby, please keep on fighting and wake up soon. Your mom and I miss you so badly. Your laugh, your voice, your jokes and especially your sweetness to us. Please wake up soon baby.”
I clearly hear them all but I can’t open my eyes. Suddenly I felt like getting up. I open my eyes and see my parents crying silently while hugging each other. I get up from the bed and happily hug my parents.
“Mommy, Daddy, don’t cry, I'm fine and alive,” I said happily to them.
But as I hugged them I just passed through and didn't even touch them with my hands. I turned around and I was so shocked seeing my own body lying in bed unconscious with some medical equipment attached to it.
I realized that it’s my soul standing in front of my parents. My tears began to fall like waterfalls. I felt really scared and sad. I looked at my beloved parents they’re so sad and helpless seeing me in a vegetative state.
The door opens and I see my one and only love Shane. She greeted my parents. She brought some food that her mother cooked for my parents. I saw the sadness in her eyes even though she was smiling. Shane sat beside me and held my hand.
“Roxy, my love. I miss you so much, please wake up now love,” she said while holding up her tears.
I sat beside her. I wanted to hug her so tight and kiss her but I couldn't. I missed her so much. 
"Why do we need to meet again like this?"I said while crying. I can’t even touch her with my hands.
“Roxy, I’m really sorry love. I’m sorry that it takes me too long to see you, to speak with you. But now you are in this state I felt I was going to die in any minute now if you wouldn’t wake up. So please wake up soon.”
Shane cried like a rain that heavily poured down. She can’t hold back the pain and sadness that she felt right now seeing me so lifeless. She felt regretful for being so stubborn for her true feelings. Even though she still loves me and misses me she still endured it and didn’t contact me.
My mother stands beside her hugs her and comforts her, “Shane, sweety stop crying. Everything will be alright. Roxy will wake up soon.”
“Tita, I’m so sorry.”
“Shane, everything is in the past. We know how much our daughter loves you. How much she cared for you. You are her life Shane,” mom said while crying.
“I know Tita. I love her so much too. I just needed time to heal and get back together again with her but I’m too late Tita.”
My mom wiped her tears, “Sweety, it’s not too late. Roxy will wake up soon and please believe in her. You can still tell her all about your feelings when she wakes up.”
Time passed by and my parents went home to rest while Shane stayed by my side to watch over me. She opened her bag and got the letter that I wrote for her and read it over and over again while holding my hand. I wanted to hug her but how? They said that the soul can get through in one's dreams. I don’t know if it’s true or not but I want to talk to her.
Shane fell asleep with tears in her face after reading my letter multiple times. I wanted to wake up as soon as possible so that my loved ones will not be sad anymore but as I look at the health monitor device my life is at risk right now. I don’t want to leave them without saying anything. I don’t want to leave this world with regrets for nor being able to talk to them and hug them for the last time.
In the morning I saw my secretary Rhian. She visited me. She brings flowers and fruits. Shane greeted her kindly and talked to her. They sat on the sofa near my bed and talked.
“Miss Shane, I have a lot to say about Miss Roxy. I hope you will listen this time,” she said.
Shane nodded and started to listen to her, “Miss Shane, that day when you broke up because of me I’m really sorry. It’s not her fault but me. Roxy was so drunk that night. I saw her crying and depressed when I entered her office. I talked to her and comforted her,
I like her so much that’s why I can’t bear to see her crying desperately that night. She thought that the one who’s hugging her was you and not me that night. She kisses me with love because she thinks you are the one with her. She called your name multiple times,
Because I love her so much I was blinded by my love for her so I seized the opportunity that came in front of me. I make love with her pouring all my feelings for her but I know that she will not be able to reciprocate it. I’m sorry for taking advantage on her on that night Miss Shane,
Roxy only loves you. You are her one and only. After you left her I saw how it ruins her day by day. She loves you so much. She was drunk everyday, shouting out your name while crying and begging for your forgiveness. I hope you will forgive her when she wakes up and reconciles with her.”
After they talked Rhian left and Shane hugged me while crying. She apologized for not hearing me out that day. She begs me to forgive her. She said that when I woke up we would get married right away. But I’m afraid that these beautiful dreams of ours will not happen.