ZANIYAH’S POINT OF VIEW
Nagsimula na ngayon ang paggawa ng music video niya na may title na "Always You," kaya't ngayong araw, nagmadali kaming pumunta sa location ng shoot. Kasama ko siya sa sasakyan, at habang papunta kami ay nadama kong sobrang excited siya para dito. Mula nang magkaayos kami, parang mas lalo kong naging interesado sa mga kaganapan sa buhay ni Jackson.
"Ano nga pala ‘yong possible na mangyayari sa shoot mamaya?" tanong ni Jackson sa akin habang papunta kami sa location ng music video shoot.
"Wala akong idea eh, siguro mamaya ibibigay sa’yo ni sir Mark ‘yong instructions," paliwanag ko sa kanya. Hindi rin ako masyadong nakakaalam sa mga detalye ng shoot, kundi ang mga kailangan kong gawin bilang personal assistant niya.
Nang makarating kami sa location, agad binigay ni sir Mark at ng director ‘yong gagawin niya agad din naman kaming dinala sa dressing room para mag-ayos. Habang naghihintay si Jackson, nag-scroll ako sa social media at nag-check ng messages ko. Tumutok ako sa mga balita tungkol sa shoot at sa mga artistang kasama niyang magpe-perform.
Nag-umpisa na ang shoot at kita agad ang determinasyon ni Jackson sa kanyang mga mata. Habang nasa tabi ko, hindi ko mapigilang mapahanga sa kanyang talento at dedikasyon. Malinaw na ang pag-arte niya ay may kasamang passion at pagnanasa na maipakita ang kanyang mga gawa sa buong mundo.
"Zaniyah, ikaw na bahala sa mga damit ko ha? Nagmamadali na ako," sabi ni Jackson nang lumapit siya sa akin para kuhanin ang mga damit na isusuot para sa susunod na eksena.
"Osige, walang problema, Jackson. Ako na ang bahala dito. Basta gawin mo lang ang best mo sa shoot," sagot ko sabay ngiti.
Habang inaayos ko ang kanyang mga damit, napansin kong lalong umiinit ang atmospera sa set. May mga tao nang nag-aasikaso sa mga ilaw at kamera, at nararamdaman ko ang excitement sa hangin. Sa bawat eksena, makikita mo ang professionalism ni Jackson. Ipinapakita niya ang tamang emosyon para sa bawat kaganapan.
Napansin ko rin ang mga fans na dumating para suportahan siya. Nakakatuwa na may mga taong handang sumuporta sa kanya sa lahat ng kanyang mga proyekto. Nakita ko ang mga ngiti sa mga mukha nila habang kinukunan si Jackson, at ito ay nagbibigay dagdag na inspirasyon sa kanya.
Matapos ang mahabang araw ng shooting, napansin kong may pagod sa mga mata ni Jackson, ngunit kita pa rin ang saya sa kanyang mukha. Nakakatuwa na sa kabila ng pagod, hindi niya nawawala ang kanyang ngiti.
"Nakakapagod pero sobrang worth it," sabi ni Jackson habang nakaupo kami sa dressing room. "Thank you sa pagiging supportive na PA, Zani."
Ngumiti ako. "Walang anuman, Jackson. I'm here to support you all the way."
I quickly averted my gaze when Sir Mark appeared out of nowhere, breaking the momentary connection between Jackson and me. "Good job, Jackson." Sir Mark's cheerful voice filled the room as he patted Jackson on the back with approval. It was evident that he was genuinely pleased with the progress of the shoot.
As Sir Mark engaged with Jackson, I seized the opportunity to busy myself, straightening up the items in the dressing room. I pretended to be engrossed in organizing the belongings, masking the mixture of emotions swirling within me. It was a delicate balance between being content with Jackson's success and trying to navigate my own feelings amidst the professional setting.
After Sir Mark's departure, I couldn't help but glance at Jackson, who was still basking in the glow of commendation. His eyes sparkled with a sense of accomplishment, and it was evident that the shoot meant a lot to him. I silently reminded myself that this was his moment and his achievement, and I had to play my part as a supportive friend and assistant.
Just as I was lost in thought, Sir Mark's voice broke through the reverie. "Good job, din sa’yo, Zaniyah," he said with a cheerful smile.
I returned his smile with gratitude, my heart warming at his acknowledgment. "Thank you, rin po," I replied, my voice laced with genuine appreciation. It felt good to have my efforts recognized, especially in a dynamic environment like this. It was reassuring to know that my dedication to my role as Jackson's assistant was not going unnoticed.
Throughout the shoot, I maintained a steady rhythm of assisting Jackson in any way I could. Whether it was providing him with water, ensuring he had what he needed, or simply offering words of encouragement, my role was to be his reliable support system. It was fulfilling to see him fully immersed in his performance, bringing his song to life in every scene.
During breaks, we exchanged lighthearted banter and shared stories that added to the camaraderie of the day. Jackson's infectious laughter was a constant reminder of how genuine moments of joy could be found even amidst a busy schedule. His ability to bring positivity to any situation was one of the qualities that endeared him to me from the beginning.
When the sun began to set, casting a warm glow over the set, the final scenes were shot. Jackson's energy was waning, but his determination remained unwavering. I admired his dedication to his craft and his commitment to delivering his best despite the challenges that arose.
As the shoot concluded, Jackson and I gathered our belongings, ready to head back. The sense of accomplishment was palpable, and I could see the satisfaction in Jackson's eyes. Walking back to the car, he turned to me with a grateful smile. "Zaniyah, thank you for being here. Your presence truly made a difference."
I returned his smile, humbled by his words. "You know I'll always be here to support you, Jackson. It's been an incredible journey, and I'm honored to have been a part of it."
We shared a moment of mutual understanding, a bond forged through shared experiences and genuine friendship. As we drove back, I couldn't help but reflect on the significance of this day. It was more than just a music video shoot; it was a testament to our collaboration, our growth, and the strength of the connections we had built.