When Kieran's eyes fluttered open at six in the morning, he found himself wrapped in the loving embrace of Hardin. It was an idyllic moment, being held by the person he had been secretly infatuated with, and it seemed as if Hardin had no intention of releasing him from his tender grip.
The warm rays of the early morning sun filtered through the window, casting a soft glow over the two entwined bodies. Kieran couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment and happiness at that moment, knowing that he was exactly where he wanted to be.
As he lay there, Kieran's thoughts drifted to the future and the possibility of a life together with Hardin. He wondered if Hardin felt the same way about him, or if this was just a fleeting moment of affection.
Regardless, at that moment, Kieran knew that he would cherish this memory forever. It was a reminder that love could be found in unexpected places and that sometimes, the greatest moments in life were the simplest ones.
Kieran's body began to feel the warmth emanating from Hardin's form, but he remained still, not wanting to disturb the peaceful slumber of the man he admired so deeply. As he gazed up at Hardin's face, Kieran couldn't help but marvel at his perfection. Hardin was easily the most extraordinary man in Kieran's world, and he considered himself fortunate to be Hardin's best friend.
As Kieran continued to study Hardin's features, he was struck by the peaceful expression on his face. Hardin's eyes were closed serenely, and Kieran found himself captivated by their beauty. He had always been drawn to Hardin's eyes, which seemed to hold a depth of emotion that Kieran had never encountered before.
It wasn't just Hardin's physical attributes that made him so special to Kieran, though. Hardin's intelligence was renowned throughout their university, and he was regarded as a shining star among his peers. But despite his reputation, Hardin remained humble and kind, always willing to lend a helping hand or offer a word of encouragement.
Kieran couldn't help but feel a sense of awe and admiration for the man lying beside him. He knew that he would always cherish this moment, as it was a reminder of the incredible bond that he shared with Hardin. As the morning sun continued to rise, Kieran silently promised himself that he would do everything in his power to support and uplift the man who meant so much to him.
It's not uncommon for many people, especially girls, to be attracted to Hardin, and Kieran is no exception. Kieran has been in love with his friend Hardin for a long time, and his feelings have remained unchanged over the years. Even though Hardin may not feel the same way about him, Kieran's love for him has never wavered. Kieran loves Hardin deeply, even though his feelings are not reciprocated in any way.
It's not uncommon for people, especially those around Kieran's age, to experience feelings of love and attraction. However, Kieran was well aware of the potential consequences that could arise if he were to reveal his true feelings to Hardin. Despite this, he couldn't help but feel drawn to Hardin, and often found himself lost in admiration of Hardin's strikingly handsome features.
Though he longed to shake Hardin out of his obliviousness and make him see the truth, Kieran found himself content to simply bask in the presence of his beloved and admire him secretly.
Kieran felt a sense of despair wash over him as he came to terms with the fact that he could never have Hardin. The thought of this alone was enough to bring him immense sadness.
However, Kieran still entertained the idea of confessing his feelings to Hardin, but he knew that he had to wait for the right moment to do so.
He was prepared to take the risk, but he also knew that he had to be ready for any outcome, including the possibility of rejection. Having experienced misfortune throughout his life, Kieran was willing to let go of his feelings and his love if it meant avoiding any further heartache. Nonetheless, he remained hopeful that his feelings might be reciprocated, and that he and Hardin could find happiness together.
Kieran has recently reunited with Hardin after a seven-year separation, and in less than twenty-four hours, Kieran has observed that Hardin seems to be showing a romantic interest in him.
Kieran is uncertain if this is due to a change in Hardin's personality or if it is simply a result of their long separation. Despite having been friends before, Kieran realizes that he no longer knows much about Hardin's life and is eager to learn more.
Kieran's desire to understand Hardin's life is not motivated by ill intentions but rather stems from a desire to determine if a potential romantic relationship is possible between them. Therefore, Kieran hopes to gain insight into Hardin's life, so he can determine if there is any hope for a romantic future between them.
Kieran finds solace in Hardin's embrace, feeling that it is the safest place in a world that can be cruel and full of hatred. However, Kieran's sense of security is tinged with anxiety, as he worries about the possibility of Hardin rejecting him due to his feelings and sexual orientation. The mere thought of this worst-case scenario sends chills down Kieran's spine and leaves him feeling deeply saddened.
However, Kieran finds comfort in the present moment as Hardin tightens his embrace and greets him."Good morning,"
with a loving kiss on his hair. Kieran's whole being is filled with warmth and affection. Nevertheless, Kieran knows that the future is uncertain, and he can only hope that Hardin and their friends will remain steadfast regardless of any obstacles they may face.
As Hardin kissed Kieran's forehead, a wave of confusion and uncertainty washed over him. Kieran couldn't help but wonder if this was what Pharm had alluded to earlier. He questioned whether Hardin had been awake all along and had deliberately allowed Kieran to gaze upon his handsome face. Kieran couldn't shake the feeling that Hardin was doing all of this intentionally, almost as if he was trying to make Kieran fall deeper in love with him.
Kieran was doubtful, however, he couldn't help but feel hopeful that maybe, just maybe, Hardin reciprocated his feelings. Perhaps Hardin was like what Pharm had suggested - afraid to admit his feelings for Kieran.
This thought filled Kieran with a sense of optimism, and he allowed himself to imagine a future where he and Hardin could be together. Kieran's whole being was consumed by the hope that his feelings for Hardin were not one-sided and that there might be a chance for them to explore a deeper connection.
"Good morning," Hardin greeted Kieran with a smile. When he didn't receive a response, he teased, "No response? Then I won't release you," with a smirk.
Kieran, clearly in a good mood, responded happily, "Okay, okay. Good morning P'Hardin. Did you sleep well? Do you have a bad dream?"
"That's why I'm offering to hug you. Because I don't want to have a bad dream," he explained with a smile.
"I-I actually—afraid of the night too," Kieran admitted.
"Good to hear that, and from now on I'll hug you every night 'til the day I leave Bangkok," Hardin promised, looking at Kieran.
Kieran reluctantly let go of Hardin's embrace and stood up, deep in thought. He wasn't sure if he could agree to Hardin's promise of hugging him every night, knowing that one day Hardin would leave him. Hardin was training Kieran and the thought of waking up one morning to find him gone was too much to bear. Kieran stretched his arms and left the room without answering Hardin's question.