I know I like him, I know I want him and hell yeah, am enjoying what he's doing to me but I've still got some self-respect. It's gon' be hard but I gotta try. He can't just barge in here like a hungry lion and pounce on me like his prey that he's hunted to devour.
Besides, he was around the entire night and morning. It's not like it's been ages.
I stopped kissing him and tried to get him off me.
He groaned and moved his lips from mine but he didn't get up. His eyes bored into mine as his lips which were swollen from the kiss twitched
. His breathing was distorted like mine. We stared at each other as we tried to catch our breath.
"What now?" He whispered before getting up.
I got up and pulled the shirt I was wearing down.
"What are you doing here? I thought I told you that I want to sleep." I scolded quietly and stood beside my bed while he stood a few feet from me.
" I missed you." He whispered.
"You saw me just today."
"Yeah but.. I don't even know. You're responsible."
"Excuse me?"
"You kept running in my head. You occupied my thoughts, all I think of is you and I couldn't help. I need you around me always. It's like I'm getting addicted or something. "
His revelation shook me to the core and left me dumbfounded. No one has ever said those things to me before but hearing him say them, I just want to throw myself at him and encourage him to continue from where we stopped.
My breathing staggered again as he walked towards me.
"What are you wearing?" His eyes held humor.
I looked down at his shirt and felt shy. What will he think now?
"Shirt," I muttered.
"Whose shirt?" He smirked as his hands settled at either side of me.
"You know already," I muttered and focused on his hands on me.
" I want you to say it." He insisted.
"You should start leaving." I looked away and bit my lips.
"What, you're kicking me out?" His voice was rueful.
" No, but you'll have to leave anyway." I got his hands from me and stepped away from him.
I'm surprised he allowed it.
He didn't say anything, he walked to the switch and turned on the light.
The room brightened and I was able to see what he was wearing.
He was in another set of a casual sweatshirt and plain pants. So simple but he looked so hot in them.
When he turned to me, his eyes widened and I watched him rake his eyes on my body. He took his bottom lip into his mouth as his Adam's apple bobbed. I noticed his face flush and his eyes darken.
I felt special knowing that he was reacting to me.
"Yo.. you're... breathtaking. You have no idea." His voice came out raspier than usual.
" Are you wearing something under that?" He pointed to the shirt I was wearing.
How can he ask that?
I turned around that instant in embarrassment and my eyes connected to the mirror, my image came to live.
I gasped when I took in my appearance. The shirt was barely reaching my knees, it hanged on my wide hips revealing my straight smooth legs. My perky full b**bs pointed out proudly. My long hair was let loose. I was the epitome and perfect definition of sexy.
I have to admit that I was heavily endowed when it comes to my body and Yolando made me aware of it by exploiting it to his own advantage but I didn't know that I was this sexy.
Maybe it's due to his shirt. I'd try to look at myself again when I'm in my own clothes.
I feel him close the gap between us and stepped behind me.
"Can you see it now?" He breathed on my neck, causing goosebumps to rise.
"Can you see how beautiful you looked?" His hands slowly made it to my breast. When I said nothing, he cupped them gently.
" I hope you now know why I can't keep my hands to myself. You're like a magnet, you keep drawing me to you." He pinched my nipples through the shirt.
They hardened under his touch and I moaned loudly, throwing my head on his shoulders. I couldn't control my moans as his fingers continued their gentle assault. I could only hope that Raymond doesn't hear them.
"See, you drive me crazy." His voice was husky and deep. It drives me crazy as well. My insides ached and pleaded to be relieved. My breathing staggered, I could barely catch up.
"I bet I could make you cum just by doing this." He applied more pressure and my knees weakened.
I looked myself in the mirror and saw my cheeks flushed, my pupils dilated and my eyes looked wild.
He moved his hands from my boobs and grabbed my ass from behind then turned me around to look at him.
He leaned into me and I waited in anticipation to feel his luscious lips on mine with eyes closed.
"Let's go eat." He perked the corner of my lips.
When my eyes fluttered open, he was already walking away.
WTF!
How dare him do things to me and had me wanting him only for him to ditch me like that?
I rushed to him and pulled him by his shirt to face me.
"How dare you!" I buried my fingers into his hair and pulled him closer to my chest. I stood on tiptoes and tilted my head to the side to capture his lips.
"Whoa, take it easy. Am sure you wouldn't like to wake your folks up." His eyes dart to Leonard then he stepped back.
I'm so turned on and he..he...I feel like punching him for doing that to me. I know he did it intentionally.
"Dave," I called and he looked at me with a smirk dancing on his lips.
"Fuck you!" I showed him the middle finger and walked to open my door, ready to kick him out for real.
He didn't seem to get what I mean or he knows but don't want to believe that I was really kicking him out. His face was neutral.
"Get out Dave." I didn't intend on taking it seriously but the smirk on his face was enough to get my blood to boil.
"Wait, wait! You're joking right?" The smirk vanished.
"Obviously I don't look like a joker 🃏 and neither was I smiling so yes, am serious."
" You really want me to leave?"
I nodded.
" Well, I am not leaving until you eat something."
"Where's the food?" I asked. He said earlier that we should go eat but I didn't take him seriously. I was busy getting angry at him. I hope he's not trying to say I should go and make it.
He answered my thought." I brought something straight from Mary's kitchen."
He walked to the plastic bag he dumped on the floor when he first came in.
He unwrapped it, brought a box out, and opened it. The aroma of the food hit my nostrils. I stared at the food greedily from where I stood at the door.
"I hope you're not trying to buy me off with the food?" I pouted.
" I'll leave if you want me to after the meal." He answered and sat at the foot of my bed with the food in his front.
"Why did you come with food anyway, you said you missed me."
I sat beside him. The rectangular box he opened was filled with fries, chips burgers, wings, and even sandwiches and juice to go with it.
So much food. I gulped and closed the door.
"I just figured you might be hungry" he shrugged.
"Well, I'd advise you to follow your instincts all the time. "
" Does that mean you're actually hungry? "
" Yeah", I picked a fry.
" I'm glad I did. " He said and poured the juice into the disposable cup he brought.
" So tell me? How was your day." He gave me the cup and filled his.
" It was great. Raymond and I had a lot of fun."
" Tell me about it." He propped.
I nodded and told him everything. I found myself yawning and dozing after the meal. I took the juice and poured it down on my throat in the hope of clearing my vision. But it was of no use.
"Do you want me to go?, You're feeling sleepy." He got up.
" You can go," I answered and watched his demeanor change to that of sadness.
What does he want? Spend the night?
I got up as well and went to the bathroom. I took my brush and pictured him mentally using it.
I've never thought of sharing a toothbrush with anyone but he did even though he doesn't know anything about me.
I used it and tried not to cringe.
When I came back, he was still there and I felt weirdly relieved.
"I want to stay Leo, please." He pleaded.
I stared at him for a second.
"Alright, just keep your hands to yourself okay?"
" Yh. I will, I just wanted us to sleep together." He got his converse off.
Once I got into bed, he climbed beside me and covered us with the duvet. I was still feeling sleepy so I just shut my eyes.
"We don't have to be so far from each other Leona. You can sleep in my arms."
I turned to him and settled in his arms without thinking.
" That's more like it." His hands came around me protectively.
" Goodnight Dave," I muttered and felt him kiss me on the forehead.
I knew then that my nights are not going to remain the same again. I will crave this moment when he's not there.
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