~LEONA~
"I'll bath you." He said quietly against my lips.
With hands-on my shoulders, he moved it slowly to my waist and tugged on my pant then pulled it down to my feet and it dropped on my toes then I stepped out of them.
He stepped from me, applied soap on his palm then moved to me. I held my breath the entire time as he rubbed it on my skin. I shiver each time he lingers on a sensitive spot.
By the time he was done, my whole body tingled and burned from his touch. He even washed my hair. How sweet!
He turned the shower off then went for the towel and dried me up.
"Won't you let me dry you at least?" I asked when he was about to do it himself.
" Alright but don't blame me if anything happens afterward."
"What's going to happen and why?" I asked and bit my lips to suppress the smile.
" You already know what I mean Leo. And yes I'm quite sexy and you can't resist me as much as I can't resist you. It's the fact.!"
I flushed but continued drying him. I can't believe I had a bath with him.
After I was done, I wrapped the towel around my body.
"Let's go," I muttered but before I could leave, he carried me into his arms.
"I don't want you falling again after the trouble I went through to make you clean." He said as he took me to the bedroom and dropped me on the bed in a sitting position.
I made to get up but he pushed me back down.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"To get you a towel. You can't go about all naked in my room." I walked past him to my wardrobe and took another towel.
I realized that the one around his waist fell on the wet floor. Somehow I feel oddly comfortable with him naked around me but still, he has to wear something.
It's not like we're living together. I've also been trying to keep my eyes on his chest alone.
I might be enjoying how he walks freely in nothing but I don't have the courage to look down there.
He stood behind me and dipped his hands to where I kept my panties.
"What... what are you doing?" I shrieked.
"Relax, I'm just picking something for you to wear." He said casually as if it wasn't a big deal as he searched through my panties.
I felt embarrassed when he signed and picked my normal boring plain white pants and a blue bra.
When Raymond and I went shopping, I didn't see the need to get any lingerie or fancy underwear so I took just plain ones. But now I guess I have a reason to buy them next time.
"Even though I'd love to see you in these all day, you still have to wear a dress right." He pulled out a white tank top and blue leggings.
Nice choice.
A pang of something like jealousy hit my heart when I thought of the number of girls he has done this for.
He took the towel from me and wrapped it on his waist.
"Even, I don't like you watching my assets." He chuckled before looking at me.
" Hey, why aren't you saying anything?"
" It's nothing, just being thoughtful." I stretched my hand to take the clothes he took.
He placed it in my palm and went to sit on the edge of the bed.
"I wanted to dress you but I think it will be more fun watching you dress from here."
" Are you really going to watch me dress?"
" That is what I said." He replied.
" You're impossible." He behaves towards me as if we were couples and we are not even dating. I don't even know what to call all this.
And I don't know what the whole dating means because I've never been into any relationship before. I wished I had dated when I was in school then I could've easily figured what was happening between us or know how to behave around him. I think I should start making use of the internet to know about all these things.
"Earth to Leona. Where's your mind? You keep zoning out."
I blinked multiple times before realizing that he was in front of me.
He lifted my chin up and made me look at him. His eyes were soft and calm, filled with concern.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"How does these things work? I mean how must a girlfriend act?" I hope I didn't sound too stupid.
And why did I ask him when I just thought of using the internet?
"Was that what you were thinking ?" He asked and walked me to the bed. He sat and made me stand in front of him, then collected the clothes.
" Sort of. I don't know how to behave around you and what to do or say when you say intimate things to me." I expounded and chewed on my lips.
" But you're not my girlfriend." He said bluntly.
"Oh." My lips formed into 'o' shape before thining out. "I thought...well."
I didn't know what to say. I waited for him to laugh into my face for how stupid I've been.
"Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
I looked up at him. I wasn't expecting that.
"No no." I declined.
"I am glad because I don't want you to be my girlfriend either"
I felt a sharp pain and I could feel the bile behind my throat.
I'm not even worthy to be someone's girlfriend. What was wrong with me? Why can I ever think of getting into a relationship when I know that I'm for Yolando and he'll come soon to take me back?
I don't deserve anyone. What the fuck was I even thinking? I've been so occupied in this little fantasy of mine that I forgot who I really was.
Even if I get into a relationship one day, no one will accept the real me and I've done a lot of horrible things which had stained my past so much that no matter how hard I tried, I can't get rid of it. My past will always be with me just like my SHADOW.
"If that is what you want, then you'll mean more to me than a 'girlfriend'. That label is for teens anyway. I think what I feel for you is greater than that." He said calmly and placed his hands on my waist pulling me in-between his open legs.
"Give me some time, Leo. I don't even understand what I'm feeling and what is going on. Give me some time to think everything through. I need to be sure if what I'm feeling is genuine. I really like you a lot, Leona and I don't want to hurt you in any way."
My mouth fell open, his words caused my heart to leap and rendered me speechless.
He thinks I really wanted him to be my boyfriend?
I stared at his calm yet serious handsome face which was filled with so many emotions that I couldn't decipher. Even his eyes seem to be sparkling.
Somewhere deep down, I know this will never work. Dave and I can not be. Therefore I don't need to build his hopes up by always entertaining him. I think I have to stay away from him because Yolando won't hesitate to harm him if he finds all this out.
I can't drag this innocent, sweet and caring man into my mess.
I think like him too and that is why I won't be able to survive if something happens to him on my account.
OMG! I never thought that by being around Raymond and Dave or any other people, I'm putting their life in danger.
"Leona!" Dave shook me back to life.
I pushed him away violently with my eyes blazing.
"I said give me some time, I'm sorry." He reached to hold me again but I stepped back.
" Don't come near me Dave, I don't want to be your girlfriend either. Forget about what I said earlier. I'm equally sorry for planting those thoughts in your mind." My eyes burned.
" What! You didn't give me that thought. I just wanted to be sure of my feelings...."
" Whatever Dave, I don't want you," I screamed. I hope Leonard doesn't wake up to this.
Vulnerability and disappointment registered on his beautiful face.
"What are you saying, I know you're lying." He took long strides and closed the gap I created between us.
"Stay away from me," I warned.
"No, I won't! I can't stay away from you and don't ask why. If I could stay away from you, I won't be here now after our fight yesterday"
I hope my life wasn't such a mess else these words of his would have been the best things my ears have ever heard.
" Then I will stay away from you then.."
"Stop it, don't say that." He hushed and kissed me, not just an ordinary kiss. It was different, it felt as if he was trying to explain something to me through the kiss. Once I opened my mouth and he deepened the kiss, my mind was blown away into another planet where Dave and I can actually be without anyone named Yolando. His kiss was refreshing and it relaxed me a little, almost wiping out all the negativity from my mind.
I will enjoy this moment with him for now, for the last. I will make sure not to cross his path again after this. I think I should leave this country again. I have some money, I can go settle somewhere far from here with my son and Yolando will never find me. In doing that, everyone will be safe.
"Relax Leona, you're so tense. What is wrong?" Dave pulled back and searched my face as if he'll get the answer if he did that.
"Don't worry, I'll help you relax." He said and closed his mouth on mine again and began to kiss me.
He carried me on his toes till we got to the bed and he sat. We continued to kiss as he made me straddle him and my towel came loose. My body ignited when it came in contact with his nakedness. This is the first time am straddling him with no clothes.
His hands moved on my back as he digs his hand in my wet hair.
I rocked on his front and felt the knot of the towel lose. I rubbed my chest on his as I felt him hardening.
I grind on him harder as he kept moaning into my mouth. I dig my hands into his back and took in a sharp breath when I felt him directly on my opening. This time, all barriers were off.
"What are you doing?" He lifted me up from him.
My breathing was too rugged and my mind was so jumbled to form a sentence. I feel hot, so hot within. I slumped back on him and began to grind again.
"No, please." He moaned and stilled my movement with his hands on my waist.
"Why?" I managed to say. I felt humiliated and embarrassed. I tried to get up as I looked away but his grip tightened on my waist.
"Look at me." He tilted my chin up. "I really want you Leona and I don't mind fucking you right now but after what happened just now, I just want to give you some time to make your mind. You have to be ready for this because once we do this, it's done. It can't be undone."
He's such a gentleman, his words eased my humiliation.
He's right, I think I should think about this after he's gone because I can't seem to think properly when he has his hands on me.
"When you decide, trust me, I'll be there for you and I won't hesitate one bit to fuck you over and over again.."
" It's okay." I smiled shyly.
" Yeah, now let me help you relax."
" What will you do?" I asked and looked into his eyes.
" I want to taste you." He said and flips us that he hovered above me.
He spread my legs apart with his knee and raised it to stand on the edge of my bed.
I felt so exposed to him that I have to cover my face. I've never felt this exposed to anyone, not even Lando. His eyes were fixed on me then he moved his fingers and dipped it inside me. "You're so wet Leo and look yummy." He pulled his finger out and sucked on it. It was so erotic.
The anticipation of how it's gonna feel was driving me insane. I wished I had done this before so that I'll know what to expect.
I felt his head dip below then he kissed me down there on my folds. It was splendid, the feeling was indescribable.
"Have you ever experienced this before?" He raised his head and asked.
I shook my head without thinking.
" Great, I'm going to make you feel good. So good." He muttered and moved his head down there again.
His breath tickled my thighs, he sucked the skin around my area teasingly.
"Dave please." I raised my hips a little. I need relief from his torture.
Before I knew it, he pressed his lips directly against my center and I cried out in pleasure. He slided his hand inside me and the combination was incredibly sweet.
He moved his hands slowly in and out of me as his tongue found my sensitive spot and sucked on it.
I never knew that anything could feel this good and so nice. I sneaked a peek at Dave and saw him looking so sexy between my legs. He kept pumping his hand in and out
"How does it feel Leo? Good huh?"
"Oh fuck!" I groaned and he increased his pace and his tongue moved faster. He blew warm air on me then I felt my knees stiffen, my eyes closed and my vision blurred as I cummed heavily and moaned his name repeatedly. I brought my palm to my mouth to stop myself from screaming.
After some seconds, I relaxed on the bed as my chest heaved up and down as I tried to catch my breath.
"How was it?" He asked as he laid beside me and pulled me to lay my head on his chest.
My body was still tingling from the euphoric state I was in as I tried to think of the perfect word to say.
"It was incredible," I muttered. I've seen Yolando doing this to his ladies so many times and I always thought the ladies were exaggerating with the way their moans fill the entire house but now I know better.
We laid in silence as we enjoyed each other's company. I'm glad Leonard didn't wake despite my loud moans.
I moved my hands slowly on his chest and wondered what was going on in his mind. I looked up at him and our eyes met, he smiled at me and I smiled back before pulling my face away. I feel so different after what we just did. I feel like I like him more than I did before.
He began to draw circles on my naked back. My body tingles and my stomach flips.
"Thanks," I muttered shyly. I don't know why I'm feeling shy after all this. Maybe it's because this was the furthest we went.
He didn't say anything so I just laid comfortably in his arms.
It dawned on me that he didn't bring any extra clothes so I got up and wrapped my towel around me.
"Where to?" He asked and got up too.
"I'll be back." I rushed into Raymond's room and got some new boxer shorts, a simple white t-shirt, and blue jeans.
When I got back into the room, he was sitting with my clothes in his hands. I stared at them and the ones in my hand. I can't believe I chose the same matching colors he chose for me.
His eyes moved to my hand and he smirked. "Are those for me?"
I nodded.
"I can see we both have the same taste. I love that. I'm glad we'll be in matching outfits." He grinned and I tried to hide my blush if possible.
"Here, I got something for you." I gave it to him and he took it and instead of wearing it, he placed it beside him and pulled me in between his legs for the hundredth time today.
He loosened my towel then took my pant and placed it before my feet so that I can put my feet in. I did and he pulled the pant from my legs to my hip then pulled it over my ass. He traced his fingers on the line of my panties to the front then he stopped there.
I looked down at him and saw him staring at the scar on my abdomen in thought.
I stepped back, grabbed my bra, and quickly wore it.
"What's that Leo? That mark, what is it?" He asked and got up as well.
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How was it? I hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it.