I let him stay on me for a while but when he wasn't making any attempt to get up, I held his shoulders and tried to get him up.
He didn't move but instead, he buried his face in my neck.
I tried to lift him off again.
" Fuck! What are you doing Leo!?" He groaned but didn't move.
"I have to go now."
"Stay for a while." He muttered.
I ignored him and tried lifting him up.
"You're disturbing my peace. I'm actually having a nice time than you think. Please don't ruin it. " He whined.
Why's he acting like a baby now? And what the hell did we just do? I don't even know this man lying on top of me. What if this is what he does to all his female workers? Was that the reason why that bitch was smiling so unusually at me?.
What if he's married or has a girlfriend? Maybe the woman who barged into his office might be the one else she wouldn't have been so mean to me. What if I'm just a fling whom he'll be fed up with soon? This is what I hated. I hate regression. I shouldn't have gone ahead with all this.
" What the hell is wrong with you Mr. Anosova! " I pushed him off me with force but I don't think it was my strength that lifted him off but rather my tone.
I was also surprised by my tone. Like what is wrong with me? Why the fuck do I have to think of those things now?
I got up and looked around for my discarded clothes. I'm a mother and this doesn't speak well of me. And even if he happens to be single, who'll like to marry a lady with a child?
Thank God I was still in my panties but it was wet and I felt uncomfortable. I picked my bra and fixed it on.
I know he's looking at me but too shock to say anything to me.
"Are you regretting what we did?" His voice was calm but thick with emotion.
I don't know if it's disappointment he feels butyes, I regret this even though I don't want to.
I ignored him and looked around for the rest of my clothes. I found my trouser lying at the foot of the bed. I walked to it and picked it up.
I could feel his burning gaze on me and on every movement I make.
I tried to wear the trouser but I was shaking, I needed a grip. Why's he looking at me? It's making me nervous.
"Would you stop staring, please," I said and turned. My chest instantly collided into his.
When did he get off the bed and I didn't hear?
He grabbed my wrists tightly causing the trouser to slip out of my hand.
"You regret what we just did?" He repeated.
I want to admit it but I find it difficult to open my mouth and let the words out.
"Answer me, Leo!" He yelled.
"Don't fucking yell at me! What is wrong with you?" I barked.
" Seriously? Are you asking what is wrong with me?" He laughed dryly.
" We just had a nice time and all you did is act strange and call me Mr. Anosova. Seriously?"
" Nice time" I repeated and wore my trousers. Is he no longer called Anosova?
"You haven't answered my question, Leona. Is what I'm seeing signs of regret?"
Why's he bent on knowing that?
I picked my shirt and he yanked it from me.
" I hate to be ignored, get that!" He held my chin harshly as I stared into his furious eyes angrily, my own eyes mirrored his just that his gleamed with sadness and something else.
"Why are you doing this? I was supposed to be your employee, remember?" I questioned.
" So?" He stepped away creating just a little distance between us.
"Really?" I crossed my hand on my chest and narrowed my eyes on him. "How many of them have you fucked so far because you don't seem to be phased at all."
" What do you mean!" He looked mad and I regretted asking that.
" What did you just say, woman!" He snarled and closed the gap between us. I stepped back.
"I just wanted to know how many of the females you fucked since you didn't think twice before jumping on me..."
" What the fuck do you take me for? Who the hell do you think you are to make such vile accusations on me.?" His face held disappointment, he didn't look mad.
" If that's the case then I'd like to know what that lady is to you and why he came to your office." I blurted without knowing.
His face contorted a little in confusion before coming to normal.
"Get outta here! The fact that you presented yourself so cheaply and I fingered you doesn't give the right to start asking me questions!" He spats.
I gasped in embarrassment. How can he say such a thing?
"I.. I.." I tried to say but felt something warm on my cheeks.
Am I crying? I can't remember the last time someone made me cry.
"Hey." His voice mellowed and I feel him draw near to me. He cupped my chin but I yanked his hands away.
"Don't you fucking dare!" I sneered. God knows I didn't want to get this involved with him but the godforsaken hormones he gave to me. Besides, he was also pushy and I was down for it.
I put the rest of my clothes on in a rush.
"I.. I.. didn't mean to say that, trust me." He stuttered.
All my life no one has ever said those words to me before, especially not after sharing an intimate moment.
I was only regretting, I didn't think he would say that to me.
When I was done, I realized that I left my bag in his car. How will I go home?
"Leo, I'm sorry, please let me drop you." He offered.
I can't tell if he's really sorry for what he said or just faking.
I didn't mind him and walked out instead.
I stood by his car and waited for him to come. It was dark already, I wonder what Raymond will say when I get home.
He came out in a blue t-shirt and a knicker. He looked okay. I hope I don't look too disheveled.
He looked at me slowly for a minute before opening the door for me.
I quickly picked my bag and slammed it shut.
He must be crazy to think that I'll allow him to drop me off after what he said to me.
"Leo!" He called after me but I got no plans of waiting.
"You're ignoring me again ." He complained as I hear his footsteps behind me.
"Stop Leo."
I kept walking until I got to the road. I stopped a taxi and was about to get in but he pulled me back.
"I said I'd drop you." He seethed.
"And I don't want to." I yanked my hand from him. "Get one thing straight Mr. Anosova, I loathe you. I don't want to ever see you again so try as much as possible to stay the hell away from me. You'll receive my resignation letter soon.."
I matched into the car and commanded the driver to drive.
From the mirror, I could see his jaw drop with a surprise and heartbreaking face.
I didn't mean to say I loathe him. I just wanted to hurt him as much as his words did to me.
I don't hate him at all and even though I want to get angry at him but my heart doesn't seem to want that. Maybe it's because I was the one who started all this. But why would he say that? He could've said he won't answer me but why call me cheap?
"We're here." The driver said.
I gave him the money and stepped out.
When I got in Raymond was sitting alone on the couch surrounded by some documents.
"Hey." I squeaked in a tiny voice and dropped my bag on the couch beside him.
"Hi Leo, you came a bit late today. I hope there's no problem."
" Not at all, I'll just freshen up and come. " I replied and walked into my room.
My eyes searched the room and settled on Leonard. I smiled as I took off my clothes finally.
I went to kiss him but stopped. I need to bath first. I wonder what kind of germs am carrying along. Today has been a long hectic day filled with naughty adventures that were displayed by a boss and his employee.
I spent more time in the bathroom than I usually did. Because I was relishing on everything that happened today and I'd foolishly love to experience it all over again.
Have I really regretted or just concerned with the fact that Dave and I got intimate even though we're not in a relationship?
If I've indeed regretted it then I won't think of doing it again but..
"Arhgg" I can't help the flashbacks that are flooding my mind.
I must admit, I enjoyed everything, every single touch, kisses, and my first mind-blowing orga$m.
But I feel used. What if he was only having fun? He hasn't given me any guarantee yet and I don't want to be just any other girl to him.
The bitch that came to his office didn't look like any other girl to him, there's more and he confirmed it by refusing to tell me who she was.
I walked out of the shower with a towel wrapped around my head only. I took an oversized shirt from my wardrobe and wore it.
I removed the towel from my head and held my hair in a ponytail.
I walked to Leonard and finally kissed him. He was sleeping so peacefully.
I walked out and found Raymond dozing on the couch.
Poor thing, he must have been working his ass off since morning.
I wanted to tap him but my phone started ringing and he opened his eyes.
"Your phone has been ringing non-stop. It's a good thing you left your bag here else you'd have woken Leonard " He said and tried picking the bag for me but it slipped, emptying the contents.
"Oops." He said and reached to pack the fallen items in.
"What's this?" He raised an envelope to me.
Oh, it was the one Dave gave the lady to give to me.
Talking of Dave, I'm very sure he's the one calling.
"See, it's your paycheck. I received the alert this morning." He gave me the already opened envelope.
I don't have an account yet so I guess Raymond will receive my salaries until I get my own account which I don't think I'll create anytime soon.
"What the fuck!" My eyes widen when they met the figure on the check.
What work did I do to earn twenty thousand dollars?
"Your initial salary was ten thousand but I guess you've earned an extra for your hard work." Raymond beamed proudly at me.
" Is this not too much, Ray?"
I could buy a car and rent a comfortable apartment with this and there's still going to be a few changes left.
"I think you deserve it." He shrugged and yawned. "Goodnight Leona, there's food for you in the kitchen and you can now stop hesitating to withdraw money from my account." He chuckled and gathered his papers and left.
"Uhm. I took money from your drawer when you travelled. I'm sorry I didn't tell you..."
"Gosh, stop that!"
"I need to replace..."
"No need. I left it for you anyway."
"Oh Ray. Thank you so much for everything."
"You don't have to. Always remember, Mi casa, su casa." Then he disappeared to his room.
I wonder if all brothers in the world are like Raymond. I doubt. I love him so much and it's not because of the things he does for me.
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When I woke up the next day, I felt a presence and someone's eyes on me.
I opened my eyes slowly and my eyes met with a pair of blue eyes.
Goodness!
What on earth is he doing here?
"Good morning beautiful." He smiled as he pulled his chair back.
"Have you been watching me sleep the whole night?" I noticed the bags under his eyes.
" Well, no." He smiled awkwardly.
How could he forget what happened so quickly and be smiling? How could he act as if nothing happened and be here?
" What are you doing here and when did you come? I hope Raymond didn't see you. Did you sneak in just like the other time?" I rasped and got up.
" Relax Leo, Leonard is still sleeping." He pointed to my sleeping son.
I checked my time and it was 9:00 am.
"You haven't answered my questions," I demanded.
I've been here since last night."
That explains it then, he's been watching me.
"Look Mr. Anosova.."
"Please Leona, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that to you. I'm really sorry but please don't ever tell me that you don't want to see me again and that you loathe me." He begged.
" You said I'm cheap, remember?"
" Yes, but I didn't mean it. You were annoying me and I just lost it." He admitted.
" Oh, so I annoy you? Is that so?"
" No, you're not. Am I forgiven?" He asks in desperation, holding my gaze.
Yes. He said that but he's here apologizing and I was the one who caused the fight in the first place.
" I'm sorry," I muttered.
" What?" He looked up at me, surprised.
"I'm sorry too Mr. Anosova for saying all those things to you," I said sincerely.
"Apology not accepted until you stop making me feel old Leona. For goodness sake I'm just 25 so stop making me look 10 times my age."
" So what do you want me to do?"
" Call me Dave, I love it that way."
" Alright, Mr... Dave. So am I forgiven?"
" I was never mad at you. What of me? Have you forgiven me?"
" Not until you tell me who that lady was."
" Jesus, Leo! You won't let it slide will you?"
" Yeah."
" Okay, I'll tell you." He got up from his seat and stood in front of me.
" Her name is Katherine but normally called Kathie. She's a model you know right?"
I shook my head.
" What? You don't know Katherine Cole? Okay, do you know KC?" He asked again.
" No, it sounds foreign," I replied.
"Which part of the planet have you been living, Leo? Anyway, she's a popular runway model."
" Oh okay. " I should've noticed that from how she dressed when I saw her.
" Is that all?" I asked when he didn't say anything again.
"She's my mum's favorite and we're close in a way that that I can't explain at the moment."
"That's just it?" I asked curiously.
" Yh but there's one more thing you need to know." He looked deep into my eyes. " You mean more to me than her and what we shared last night was something so out of this world.
As little as it was, I've never experienced that kind of feeling with anyone before. Fuck, it was the best and I am happy it happened. I won't change anything if asked to. I felt bad when I realized you regret..."
"Shhhh" I placed my hand on his lips.
His words have swept me off my feet and knocked almost every doubt I have about him out of my mind.
"I don't regret it, Dave."
"But.."
"I was just confused because I didn't have a reason but now I have."
" Which is?"
" The sincerity in your voice. I feel you're not lying to me." I whispered.
" Thanks Leona, I was sad when I thought you regretted what happened but you just made my day." He laughed quietly and hugged me.
I'm happy knowing that he's happy. I can't believe I made him sad. But that's not the case, I'm proud that I made him happy again.
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